The fear of the unknown never diminishes.

This seems to be the setting of the character, so it is good to encourage the character to work hard to acquire knowledge and try to seize the future. To believe in the humble knowledge in your head is to drive away the fear of the unknown. Also, I don't admit that what I have in my head is humble and limited, so I take it for granted that I know a lot of things.

But how did that confusion about the future, that anxiety about the future, and that fear of the future come about? Doesn't this just prove the humility of the knowledge in one's head?

And I will never admit that I only know part of it, or I will not admit that I know only a very small part. Maybe you don't know everything, but at least most of it.

In fact, I don't know anything.

And this attitude of not knowing is very uncomfortable. Or rather, I haven't gotten used to this ignorant attitude. You see, I know how to open a door, how to eat, how to play games effectively, how to use electrical appliances, etc., how can I know nothing?

Yuan Changwen was very uncomfortable, because he deduced that he really didn't know anything, but how could he believe this in his heart? Even if he was about to die, he couldn't deny his current state.

Is it an idiot? Ignorant of nothing?

If I tell someone, most of them will ask this rhetorical question. Of course, there is no one else to talk to, at this time, who else is there except for a lonely person falling into the lake?

The point is, why do I fear the unknown? That's a good question, why fear the unknown instead of loving the unknown?

Because I'm worried about the future going in a bad direction, because I'm afraid that the unknown will hurt me, because I'm afraid that the uncontrollable future will tear my life apart.

In that case, I can also think that the future will be in a good direction, and I can also think that the unknown will lead me to a better place.

The point is that you are afraid of life, so you are afraid of the unknown.

If I'm not afraid of life, how can I be afraid of the unknown? Just as I'm not afraid of the sun, so it doesn't matter how the sun rolls, how it releases heat, how it collides with atoms. I don't keep an eye on the sun's heat distribution to prevent anything bad from happening.

Ignorance is not a bad thing, and thinking that ignorance is a bad thing, which is a bad thing and the root of the problem.

Of course, the ultimate root is still to think that the character of Yuan Changwen is real, if the character is false and does not exist, then these things that collide with the character naturally do not exist.

No matter how you judge it, defining it as the best arrangement or as a sad occurrence is just a twist in the mind. I don't know, that's the attitude I should have.

I'm going to judge everything, because it's a pattern of behavior I've believed in for so many years. In fact, since ancient times, this inheritance of knowledge has laid the foundation for the development of human civilization. If everyone is like me, then how can civilization be developed?

How can humans in this state fly out of their home planet and become transgalactic species?

Don't tell me there's nothing to kill, it's just an excuse to avoid death.

I don't know if it's good or bad, I just want to.

Think about it, if there is such a thing as life flow, how to convey it to the characters? It is not necessary to analyze anything, or find out any patterns from something, it is just a kind of thinking, a distortion in the mind.

The flow of life must be something that does not need to be learned, it should be my essence, just as a drop of water does not need to learn how to integrate into the ocean. The drops just need to stop believing that they don't belong in the ocean, there's nothing to learn.

In this case, then, the flow of life can only be interpreted by an inner impulse. From pooping and peeing, to some so-called life decisions. And the distortion of the mind is to avoid this illogical impulse as much as possible, and use the only humble knowledge to judge and weigh.

In this case, there is still a need to learn. Learn how to discern whether it's an inner impulse or a desire brought on by a twist in your head. Suddenly I feel like what I'm doing, trying to enrich my knowledge over the years, to learn all kinds of different knowledge, to upgrade my cognition.

Now, however, it is necessary to discard that perception. Whatever perception it is, it is an obstacle to my view of the world, a cell that has been built into a high wall to imprison me.

Alas, maybe there is no need to continue going to school after elementary school. Those scientific laws might as well try to teach people how not to be afraid of life, how to recognize the fears in their heads, and how to learn to distinguish their inner impulses.

Stop asking nonsense questions about how to get a job without a college degree, only people who are full of fear would ask that. Perhaps, not fear, but damp worry, always trying to cope with all kinds of bad things that are about to happen.

I have to admit that this kind of character is very popular, because he knows a lot, thinks carefully, is thoughtful, can think of things that others have not thought of, and is full of mental energy.

That's how I used to live, and I didn't feel anything bad. It's really hard to deny the peace of mind that comes with this sense of control. The most important thing is that I don't think there's anything wrong with thinking about it this way, and I don't think it's tiring to think about it like this.

But looking back now, there's an incredible absurdity in it. It's like a little kid trying to set a plan to kill a sperm whale with a pin in his hand.

When does it take courage to let things go unfolded, and when does it take courage to let time go and shape things slowly?

Like, water droplets actually need courage to melt themselves into the ocean, isn't this Nima?

The water droplets themselves are integrated into the ocean, but they forcibly think that they are not integrated, and they never fluctuate with the ocean, how can they not be worried or anxious?

The problem with this statement is that can water droplets jump out of the ocean and operate on their own?

If it is admitted that time passes linearly, then free consciousness cannot exist. If time doesn't exist, then free will is. But where does this "free consciousness" that does not flow with life come from?

Sure enough, all discussions must be based on the linear passage of time. In this way, the whole discussion will be meaningful and will be able to contribute to life and so on.

But how do I know that time exists? And that awareness is everything, and there is no such thing as time.

Since time does not exist, I can only say, "At this moment, I am aware that some water droplets are behaving in a way that is not the ocean, and I consider myself to be a separate entity from the ocean." ”

How do I know what is happening with what I am aware of!

I do not know.