Chapter 955: The First Step 355
Sit on both sides of the hedge.
My principle is to see the wind and steer the rudder, so is this a principle or not?
Just like going downstream, after the slash, the distortion in my mind no longer interferes, I just go with the current. So, is this another twist?
After all, the character is just fake, and no matter what kind of words and deeds, its very existence is a distortion. Because there is no me at all, it is the distortion that makes me who I am, and it is the presentation of the elements of the picture that creates all this.
That awareness is everything, consciousness is everything, there is no place for me at all, and there is no role of Yuan Changwen at all.
There's no need to organize the role, and there's no need to set a pattern of behavior for the character. It seems that some patterns of behavior are right, and some patterns of behavior are wasted lives.
There is no such thing as life, there is no waste, and there is no such thing as ruining this life. Even if you think that you will ruin your life, you can still exist.
What can't exist? It's just the presentation of the picture elements, what can't exist? What can't happen? Even if the mind thinks it can't happen, it's just a picture element, so what's not to do?
Fear of life, fear of the only life, those so-called cherishing time are simply a drag show of fear. Why should we cherish our only life? Why can't we sin, why can't we waste our time, why do we have to achieve something?
Who is preaching these things, and who is believing them?
Yuan Changwen felt sad for himself, never believed all this without thinking, and often said some distorted words to show that he was knowledgeable.
Bah.
It's just that the empire is for publicity, it's just that the empire is for consolidation, it's just that the empire is for better development.
I was afraid of the power of that bewitching woman, it was so powerful that I couldn't even notice it through her cross-dressing. When I'm on the positive side of the passion, when I'm laughing at fear, I don't think I'm being controlled by fear. Even, when someone else points this out, I will refute it with all my emotions.
Can't you see that this is the power of fear? Isn't the panic of begging on the streets a source of fear of that bewitching woman?
Why fear? It's the distortions in my head that make me think these things can't happen, and the tension in my heart that makes me easily controlled by fear.
However, all of this is just a distortion in the mind, and it all stems from "I think". What is the authenticity, what is the credibility? It is the fear that makes me believe, it is the fear that keeps me from letting go, not even allowing these things to happen in my heart.
Nothing is true, and the distortions in the mind are just falsehoods, just baseless affirmations. It seems to make sense, but it only makes sense in a certain way, it makes sense in a certain situation, it makes sense in a certain range. So, what is this not one-sided? What is this not prejudice?
And why should I, hold on to this shit and not let go, and how can these one-sided things manipulate me and pretend to be the only truth in the world?
"People in society will inevitably ......", and the back does not need to be read at all, so it can be completely discarded. No matter how reasonable the content is, no matter how many people agree with it, even if it is just the argument that "people will inevitably live in society", it is still prejudice.
Can't I kill myself? Can't I die? Why is it so important to be alive? As if death is the most terrible thing?
No one is alive at all, and no one is dead, because there is no one at all.
Sometimes, as if death is not the most terrifying thing, many situations of life being worse than death will come to mind. So, is death the most terrible thing, and is being alive the most important thing?
The twist in the mind will give an infinite number of answers, and each of them makes sense. As a result, the truth becomes prejudice, and it is not worth believing at all.
In other words, seeing these clearly is just a distortion in the mind, and seeing clearly that these are just the presentation of the elements of the picture. The role of Yuan Changwen is not me, and this thinking is not me, all of this has nothing to do with me.
"As long as you can bear the consequences of things, then you can do anything. ”
There are two assumptions in this statement, first, that there will be corresponding consequences for me to do this thing. This consequence is just what I think it is, not really. In other words, I still set the consequences of my imagination as real.
I don't know what the consequences of doing this will be, but the other picture elements show some consequences, and those memories and knowledge are still just the picture elements that I am aware of at the moment.
Second, the root of this statement is still fear.
It's not that fear is bad, that this society cannot be built without fear, and that I would not have acted without fear. Although fear is embarrassing as a starting point, we have to admit that it is the existence of fear that makes life wonderful.
However, none of these things are true. I just changed the label to make fear less fearful, and even used the opposite of fear to disguise that it wasn't fear-driven at all.
However, I don't think my life is wonderful. In other words, I will say this in front of everyone, just because it can enrich the character attributes and win everyone's approval. If I really think life is exciting, maybe the world won't be like this at all.
What's the use of those inspirational? Who else will approve of those enthusiasm? I am already a wonderful life, and I don't need to remind the wonderful at all, and I don't need to promote the wonderful. Only when you think that life is not wonderful will you resonate with those words.
A society without fear, a society full of custom characters who are "not afraid of life", must be very different. And I, just a clown manipulated by fear, just hiding in the circle of fear and shivering.
Saying something that doesn't fit his thoughts.,Keep putting the distortion in your head in order to plump up the character.,And I don't feel anything wrong with it at all.。 In other words, even if it feels inappropriate, there is nothing more important than a plump character.
All my life, I've struggled with falsehood. Those distortions in my head keep pulling me forward. Fear made me afraid to discard the distortion in my head, and just like that, the false became real.
At this moment, let these be broken, and let all life dissipate. Death is not a bad thing, it's just that the characters think it's a bad thing, but the picture elements show the thinking that death is a bad thing.
That awareness is everything, the role of Yuan Changwen is not among them, and all those cherished will eventually dissipate.
Then die.