"Speak!" Lu Xudong frowned impatiently, and seeing that I was still silent, he couldn't help but say frantically: "What kind of temper are you making again?" Because you came back early, I was so anxious that I only squinted for two or three hours before getting up to deal with the rest of the work, and happily booked a plane ticket to rush back, and you ended up treating me like this?"

"How am I?" I looked up at Lu Xudong, my voice so calm that it didn't look like me. ¥ ♀ Eight ¥ ♀ Eight ¥ ♀ Read ¥ ♀ Book, .2 ≠ ◆

Lu Xudong was stunned by my question, and then frowned for a moment and said: "Don't you know how you are? I didn't answer the phone, and I panicked that I was working overtime, I really thought you were very busy at work, and I ran to your company to find you after eating in a hurry, but what happened? Where have you been working overtime until now? Cersei, you just said last time, you promise that you will not lie to me in the future, do you know that you are like this, I am worried?"

Lu Xudong's eyes were full of disappointment, but why shouldn't I be disappointed?!

I looked at him calmly, and then I looked away for a while, and whispered, "Really, are you angry that I lied to you a little more, or are you angry that I made you worry a little more?"

Lu Xudong's hand holding my shoulder tightened, the force was so heavy that I couldn't help frowning, he was obviously really angry, stared at me with a calm face for a while, and almost shouted to me through gritted teeth: "Di Sese!"

The warning in Lu Xudong's tone was too strong, I subconsciously shrunk my neck, and I didn't know where I got the courage, but I could still calmly say to him: "I'm really tired, I don't want to quarrel with you......"

"Do you think I want to quarrel with you?" Lu Xudong interrupted me with a sneer, "What do you think of me so much, you miss me like this?"

"Then you still say that you only believe me? Have you done it again?" I bit my lower lip and looked at him with some mockery: "I lied to you, what about you? Are you really honest and have a clear conscience?"

Lu Xudong's face changed: "What do you mean?"

"Then I want to ask you?" I really couldn't help it, although I kept telling myself to be calm, but I couldn't help but say sarcastically: "Can you tell me why your good sister went to City A? How did she come back on the same flight with you? Are you angry that I lied to you, or are you angry that I didn't let you stay with your good sister for a while and finish the meal?"

Lu Xudong was silent for a while before he spoke, and his voice became more and more gloomy: "Don't tell me that you are angry with me because of Xiaoqing, you won't answer the phone before I send you a message!"

I smiled and looked at him stubbornly: "Then why don't you tell me, why do you think I'm hiding from you?"

Lu Xudong was choked by my question, opened his mouth, and finally just said very bluntly: "You know it in your heart!"

Such a meaningful sentence made my heart chill, and I pulled the corners of my mouth, I wanted to laugh, but the tears that I endured for a night burst out in an instant: "I should know it in my heart...... I know that I am inconspicuous at all, and I still think that you really like me...... Lu Xudong, if you are tired of it, you can say it directly, you can't still pour dirty water on me, I am not like you, there is a childhood sweetheart who grew up together at any time waiting for you to divorce and marry her......"

"What nonsense are you talking about!" Lu Xudong interrupted me anxiously and angrily, stretched out his hand to wipe the tears on my face, and his tone finally softened a little: "Could it be that now, you still can't see my heart for you?"

"I don't know. I replied bluntly, don't look away from him, bite my lip, my heart turned upside down, sour, "I don't know who you have in your heart, maybe even you don't know, whether you really like me......"

"Di Se Se ......" Lu Xudong called me by name and surname, and his tone was so stern that he seemed to be poked by me in the foot, so he was annoyed and angry, "If you talk nonsense again, I will really ......"

I curled my lips and smiled, glancing at him nonchalantly, "Really, go find her?"

Before the words fell, he was pulled into his arms by Lu Xudong, he moved too quickly and with too much strength, I was caught off guard, my nose hit his shoulder hard, and the tears flowed more happily in pain, "Bastard, let go of my ......"

Before I had time to struggle, Lu Xudong's voice of gnashing teeth sounded in my ears: "If you talk nonsense, I will kill you immediately!"

I was a little stunned, and even tears seemed to be frightened by his words, and it took a while to slowly lower the arm against his chest.

Lu Xudong gritted his teeth and said: "How can you casually doubt my feelings for you? Di Sese, I have done so many things for you, can't you even see it? Isn't this enough to prove my heart for you? Or do you have no heart at all, and you can't see my dedication to you?"

If only I could have no heart, at least not so uncomfortable!

I sniffed hard, all my strength seemed to be drained, I could only lean on Lu Xudong weakly, my hands hanging at my side clenched into fists, I mustered up enough courage to squeeze out a low sentence: "I'm going to the airport." ”

If I was still thinking about stubbornly screwing him down just now, at this time, I just want to talk to him openly and honestly, and I want to believe that he really has me in his heart, although I don't have any confidence at all.

"What?" Lu Xudong was slightly stunned.

I closed my eyes and repeated: "I'm going to the airport as soon as I get off work, I want to surprise you...... But I saw Guo Yuqing walking out with you...... Do you know how I felt at that moment? I felt so stupid, you didn't even ask me to pick me up, and I ran over with my eyes open, thinking that would make you happy...... Lu Xudong, I really want to try to believe in you, but what about you? You always tell me not to think cranky and do things that I can't understand......

I was a little incoherent and confused, but I tried very hard to express what was in my heart: "I don't want to quarrel with you, I'm afraid that our relationship will be so noisy, and I'm afraid that in your eyes I will slowly become an unreasonable woman...... But you can't do this, you can't challenge my trust again and again because I care about you, knowing that my sense of security is weak...... At the end of the day, I'm going to put a charge on my head, as if all the fault is my fault!"

"Cersei......" Lu Xudong sighed, and his tone softened completely: "Why didn't you stop me at that time? I didn't expect you to pick up the airport at all......

I tugged at the corners of my mouth, but I didn't say anything. Do you want to say that the way I looked at you side by side at that moment was really worthy of piercing my heart, so I didn't have the courage to stand up and disturb you?

Lu Xudong stretched out his hand and brushed my hair, and said in a deep voice: "Do you have no confidence in yourself, or do you have no confidence in me?

"I simply can't trust you. I bit my lip and looked up at him with some mockery: "You deceived me a few days ago because of her, and in the blink of an eye she came from City A with you at the same time, I don't know what excuse I can use to comfort myself You are nothing...... Lu Xudong, you will compare your heart to your heart, if you were me, what would you do?"

"I'll at least rush up and ask for a clear understanding!" Lu Xudong also looked at me, his eyes mixed with too many emotions that I couldn't understand, "I know you mind the events of that night, or rather, you mind Xiaoqing's existence more." But I remember that you weren't like this before, you used to get along well with Xiaoqing, and you dared to talk to her within a few days of knowing her......"

These words instantly reminded me that Lu Xudong once sarcastically mocked me, is it that I am too lacking in love, so others treat me a little better, I can't wait to pounce on it, shake my head and tail and dig out my heart and lungs. ⑧☆⑧☆.＄.

What I thought at the time was that he didn't want Guo Yuqing to know his sexual orientation, so he was angry, and now that I think about it, I think that maybe it was simply because he had a weak heart in his shallow consciousness and didn't want to see me and Guo Yuqing get too close?

Lu Xudong didn't know these thoughts in my heart, he said to himself: "Cersei, the agreement that I want to marry her is really just a joke...... I don't know how to say it to you to understand, I really don't have anything to do with Xiaoqing...... If you have, you don't have to wait until today...... You should have a little more faith in me, Cersei, I said I was measured, and you are my wife!"

He pulled me out of his arms, put his hands on my shoulders, looked at me with some uncertainty, and said very sincerely: "As for the matter of lying to you that night, I'm sorry, I was really just afraid that you would be angry, so I didn't think too much, after all, I promised to pick you up first, but I was delayed for something else, you believe me, to help Xiaoqing that day, for me, it's just that my sister is in trouble and I will help solve it......"

"If the person who asked you for help that night was my sister, would you lie to me?" I interrupted, my tone calm and gentle.

Lu Xudong didn't expect me to ask like this, he was stunned for a moment, and a trace of confusion quickly flashed in his eyes.

I lowered my eyes, hooked the corners of my mouth with some self-deprecation, and said with certainty before he spoke: "You won't! If it was sister, you would tell the truth, and even if you didn't have time to answer the phone at that time, sister would help you pick it up." ”

"You always blame me for my cranky thoughts, blame me for not trusting you enough, but you yourself actually don't have confidence in yourself!" I pursed my lips, trying to hold back the tears rolling in my eyes to keep them from falling, "You have quarreled with me before because I was close to Guo Yuqing, in fact, you don't like me to get too close to her, are you afraid that I will notice something?" On your father's birthday, you asked me to apologize when you saw that she was injured, and you didn't even think to ask me what happened......