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I have a problem with my brain, an obvious problem.

That awareness is everything, so why should I dwell on fear? Why should I analyze the character's self-definition? Why should I kill it?

I perceive that the character of Yuan Changwen is afraid of life, I perceive that the character of Yuan Changwen is afraid of money, and I perceive that the character of Yuan Changwen is killing.

All of this is "I am aware", and then it is over. The rest of the discourse, whether it's analyzing patterns of fear or exploring what distortions are in the mind, is playing with falsehood. Even if it is a killing, it is just a killing illusion in a mass of nothingness.

I'm that awareness, and as for what I'm aware of, it's my business!

And why should I be stuck with what I perceive? Who knows what is going on with what I perceive? The continuity of my memories is only what I am aware of at the moment.

It's just "I'm aware" and then it's over, and all perceptions, all imaginations of the future, all perceptions that are sure that "I did this in the past," are lies.

Even if the character of Yuan Changwen is afraid, even if the character wants to commit suicide, even if the character is cutting down those distortions with a knife, but again, these are just the things I perceive.

What does it have to do with me that the character likes money, the character is afraid of failure, and the character wants to be at the top of life?

The empire preaches filial piety, the empire advocates honor, and the empire emphasizes success, and these have nothing to do with me. What does it have to do with the wars in some places, the miserable lives of some children, the hunger that still sweeps through the wilderness, the fact that some children have never had a full meal, and the inhumane mistreatment of prisoners of war?

The character of Yuan Changwen is alive, the character is dead, the character is happy, the character is sad, the character is successful, the character is beaten, is this related to me?

No, not at all.

I can't just say that the main character in the movie is related to me just because I watch the movie.

Who is distinguishing between good and bad? The characters are distinguishing, the characters are recognizing the ups and downs, and the characters are generating emotional conflicts. And I, "I exist", "that awareness" is just aware of all this.

So, what exactly are you doing?

It's clear that I'm just that aware, and then I have to think about it before and after doing things. Of course, I was just aware that the character was thinking about it.

Why do characters think about it, why do they struggle with success, why do they fear money?

It's my!

How do I know what the character thinks, the character's mind is full of distortions, why should I sort them out? It's like the character is very important, it's not bullshit, the character is just a fake thing, it's just that awareness.

Well, just clean it all. What am I still doing? I want to make the character better, become a more glamorous character, become a more character?

Of course, it's okay not to sweep it, after all, it's my business. If the character wants to be distorted, it can be distorted, and the character likes to be afraid of the bewitching woman, so like it. None of this can affect me, it can't be that something happens to the characters, it's important enough to affect the level of "I exist".

So, it doesn't affect me anyway, so why should I care about the joys and sorrows of the characters. Whatever the character wants, whatever, I don't care and it doesn't matter.

The role is to keep "that awareness is everything" in your head, and from then on use this as the standard of action. Or the character doesn't care about it at all, and still believes in like people will win the day, it's okay.

I don't care, open the door to welcome all states.

Because, it's my business.

No matter what the character is, there is no escape from this reality. The character of Yuan Changwen can not be known, you can pretend not to see it, or you can really think that you are the character. It doesn't matter, because that awareness is unchangeable.

Even dreamless sleep, even a vegetative person, can't escape this. How can someone be more than real? How can there be something bigger than infinity? If there is, then it only means that this so-called infinity is not infinite at all.

So, it doesn't matter if the character likes the life he once had, likes the fear, and likes to stay still in his familiar environment. There is no difference between being a better character and being a character trembling in fear.

There is no essential difference between being a good person and being a bully. It's my business, so the role is free to play. I'm just that aware, I can't think or control, everything is spontaneous from the characters.

Even if this text is written from the perspective of "that awareness", it still belongs to the character's thinking. So, it is simply impossible for a character to be able to achieve "authenticity".

It's futility, and whatever the character does is in vain. I'm not done yet, so I don't know exactly what's going to happen, but I do know that the character is bound to die.

The role of Yuan Changwen has completely changed at the moment, and if there is a friend, he will say, "How did this person become like this" or something. Therefore, since it can change, it means that the virtual data of the character in other people's minds has changed. And when it's completely changed, I can say that the character is dead.

Of course, the role is a new self-definition, from the pursuit of money to the pursuit of happiness, which cannot change the fact that the role is false. There is no essential difference between the pursuit of money and the pursuit of happiness, and it is impossible to transcend the reality of "I exist".

It's always fake, no matter how the characters change, it's always fake.

And when the characters stop believing in the distortions, things become apparent. At that time, it is no longer a distortion in the mind that controls life, but another existence that is integrated into the ocean.

I don't know what it is, and I don't know exactly what to expect. However, no matter what happens, even if the character of Yuan Changwen suddenly spontaneously combusts, burning to the point that only his head is dying. It has nothing to do with me, I'm just aware.

It is the character's decision to continue to kill, whether it is a passive decision or an active decision, it is the character's thing. Even if the character stops and returns to the life he used to have, it is also related to the character.

It's my business.

Unfortunately, these are just speculations and inferences, after all, this thinking also comes from the characters. Perhaps, only when I really stand on the "truth" will I understand what all this is all about.

Yuan Changwen relaxed, seemingly unconcerned about his situation. Everything is an imagination, imagining yourself as a person, imagining yourself as that awareness. Either way, it doesn't affect "I exist"

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