Some things in the past, even if they are tied to a big stone and then sink into the depths of the ocean of memory, still can't hide the surging emotions like a tide.

On September 1, 1991, Su Susu was 6 years old, short and with a small face.

A round little face with some baby fat.

Wearing a light red floral dress, she swayed as she walked, quiet like a lazy rabbit.

At that time, Su Susu had a complete family and parents who loved her.

Although her family is not very wealthy, the supermarket opened by her parents has been thriving in recent years, and it can be regarded as a solid family that surpasses ordinary people. Otherwise, they would not spend a lot of money to send their children to Chaotian Primary School, which is quite famous in Guangrong Province.

Founded in 1864, Chaotian Primary School, formerly known as the Tongwen Museum opened by Hu Qihong, the governor of Jiangsu, the leader of the Westernization faction, has a history of more than 100 years.

At the beginning of this year, this primary school was recommended by the Guangrong Provincial Department of Education to be selected into the "China Famous School" (primary school volume), and the fame and teaching quality can be imagined, and children from ordinary families cannot enter.

Looking at the new environment and new faces around her, Su Susu fanned her big bright eyes, and quietly grabbed her mother's skirt with a small hand, looking a little timid.

Even though many years have passed, she will never forget the first time she met.

When I was looking around, I happened to see the silhouette of a little girl, such a weak and elegant temperament, which was far from being found by peers, and this glance immediately attracted Su Susu's attention.

The other party sat on the stone bench, holding a book that looked extremely profound, like the kind of ancient book in the TV series, and later she learned that the other party was reading the guqin score.

The other party's side face looked white and translucent in the sun, and the other party looked very serious in reading a book, not moving, as if a porcelain doll was placed on a stone bench.

It's quiet and beautiful, and people can't help but yearn for it.

Not only Su Susu alone, but also many children and even parents were attracted by this dazzling little girl.

Human beings are all yearning for beautiful things, and in Su Susu's eyes, such a little girl feels like the unattainable Tianshan Snow Lotus.

A girl like that wouldn't be good friends with me. ’

At that time, Su Susu, who had a glimpse of the sky, in addition to some wonderful joy in his heart, was more of an indescribable loss.

6-year-old Su Susu is very naïve, she just wants to be friends with this little girl.

The second time we met, it was the second day of school, and the other party was standing on the podium and introducing himself. When he walked from his seat to the podium, the other party's steps were slow and slow, and his face was sickly pale, and at this time, Su Susu found that the other party was not as proud as Xuelian, but with a sense of weakness.

I can't help but feel the weakness of wanting to hug.

"Hello everyone, my name is Bai Xiaosheng. The white of the day, the dawn of knowing, the sheng of the sheng, please take care of it. ”

The other party always has a lazy and lazy expression when he speaks, his eyelids are half-covered, and he looks like he is not in good spirits and has not woken up.

Maybe there's nothing that can interest this fairy-like little girl, right?

'Bai Xiaosheng, a nice name...'

It was a very simple self-introduction, but this made Su Susu firmly remember it.

At that time, she was very happy, thinking that if she was in a class, she should have a chance to make friends, right?

The little Su Susu was a little timid thinking at that time.

She still has no bottom in her heart, because Bai Xiaosheng's temperament at that time really discouraged her peers.

When I got to know each other and started to get to know each other, it didn't take long.

Because of the unattainable Bai Xiaosheng, the position was just adjusted to the side. So, the two became at the same table.

The first time she talked to the other party, it wasn't Su Susu who spoke first, she only occasionally glanced at the other party secretly, and then immediately turned her head before the other party reacted.

Like a thief who steals, nervous and excited.

The strange excitement, like electricity, makes the whole body numb and addicted to it.

That was the first time Su Susu had tasted such a feeling.

"Hmm, what do you keep looking at me? Do I have dirty things on my face?"

The little Bai Xiaosheng frowned cutely, and her pink little mouth pursed vigorously, indicating that she was very unhappy to be peeked at like this.

And such a move, in the eyes of the little Su Susu, is a different look.

It was as if the little princess in the fairy tale in front of her walked out of her lofty castle at that moment, with a noble expression, with a downward gaze, stretched her hand forward slightly, waiting for her commoner prince to take it.

"No... There's nothing dirty, your face is smooth like... Like..."

Su Susu shook her head again and again, and stammered a little.

The other party looked at her in shame, as if a princess was watching her.

In the face of such a look, the feeling of numbness became more and more bizarre.

"Like what?"

Bai Xiaosheng was puzzled.

"It's like this white wall. ”

Su Susu had an idea and glanced at the smooth white wall behind Bai Xiaosheng.

"I look like a wall..."

Bai Xiaosheng's brows drooped, and he pouted his mouth, feeling that this new classmate was very unfriendly, and scolded himself as soon as he came.

"No... It's not..."

Su Susu explained a little awkwardly.

I don't remember what I said afterwards, but the conversation between the two became more and more speculative.

The friendship of elementary school students is very simple, and it doesn't even need to be too much of a reason.

Her friendship with Bai Xiaosheng has thickened with age, and they are in the same class in each grade, even at the same table. Su Susu's deliberate friendship also maintained this friendship more and more deeply.

The little Su Susu sometimes sulks silently behind her back, because she knows that Bai Xiaosheng has an irreplaceable good sister.

That girl is also very high, as if she is a princess from another tall castle like Bai Xiaosheng, and many children like to play with her. But Su Susu didn't, she didn't like this little girl named Lin Youluo, and she didn't like the other party to be too close to her good friend Bai Xiaosheng.

At that time, Su Susu had never made other good friends since she had a friend like Bai Xiaosheng. She just needs the other one to stay by her side, and that's fine.

But things are not just based on imagination, the intimacy between Bai Xiaosheng and Lin Youluo is something she can't stop and can't stop.

Little Su Susu knows this very well, so she simply hates Lin Youluo, perhaps, it can be said that she hates anyone who approaches her good friend.

At that time, Su Susu didn't pay too much attention to his abnormality, but only knew that he cared about Bai Xiaosheng's friend very much.

This friendship lasted for six years, even when her father abandoned her, she still did not give up this friendship in grief, because her father was in debt and almost couldn't pay the tuition, it was this good friend who helped, and the other party was always by her side when she needed it most.

This simple and naïve friendship lasted until the sixth grade of elementary school. When they were about to graduate from elementary school, the two parted ways because of something.

Since then, Su Susu, who is a little unwilling and doesn't want to expose his true emotions, can only rely on provocations covered in thorns to get the attention of the other party's eyes.

She is like a little hedgehog with thorns all over her body, stabbing on the other party's body, but stabbing into her own heart.

Although she has been competing with Bai Xiaosheng every day in school on the surface for the past few years, she is actually secretly investigating all the information about Bai Xiaosheng.

Including the other party fainting in school during the mock exam last month, she sneaked into the hospital to visit the other party, and even sent a bouquet of tulips to be placed next to the other party's bedside. He even secretly put a bouquet of tulips in the other party's drawer, accompanied by a greeting with a deliberately distorted font.

She knew that the other party liked tulips and had always known that.

Because a person, fall in love with a flower.

Things like that, she doesn't know how much she's done in the past three years.

She is like a clown in a mask, laughing on the surface, but in fact she is crying.

Repeating the story of doing one set on the surface and one set behind it.

The clown in the dark will never see the sun. When she was in her first year of junior high school, she found a resource book in a bookstore on the street, and she understood her extremely strange state.

She's a same-sex lover, a woman who naturally likes girls' lace edges, and even the innate factor that only one in 10,000.

It wasn't just friendship, she couldn't deceive herself anymore, in adolescence she was extremely indifferent and disgusted with boys, she already knew very well what kind of 'thing' she was.

This kind of thing, such an emotion, is destined to be immoral behavior in traditional China. As a single-parent family, Su Susu's feelings are also destined to be buried underground.

It becomes something as filthy and smelly as a sewer.

She was terrified, but she was helpless, but the clown mask on her face could never be hidden, and she thought that she could protect herself or protect the other party.

The more innocent the girl, the more extreme it is to be.

The easier it is to do unreasonable things.

It's the early summer of 2000, and the air is hot and humid.

Su Susu, who has been receiving stimulation again, did an act that made her head chaotic.

"Hmm..."

Su Susu clumsily stuck out her little tongue, trying to pry open Bai Xiaosheng's closed teeth.

Smack.

However, at this time, Bai Xiaosheng finally recovered from the shock and hurriedly pushed Su Susu away.

Perhaps because she was shocked and used a little more strength, Su Susu's petite body was pushed and staggered, and she almost fell to the ground.

Bai Xiaosheng couldn't hide his shock, and looked at Su Susu in front of him who couldn't see his expression with his head down, "You... I..."

"You want to call me a pervert, right?"

Looking at Su Susu's weak appearance of bowing her head and not speaking, the other party's shoulders trembled slightly, as if Bai Xiaosheng at this time would completely hurt her no matter what she said.

"No... It's not..."

Bai Xiaosheng's expression was speechless, what should she do now?

Do you want to post a post to ask, your best friend is also going to you, what should I do? Urgent, online, etc.!

After Made's return to the past, why did his former friends, rivals, and friends miss him?

Do you look like a bus?

A bus that kills both men and women?Made's setting is simply mentally retarded!

At this time, Bai Xiaosheng especially wanted to look up to the sky and cry.

Dare to ask, who does the sky bypass?!