"Afterwards, you explained that you have known Guo Yuqing for more than 20 years, and you don't think she is the kind of person who will hurt herself to frame me...... Actually, you still don't believe it, do you?"

My heart turned upside down, but my face kept a very calm expression, and I looked at Lu Xudong very sadly, "Ask yourself, if these things happened to my sister later, how would you react and how would you deal with it?"

I never thought that I could analyze these words to him so calmly, "Since Guo Yuqing told me that you once promised to marry her, you have repeatedly reminded me that you just treat her as a sister, and you use such an excuse to force me to have nothing to do with her, but have you thought about it, why did she ask me to say something like that?"

"I admit it, if my sister is looking for me, I won't hide it from you, and I won't lie to you because I'm worried that you will get angry by misunderstanding, but I'll do this, but it's also because you really mind Xiaoqing very much, and I don't want to affect our relationship because of her!" Lu Xudong looked at me with a faint expression, and said without any waves: "Xiaoqing also explained to me that the reason why she went to look for you at that time was because she thought that I got married to escape from her...... Afterwards, she figured out the truth of the matter, and she regretted it......"

I chuckled lowly: "You believed her when she said that, and if it weren't for your own weak heart, why would you always worry that I would misunderstand?"

"Is it because I have a weak heart? In the days when Xiaoqing was hospitalized, how awkward you were, could I not feel it? After she was discharged from the hospital, if it wasn't for taking into account your feelings, would I say that I was busy when Xiaoqing blamed me for not visiting her?" Lu Xudong raised his voice slightly, and his face showed a look of disappointment again.

It turned out that he didn't go to see Guo Yuqing at that time, because he was afraid that I would be angry by misunderstanding, not that Guo Yuqing's entanglement with him was beyond the scope of a sister to his brother, so he had to keep his distance.

A nameless fire rose in my heart, and I raised my eyes and glared at him angrily: "So you always feel that her attachment to you is normal, right?

Lu Xudong stared at me deeply, the hands holding my shoulders tightened and immediately loosened, he withdrew his hand, straightened his back, and said with some disappointment: "If you really want to think like this, then I can't help it!"

"You don't have to look like I've wronged you!" I was aroused by his indifferent expression, and the fire in my heart burned even more: "Lu Xudong, you said that you believe that Guo Yuqing specially came to tell me what you agreed on, because you don't want to see you take marriage as a child's play, then have you ever thought about it, why would she know that we were sham married? Don't tell your mother that told her!" From the May Day wedding to the National Day holiday, your mother has been to the house several times, why did she suddenly think of rummaging through our things, why did she suddenly suspect that we had a problem?"

Lu Xudong still looked at me with a complicated expression: "Do you think it was instigated by Xiaoqing?"

I suddenly felt extremely frustrated, I opened my eyes coldly and frustratedly, and raised the corners of my mouth and smiled, "Lu Xudong, you are not unintelligent, even I can think of things, how could you not think of it, you are just reluctant to speculate about your good sister like that, just like when she hurts her hand, you really can't see how that wound came from?"

I took a deep breath and continued: "Actually, your heart has always been more inclined to her, otherwise you wouldn't have helped her take care of her again and again when you knew that I would mind! Guo Yuqing said that I was deceiving myself, but in fact, the real person who deceived myself was you, and I used the love of brother and sister as a cover-up, so why should you? If you treat her like this and just treat her as a sister, then what am I? In your heart, I am not even as good as a sister who is not related to you by blood, is that so?"

Lu Xudong was silent for a long time before he asked me mockingly: "You see me like this?"

I think it's really funny, obviously what I said is the truth, but Lu Xudong looks like he was seriously injured and framed, as if I made it up myself to wronged him and Guo Yuqing.

"Then what should I think of you?" I asked him mockingly, "Didn't you always explain frankly when you were worried that I had misunderstood?"

"I thought you knew what I did for you, it seems that I overestimated my weight in your heart!" Lu Xudong was extremely disappointed, his brows were furrowed, and his eyes were deeply tired.

So he means he's not running out of things to say, he's just too lazy to explain it to me again?

I sneered, "You are overestimating my weight in your heart, Lu Xudong, it is not so difficult to admit that the person you care more about in your heart is not me, you don't have to worry that I will pester you to be responsible for you to the end, you are so self-deceived and caught between me and your Xiaoqing and be careful, I would rather you go and fly with her happily and happily ......"

Before I finished speaking, Lu Xudong had already taken me into his arms with all his might, and the kiss came towards me like a storm.

Lu Xudong kissed roughly, almost ventingly gnawing/biting on my lips, blocking all my painful cries in my chest.

I was frightened by his sudden arrogance, and pushed him hard, but he didn't move, and his lips and tongue robbed my breath violently, and I couldn't match him, so I could only twist my body and try to break free from his confinement, only to be rewarded with his more impersonal invasion......

I struggled to the point of exhaustion, ashamed and angry in my heart, and when Lu Xudong pressed me to the bed, I finally couldn't help but bite his tongue in my mouth in anger.

But Lu Xudong didn't let go of me because of the pain, he was so strong that he almost wanted to tear me apart/shredded, and he tore off my clothes and stood up/into it without the slightest hint of front/play, I couldn't scream when I wanted to scream under him, the pain was almost spasmodic, and I could only whimper and shed tears......

I never thought that such a beautiful thing could be done so roughly/hard/painfully.

Lu Xudong seemed to be venting his dissatisfaction with being pierced by me, the force of penetration/penetration was heavier than the other, I really couldn't bear his fierceness, and I didn't even have the strength to reach out and push him, so I could only be wantonly bullied/abused/abused by him, and my heart was desolate......

I don't know how it ended in the end, but I just knew that I finally fell asleep, half-asleep and half-awake, and heard Lu Xudong say something in a trance, as if it was just a dream.

If only it were just a dream!

After that night, the relationship between me and Lu Xudong almost fell to a freezing point, and we fell into an unprecedented stalemate.

In the past, I thought that my "silence is golden" was the so-called Cold War, but until now, seeing myself and Lu Xudong living under the same roof like two strangers, I really understand what the Cold War is!

Lu Xudong always came back late under the pretext of working overtime every day, he hardly talked to me, his eyes were cold and cold when he looked at me, and he didn't even bother to disguise the gentleness when he was most estranged.

But Rao is like this, he can still do the most intimate thing between husband and wife with me every night, despite my resistance.

I think it's ridiculous, I used to hear people say that men can distinguish between xing and love, and now I really deeply understand the sadness of being used as a tool to vent yu.

But there is nowhere to complain about this sadness, I don't even dare to say Ye Shengyin, for fear of being known, it turns out that the feelings I believe in have always been a misunderstanding.

Every time I think of Lu Xudong's ridicule after being pierced by me, my heart hurts beyond words, and I can't open my mouth to say divorce.

I have no intention of speculating whether Lu Xudong is really as Guo Yuqing said, is it really just because he wants to disobey his father, or he is not sure what Guo Yuqing wants to do to him, so he wants to consume me so much and maintain this marriage with me that was wrong from the beginning?

On the first weekend when Lu Xudong returned from a business trip, he still said that he would go to the company to work overtime. I took a taxi to class and got out of class, but I didn't want to go back to that so-called "home" at all.

After wandering outside alone for a long time, I really didn't know where to go, so I had to call Ye Shengyin and ask her where she was.

"At home!" her voice was thick with sleepiness, "What are you doing, Lu Xudong just came back from a business trip, shouldn't you be busy with you and me?"

My heart was sour, but I still had to answer casually: "He works overtime, and there are many things at the end of the year." ”

"At the end of the year, there are a lot of things to do, and there is a lot of pressure, you have to take advantage of this time to be kind to your family Lu Xudong. ”

Ye Shengyin didn't suspect me at all, and complained angrily: "You don't know the hardships of sales, at the end of the year, I can't wait to break one person into two or three people, our manager has been mentioning the performance completion rate there every day recently, which makes people panic, and the last shift is even heavier than going to the grave!"

On the other hand, he was kind to me: "Hey, you just take this opportunity to work hard to show your gentleness and thoughtfulness, quickly stabilize Lu Xudong's heart, and let the little slut surnamed Guo toss hard to see what tricks she can toss!"

Ye Shengyin paused, and seeing that I didn't say anything, he asked me hesitantly: "No, she really started tossing again, right?"

"No, Lu Xudong is busy, where will she come to make trouble at this time. I casually said perfunctory, and quickly changed the subject: "Do you want to come out and go shopping with me? I'm so bored by myself!"

Ye Shengyin sneered twice: "Sure enough, when you get married, you have changed, you used to be a lot of houses, and now you will take the initiative to ask me to go shopping!"

"Then are you here or not?" I faked.

Ye Shengyin was silent for two seconds, as if he had to consider whether to continue sleeping or come on a date with me, and then agreed as if he had made a great determination: "Okay, okay, I'll get up and find you!"