Chapter 194: The First Step 494
It seems that I can't acquire more knowledge and accept deeper insights.
There is no so-called knowledge that can teach me, without this qualification.
I'm arrogant to the limit, but I don't know anything. It's like shrinking yourself into a dot, and nothing can get in. Lines don't work, polygons don't work, cubes don't work. No matter how fancy and beautiful it is, it's all false.
In this way, let yourself go into destruction, let yourself die.
The next time you open your eyes, you may not be yourself.
The feeling of devouring was still in my body, and it seemed to have become some kind of teasing that made me think I was moving forward.
There is no advance at all, and there is no need to move forward at all. There is a completely unbridgeable gap between the picture elements and the reality, how can the movie content become the movie screen?
Yuan Changwen wanted to die, and he wanted to fall headlong into the cliff, or let his body explode directly into pieces, and he could no longer catch it and piece it together into a character.
I don't know what to do, and I don't want to know. It's like a loser who has lost the meaning of life sitting on the roof blankly. The only difference is that I look forward to the death of the character with a little happiness.
There's nothing to kill, it's either invective, or it's a record of your state.
I can't hold out hope, and whatever I can explain, it's just wishful thinking. Hope itself is a twist, and at the same time only a drag show of fear.
Destroy, perish, I'm praying for my own destruction. Nothing can stand in the way of this demise, and I will not prevent or divert attention.
This world can't tolerate me, Yuan Changwen suddenly wanted to laugh, what kind of arrogance is this, it is completely crazy.
I can't have the slightest influence on the world, because there is no me, and there is no world. It's all a representation of visual elements, but it just seems like I can control something about the world.
But the whole is the presentation of picture elements, which directly presents a certain situation, and has nothing to do with my control. Are movie characters really controlling the plot of a movie?
It's one, that awareness wraps around the elements of the picture, and there is no distinction between what is realized. I realized that the table and the character of Yuan Changwen, the "I" in it completely refers to that awareness.
There is no such thing as a self and a world, they are all just one picture element, and they are all perceived at the moment.
Yuan Changwen found it difficult to explain, but the feeling of oneness always lingered in his body, and it was quite difficult to express it in words. Perhaps, it's just that I haven't fully entered that state yet.
The pictorial elements present the scene and the body, and this distinction is only for ease of understanding. But what's the point of this distinction? It's like a movie picture, it's just for better understanding, but essentially all the images are pixels, and there are only a few colors to choose from.
Generally speaking, the "I" in the question "Who am I" will refer to thinking, memory, and the like. I don't think of the table as a sibling of the mind, but rather as something that has nothing to do with the mind.
But the pictorial element is the content of the consciousness, and this consciousness distorts itself to form limitations, and the mind and the table appear.
Damn it.
What are you talking about?
Yuan Changwen couldn't describe that feeling at all, and he always felt that something was missing when he wanted to experience that feeling in detail.
There is no outside, only the inside. This is the most appropriate expression of Yuan Changwen, but in fact, it does not express anything.
This doesn't seem to be the same as slashing, seeing directly how the distortion in your head is. Rather, it's a state that wants to describe oneself, and one that is not very clear to oneself.
It's as if the state of seeing the world is changing, the feeling of what was once taken for granted is disappearing, and the new gadgets are not yet fully formed. The feeling of nausea and devouring in the body has always been there, like a tireless machine, just responsible for running.
What the hell is life?
I'm not interested, this kind of stuff based on countless assumptions is. Those authorities, those educators, those cognitive upgrades, are just wishful thinking and then doing what they think is good.
How to educate children, the question can be elaborated on the thickness of a book, and then what? all is just wishful thinking, all are just artificial distortions. "I think" is good, never doubt this "I think", but take it as real and kindly to raise the next generation.
Almost all of them start from the aspects of knowledge reserves, thinking methods, personality and emotional management, etc., but they do not teach death. Facing the fear of death, the fear of "no role", may be the best education.
Of course, this is all my nonsense, and I don't see any point in those so-called education anyway. I am one of the victims, and I have not even figured it out myself, so how can I be qualified to teach my children and disciples?
The first man in the empire?
Yuan Changwen really wanted to laugh, how could he take over this title in the first place?
Too far away, too far away about the past. The former self seems to be another species, and it needs to be recalled hard at this moment in order to grasp the distant memories and feelings. I can't go back, and I don't want to go back.
Those noises are constantly shouting in my head, and I don't feel it when I get along all the time, after all, it will be regarded as hard work, inspirational work, struggle and normal thinking analysis. However, when you stop, you will see how and crazy you used to be.
I'm worried about whether I'll be able to finish it, and I have no objection, I'm just worried. Emotional pulling, can be anything, as long as it is able to grab the character.
None of me, but worrying about all about the character, is this a false means?
Yuan Changwen was not too worried, he would let go of his worries about not completing the killing sooner or later. Because you're going to die, because you're dying, that worry itself is false.
The distortion in my brain really couldn't find the material to use, so the fear slash couldn't be completed. Of course, to take it a step further, it is the fear of failure and the fear of being unable to achieve anything, and it is also the fear of "having no role".
The existence of a character requires the superposition of attributes, and no attributes is equivalent to no character.
The source of the character's attributes is not what the character has words and deeds, but on the contrary, the character's firm grasp of self-definition. A distortion was formed in the mind, and this distortion was firmly grasped, so the character attribute of "what kind of person" was successfully constructed.
Whether the character is killed or not will not affect the reality. This was something that had been clear for a long time, but no, the emotions were still tugging. It seems that whether the character is killed or not is a very important thing.
Just like making money, connections, status, family, etc., are all important...... Fart.
Rational clarity does not slow down emotions, only slashing, crazy slashing.
After all, I still need to die, and I don't have any reason to grasp the falsehood, even if the truth is terrible, even if the falsehood is beautiful. The presentation of picture elements cannot hide the truth. (https:)
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