Ha ha!

Uncomfortable emotions reappeared, no less intense than before. See, every time I think I'm about to finish, I don't get rid of my fear of that bewitching woman at all.

The characters are fake, and it's all like nothing. Well, I should be happy, because no matter what, it is impossible to hurt that awareness. I should feel free, because since it's a bubble and it's a well-planned dream, then it's time to have fun.

How can you feel bad, how can you want to keep holding on to that shit, how can you not want to discard the twist in your head?

As long as you throw away the dog shit in your hands, you can go to a restaurant to eat, why should you choose to continue eating shit?

This is completely unreasonable!

Or is it that the character itself is an unreasonable existence, just a bunch of things that don't know what to make of.

Really, believing in the distortion in the mind will make life bad, stop believing that it will be easy to follow the flow of life, why do you choose to continue to believe in the distortion in the head?

This is no longer a matter of nonsense, only in dreams can such absurd scenes appear. And, even if I knew this, I still wouldn't stop believing in the distortions in my head. Is this Nima a sensible person, would a normal person choose?

Depend on!

Emotionally speaking, it is very difficult to kill my mother. Because no matter how you discuss it, there is no reason to kill my mother, not to mention that I have always gotten along well with my mother.

But from the perspective of whether it is true or not, my mother, like the character of Yuan Changwen, is fake. Since it is false, then all moral sentiments and sacred and untouchable filial piety built on it are all false, and they are all artificially distorted.

Since it is an artificial distortion, what is there to be proud of and must be complied with?

I suddenly remembered the story about filial piety, which told that in ancient times, it was always believed that the old man was useless and belonged to the existence of wasting food, so whenever there was an old man in the family, his parents would pick the old man to the mountains to die. And the child said, "Daddy, when you are old, I will pick you here to die." ”

So, the parents woke up and started the filial piety mode.

Leaving aside the various aspects of this story about fear, if this story is true, then it shows that an unfilial world can indeed exist. It's just that the back was changed to a world of filial piety. So, how do I know if it will change again into an unfilial world in the future?

Now, it is indeed difficult to imagine a world of unfilial piety. But in the story, I saw a world of unfilial piety, and it existed as a matter of course. Old people don't struggle, no one stands up and blames.

What is artificially distorted is like this, and it is entirely possible to be overthrown, as well as not to be followed. What is this garbage that is real? The reason why it is sacred and untouchable is because once touched, it can lead to the collapse of the entire self-definition.

My mother's worries, my mother's anxieties, my mother's pain, it seemed like I had to take care of them. Once I get married, my mother will be at ease. When I got married, my mother would worry about the baby again. When I obey my mother and have a baby, my mother will worry that we won't have a baby.

It's just a never-ending thing.

Why get married? Why have a baby?

My mother is like a child, she sees that other people's sons are married and have babies, so she also wants her son to get married and have babies. What is this doing? Am I responsible for my mother's show-off? Am I responsible for my mother's face in front of the other aunts?

See people pooping and having an itchy ass!

There's a very ridiculous idea about this, "I'm able to control my mother's thoughts." ”

It's like, if I do something, my mom will be happy. Of course, this is just my self-righteous opinion, so how do I know what my mother will think? If I can accurately grasp my mother's thoughts, will there still be so many conflicts between parents and children?

Taking a step back, even if my mother is really going to be sad about my death, then what can I do? Then the question arises again, to what extent do I have to take care of my mother's emotions?

Is it enough to just not die? In other words, I don't need to think about my mother for anything other than telling her that I'm not dead?

If not, then to what extent should I take into account? I often don't go home for dinner, and only occasionally go to visit my mother, this is to take care of my mother's emotions? Since I can usually not take care of my mother's emotions, why can't I speak out? I can only silently violate filial piety, and I can't make loud noises?

Even if my mother is hard, even if mother's love and filial piety are a transaction, even if I have to abide by this transaction, but these are just artificial distortions after all. Going back to the previous question, why should we be filial?

Falsehood is falsehood, and there is simply no need for any in-depth discussion.

Still, it's amazing that all of this, despite being false, is still manifested. Not only is it simple to appear, but it can also be so colorful. Look at those natural landscapes that are completely beyond the man-made design. Even if you really design a planet, you may not be able to do it as wonderful as you are now.

In this way, those artificial distortions are also interesting. Although it is a fake thing, looking at those distortions that are made out of nothing, and the various theories that have come up with to explain the world, it seems that the whole false world becomes more colorful.

Just like the NPCs in the game, each one has its own characteristics, each with its own ideas and opinions, and although it is ridiculous, it provides a beautiful experience scene. And, although there are subtle differences, as a human civilization as a whole, we have the same positive and moral values.

Hey, that again makes the whole game seem less awkward and weird. If everyone thinks differently and doesn't have even the most basic moral identity, then the game scenario will seem very chaotic.

However, the so-called reality at the moment is already ridiculous. Perhaps, it's me who is ridiculous, and I'm the one with the problem in the brain. All of this happens in the experience, no matter what it is, it is a rare experience.

Then my act of killing, this act of breaking free from the dream, will be very stupid and ridiculous. But, again, this is the only truth. There is too much self-definition in the head, as if truth is good. Here, authenticity is not good at all. Not only is it bad, but it's pointless.

On the contrary, the false duality world is full of all kinds of pleasures. Of course, the premise is to break the template character, become a custom character, and then start the unlimited play mode. Even if you just sit still for the rest of your life, your custom character won't be painful and tangled, because it's your choice.

Instead, a choice imposed by others.