I don't know if I'm glad or sorry for it now.

After all, I was a little relieved that she didn't make any further moves.

After all, if she continues, I'm afraid I really don't have the strength to reject the woman I like.

I froze in place with her, and in the end I was the first to break this strange state.

Of course, it is undeniable that if I used some strength, I could easily break free from her, but I didn't, probably because I was still greedy for the smell from her, and I couldn't take the initiative to stay away from her.

At the end of the day, I just want to get closer to her, even if it may be a luxury for me.

“… Can you let go. "I struggled with what to call her, and finally simply ignored her.

"Why should I let go of you?" the woman smiled coquettishly, and there was a shallow smell of wine between her breaths, and her voice was very soft, as if it had a bit of a coquettish taste.

She saw the reluctance and affection I concealed under the pale words, but I thought I was so well concealed, I didn't hear what she was saying, and I was still thinking of a reason why a woman was so abnormal.

She was probably drunk again.

There was a tangle between my eyebrows, apparently unable to find a reason to persuade her to let go.

Seeing that I was clumsy and unable to pick up the words to reply to her, the woman's red lips hooked up a shallow arc, and then attached to my ear.

Her breath sprayed hot air in my sensitive ears, causing me to shrink slightly.

"Even if you stay at night, you can't change the poor sour appearance on you. The woman whispered softly, as if lovers were talking to each other.

If I ignore what she says, I am afraid that I have really fallen into her tenderness, and I have lost my senses.

I didn't say a word, but I had already understood something through her gentle appearance.

And her words were like a slap in the face to me, and I was completely sober.

For a moment, I realized what she was going to say. The inexplicable fear in my heart crept in, and my whole body trembled unnaturally.

My instinct was telling me that I should interrupt her and leave now, or just stop her from going on.

But in the end I didn't do anything.

Didn't go, didn't stop her.

Just stood quietly in place and waited for her next move.

You'll regret it.

I had a sentence in my mind, but I didn't care, I should say that the last dignity of being a man told me that I shouldn't hide from it.

Then I noticed the woman's soft lips on the edge of my ear fluttering, and at the same time, a casual laugh fell into my ears.

She said, "You're just a cheap dog raised by my sister, so what qualifications do you have to think about what you can't have." ”

As soon as she finished speaking, she let go of her grip on my tie and patted me in the face as if she were teasing a pet.

But the woman's movements didn't annoy me.

It should be said that at this time I had completely ignored the woman's movements, only her words kept echoing in my mind, becoming a kind of curse, which I could not get rid of at all.

Jiang Wenli's casual words were like a basin of ice water, pouring down from the top of my head, without giving me a glimmer of hope, cruelly extinguishing the fire in my heart.

I don't have to look at it to know how bad my face is right now.

Fortunately, the night is extremely dark, in order to create an ambiguous and private atmosphere for the guests, there is rarely a bright light, but it is not so dark that you can't see anything at all, but in this dim light, it looks like a hazy shadow.

At this point, I have to thank the guys who designed this atmosphere.

But obviously, I don't have much of a mind to think about anything else right now.

I only felt the biting cold all over my body, as if I was in an ice cellar, and it was difficult to feel hot.

Maybe today, I know that in her eyes, I am Jiang Qing's dog, lowly and unstaged.

Jiang Wenli didn't seem to think that what she said hurt people, and she looked at my reaction like this, as if she was expecting it again.

The woman giggled as always, as if she had simply played a prank.

It was then that I realized that the difference between me and her may not only be due to identity, but also from our completely different understandings.

When she lost the tenderness of her whole body, put the sharp thorns in front of my eyes, and showed off her strength to me, I felt that she was indeed a little similar to Jiang Qing.

Whether it's the sarcasm in words, the contempt for people, or this attitude that completely throws my self-esteem on the ground and crushes it wantonly.

If it weren't for Jiang Wenli's soft smile, which weakened the sharpness in her words a lot, I'm afraid it would really be the same as Jiang Qing.

But in the end, it's different.

Jiang Wenli is the woman I like.

Her words hurt me even more, if Jiang Qing's words were compared to a knife, like a few more pokes in the chest, it would be numb, then the contempt from Jiang Wenli was like countless needles piercing the softest part of my heart, the pain was terrible, dense, and almost made me collapse.

I don't know where I got the courage to feel that my disguise is enough to hide Jiang Wenli's eyes.

Perhaps she thinks she's drunk now, and she's probably not aware of my mood swings under the cover of the hazy and dim light of the night.

My face turned pale, and then it was quickly replaced by calm, even if my heart was already stirring up a surging wave, but there was not much strange in my face at all.

Maybe I should say that the cruelty of reality forced me to learn everything?

Thinking about it self-deprecatingly, I finally set my eyes on Jiang Wenli.

Jiang Wenli's words really made me particularly angry, even the tense nerves had a sense of almost bursting.

And a series of crazy thoughts did run through my mind.

Is it a wanton insult to the past, or a crazy catharsis of pulling people into the toilet.

But when I saw her face full of drunkenness, supporting her head with one hand, and looking at me with sadness in her eyes, I found that the anger that had just risen in my heart was completely extinguished in the next second.

Maybe she didn't mean to say that?

Such thoughts quickly filled my mind, like a life-saving straw, and I grabbed it in my hands.

I looked at her wordlessly, and when she let go of her hand, I straightened up.

In fact, I had a lot of things I wanted to say, but when I was ready to say them, I found that all the words were stuck in my throat, and I couldn't spit it out, and I could only swallow it in my stomach and not say anything earlier.

"You're drunk. I whispered.

"Why, you're not angry when I say that?" the woman dragged out, then blinked.

"Angry. "I'll be honest.

"Then why didn't you react!"

I only heard a bang, and I saw Jiang Wenli stand up suddenly, and the stool was knocked down because her movements were too big, and there was a violent collision sound.

Fortunately, it is midnight now, which is the most lively time, and such movement is nothing at all.

The moment it was issued, it was completely drowned out by the laughter of countless men and women.

I didn't understand why her reaction was so huge, but I subconsciously reached out to support her who seemed to be unsteady on her feet.

But before I could get close to her, she opened my hand with a slap.

"Don't touch me!" the woman tensed her nerves for a moment like a threatened little animal, and exposed her thorn in front of me.

She was rejecting my approach, and resisting my desire to get to know her.

I heard her scream, then lowered my head and propped my hands on the table.

I can't see her on the look, but I don't think she's in a good state right now.

Finally, I took a deep look at her and left.

If it had been before, maybe I would have stayed by her side.

But the previous sentence really pierced my heart, it hurt terribly, and my chaotic thoughts made me not know what kind of expression to use to face her now.

There was a hint of escape.

Eventually, I took a glass of warm water and put it on her desk, and left.