Not to mention that I don't know how to face her, but in her current state, I'm afraid she doesn't want me to stay with her.

I don't know exactly what I did to make her emotionally upset.

After that, I didn't have much time to think about her.

I spent too much time with her, which caused me to be busy and unhappy next.

It wasn't until after three o'clock in the morning that I was completely idle.

I moved my sore arm and exhaled heavily, the dullness in my heart could not be so easily pushed out by me, but it was better than being held in my heart like this.

Just as I was about to change my clothes and leave, I subconsciously set my eyes on that dim corner.

The woman I had in mind had long since left.

I didn't know what kind of face I was going to put on.

All in all, not seeing her made me relax, but I still haven't figured out how to deal with her.

Of course, it is undeniable that when I didn't see her, I still had some worries in my heart, and I felt empty.

Maybe that's human nature.

I tugged at the corners of my mouth, trying to bring a smile to my face. But when I turned my head, I saw my shadow reflected on the glass, and I could clearly see the distortion of my face.

Obviously, this did not work out.

The corners of my mouth fell for a moment.

The expressionless appearance made me feel a little strange.

Is it really me who is reflected in the glass?

Haggard, with reddened eyes and a hideous look, I was only in my twenties, and at this moment I looked in my thirties.

Is this really me.

I'm afraid that's it.

- You're just my sister's dog.

The feeling of tightness in my chest followed, and I didn't know what was going on, so I clenched my fist and smashed it viciously against the glass.

Thankfully, I'm too busy to have much energy now, and the fragile glass didn't end its mission easily because of my punch, and I don't have to make any compensation for it.

I'm afraid that the ones used in the night are all high-end products, just such a piece of glass, if it is really broken, let me compensate, maybe I just leave only a pair of pants, and I can't afford to pay for it.

That's the gap between me and them.

Measured by money, how can the gap formed under the different backgrounds of the two be easily bridged.

I took a deep breath, and my mind cleared for a moment.

I changed my clothes in two or two and left the night.

When I got home, it was almost four o'clock in the morning.

As before, I was too tired to take care of myself, so I buried myself in the bed and slept to death.

But today I was surprisingly sober.

Jiang Wenli's words did stimulate me more or less.

In fact, what she said was indeed right, just like this, I was completely like a dog raised by Jiang Qing with money, saying that the east cannot be the west, and she must follow her.

It is precisely because of this that I am so angry, the anger that follows after my sweetheart completely debunks everything that I have tried to hide underneath and I don't want to think deeply, and it is also my anger that I was so trampled under the feet of a woman and played with wantonly.

As for the emotions that went towards Jiang Wenli, most of them dissipated after seeing her eyes full of pain.

Maybe it's because your sweetheart is your sweetheart after all.

Although there was discomfort in my heart, it was still within the range of tolerability, and it did not weaken my feelings for him, and it was at this time that I realized that the scope of my tolerance for her was unexpectedly large.

Even after this incident, I didn't hate her from the bottom of my heart, and my feelings for her are still like this, just to get her person, but also to get her heart, so that she can become my woman from the inside out.

But looking at the reality today, I am afraid that this is not possible.

I stared at the ceiling with my eyes open, and an indescribable sensation filled my chest.

Everything now makes me hate my own incompetence from the bottom of my heart, if I do something, instead of being like now, I can only rely on women to solve my sister's illness, and I can only live by watching women's faces.

The grievances that had been pressing on me for months, as well as the pain of my self-esteem being trampled underfoot, finally erupted under the stimulation of Jiang Wenli's words.

It was at this moment that I suddenly remembered that many years ago, I also had the lofty ambition of being a man to make a world in this society.

If it weren't for the fact that reality crushed my self-confidence and sharpened all my edges and corners, in the end, my sister's serious illness weighed me.

How did I get to this point?

It's a man who wants to succeed in his career.

Instead of being trampled on top of her head by a woman, even her dignity as a man was torn apart by her to the point that only some wreckage remained.

I curled up on the bed, buried my face in my hands, and let out a low beast roar in my throat, and after a long time, I finally calmed down and began to think about the future.

But before that, I reminisced about what I was going through from beginning to end.

In the dark, my mind is rarely clear, and in the memories, I have a feeling of picking up the high spirits I had when I just graduated.

I'm only twenty-five years old now, and I'm still young, and I still have a chance to start over.

That's right, I still have a chance.

An inexplicable courage filled my body, and I don't know where I got it.

Maybe it's the belief that I have been left behind before, and now I have picked it up, and the unwillingness to reality?

Either way, the result is always good, and I can find a rare glimmer of joy here.

I thought about that day for a long time.

Until five o'clock in the evening, I had to go to work at night, and I didn't rest for half a minute.

But it didn't make me tired, but it was the easiest day I felt.

The rest of the day at work at night, I faced all this with a completely different mindset than in the past.

This has changed me tremendously.

"Little brother, here are a few more bottles of wine!"

The female voice came to my ears and brought back my thoughts by the way.

I turned my head and saw the woman waving at me, and I knew she was calling me.

I subconsciously hooked my lips and smiled, with a little closeness, and faced the woman without losing courtesy: "Okay miss, please wait." ”

Humans are amazing creatures.

With the passage of time, their surroundings will subtly affect them, and they will not know it.

That's what I'm in right now.

When it first fell into the night, I was extremely resistant, and even if there was a reason why I had to do it, I never thought to really fit in.

But now, I found that I had adapted to working at night, and subconsciously noticed many details about the women I met.

It is undeniable that Jiang Wenli's words stimulated me, which made me have the idea of changing everything, and therefore made me make a decision, since I can't change the status quo I am in at the moment, it is better to use everything in it to my advantage.

Obviously, in the night, the only people who can help me are women.

So if I think about it a little deeper, the background of these women who can squander in the night is far bigger than I imagined.

And the force behind it is the part that symbolizes what I lack.

Network.

Forced into the night by Jiang Qing, I was naturally extremely resistant to accept everything here.

To serve women and to please them with all your heart is to give up the dignity of being a man and put women first.

For me, this is something that I cannot tolerate before, and I absolutely dislike it.

And now I'm doing things I can't tolerate for the money, for the life-saving money.

Can I blame Jiang Qing?

It's just a price I should pay. Because I asked her, I got the 600,000, and I should have paid something, so that it could be reciprocal.

After all, the current result is all self-inflicted, and who can I blame.

Of course, I'm to blame.

Blame me for not being able to grit my teeth and endure it, and finally my belief was crushed by reality, so I felt sorry for myself and fell to the point of being a delivery boy.