Chapter 195: The First Step 495

Did I really experience those killings myself?

Yuan Changwen suddenly didn't remember that he had been killed before, and those days seemed to be far away from him. However, being in the depths of the lake, this trance is difficult to describe.

No matter how confident you are, no matter how hopeless, it will not affect the final answer.

Thinking is only a part of the elements of the picture, and it cannot affect the presentation of the elements of the picture at all. As for the firm grasp of "must be killed", it is exactly the object that needs to be killed.

What is the world, what is a lover, and what is my existence?

Is there anything wrong with the fact that life has no meaning? Is there anything wrong with the presentation of the elements of the picture, there is no me at all, and there is no black reality?

All the problems come from the distortion of the mind and the urge to figure everything out. And the urge to figure everything out still comes from a distortion in the mind, thinking that you can figure it out.

This understanding is completely based on the elements of the picture. In other words, I don't agree with the statement that "that awareness is everything", but start at the level of content. For example, today's science is based entirely on countless hypotheses.

And I am willing to admit this hypothesis directly, but not to explore the hypothesis itself.

I don't know why, I always want to do something for the role of Yuan Changwen. It's as if the character can't get anything, and the character can't have anything, it's going to be very uncomfortable. However, the role of Yuan Changwen has nothing to do with me.

Or rather, there is no me at all. What is going on with the role of Yuan Changwen is not important and irrelevant.

I don't feel secure, that's why I want to grab money constantly. And the source of this insecurity is the distortion in the mind. I don't know why I believe this ridiculous self-writing and self-directing, maybe it's the pull of emotions that makes me have to believe it.

There is no point in dwelling on cause and effect, the false is the false, and it doesn't matter what the false looks like.

I want to throw away the unreal, but I can never throw it away, the whole picture element is not real, how to throw it away? And I have no interest in killing the false grasp.

Because whether it is caught or not, it is the character's business and the presentation of the picture elements.

It doesn't matter what, I'm here to die. It's not sadness, it's not pain, it's not self-abandonment, it's waiting for death with little happiness.

If the role of Yuan Changwen is gone, there will be no more, so what? It does not exist in itself, and the limitations created by the infinite distortion of oneself can disappear at any time. And, what does this character have to do with reality?

The character is arrogant, the character is humble, the character is at its peak, and the character fails...... These are inconsequential things, nothing important at all, because nothing exists at all.

The elements of the picture are presented just for fun, and maybe there is some purpose, but they are all nonsense. Please distinguish between the main and secondary, the false does not exist, the unreal does not exist, and the picture elements do not exist.

Whatever the purpose, or no purpose, is not a reason for arrogance in my head. Falsehood is nothing compared to truth. Now, I'm going to straighten it all out, unreal is unreal, stand in line first and then talk about the rest.

I'm nothing at all, Yuan Changwen's role is thousands. Since the picture elements can present the character of Yuan Changwen, it is no problem to present other characters, and even repeat the role of Yuan Changwen.

There's no wasting time, there's no wasting energy, there's anything unreal.

I thought I only had one life, but what is the life thing? Does it refer to the length of time a character has existed?

If so, then I don't know if the role of Yuan Changwen is only presented once, but at this moment, the picture elements present "I only know that my life is only once", which does not mean anything.

Perhaps, the character of Yuan Changwen has the same life countless times, or different lives. However, there is nothing wrong with the fact that I still only think I have one life.

Even if it's really just once, it doesn't matter. Because it's not that I'm choosing to live, it's not that I'm walking in a false world, it's that everything is a representation of picture elements.

What to present is not up to me, nor is it decided by thinking. I can never be wrong, because these are the presentation of picture elements, and if they are presented this way, they can only be presented this way.

It's like in a movie where character A tells character B that your life is too decadent and it's a waste of life.

Isn't this? Is it because character B chooses to live like this? All this has something to do with character B?

The whole world, the trend of the times, the main theme of the empire, these things are like distant memories that cannot have a corresponding impact on me. Mom, it is said that she is a great being who raised me and gave me life, but it is only said.

My mother doesn't have the right to exist in my head, and neither does my wife. How will their existence, like Pluto, affect me?

If you want to pull me, no matter what it is, there is no root. No matter how reasonable the reason for pulling is, it's just a disguise of emotion. Salute first and then soldier, in fact, it's just efficiency.

If reasoning is useful, then there is no need for emotional tugging. At the end of the day, there's only one goal, and that's to get me firmly on the role. As for whether it is reasoning or outright fear, it all depends on efficiency.

Without me, what are I afraid of, and what are emotions pulling?

These things are like the basic package of the whole picture element, is it really the fear of the character? It's just a presentation, showing the character feeling fear, but it doesn't mean that there is a character who has a fear, and it doesn't mean that the character is really feared.

Tables, walls, trees, social, home...... What are these things, Yuan Changwen feels more and more that the meaning of the words themselves is dissipating, and he seems to be getting more and more stupid.

Without me, without a world, how many times do you have to say it yourself?

I don't know or control what the elements of the picture are going to be, but they're not real anyway. Even, I can't be sure of the future existence at all.

For a thing that is not certain at all, he has made up all kinds of horrific events, and has made various plans for these events to ensure that he does not fall into these horrors.

What the hell is this?

Yuan Changwen didn't want to continue thinking about killing, whatever it was, it wasn't a big deal. What is important in life, what is important about money, what is important about happiness, what is important about family...... All kinds of ideas are nonsense, and they are all just artificial distortions. (https:)

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