My mother asked, "Son, how are you doing alone over there?" Have you ever met a new civilization?"

Yuan Changwen looked at his mother's smile and immediately replied: "Of course it's good, I actually met a human here, it's unbelievable, it's almost the same as our DNA coding pattern, and it can be considered the same kind of creature." ”

My mother smiled and said, "That's good, I dreamed that you were having a very bad time, so I came to ask you." ”

Yuan Changwen wanted to make a haha and expose the topic here, but suddenly a voice said in a low voice:

"To be honest, it's not a big deal, what's not to dare to tell the truth?"

Yuan Changwen gritted his teeth, hesitated a little, and said, "That's right, Mom, I'm going to die soon." ”

"What!"

The old mother screamed suddenly, and before Yuan Changwen could find a countermeasure, the whole mother turned into a cloud of white mist and dissipated.

Yuan Changwen was excited, and only then did he realize that he was still in the icy lake.

Was it a dream?

Yuan Changwen didn't know, but the mother who had been entangled in his heart seemed to have really dissipated. Of course, who knows if this is a trick of the characters, but they can't play with me for too long, and I'll die soon.

In addition, there is no doubt that I will die, and I still "I exist".

When I think about my behavior patterns, as soon as I see things going in a good direction, I immediately fantasize about something better, and then start to make choices and layouts according to the distortions in my head.

When something bad happens, either weave a more frightening future, or comfort yourself that it's all right, and things will always get better. The distortion in my mind never stopped for a moment, constantly intensifying and repeating, so that now I can't get rid of it at all.

Learn how to get rid of distortions?

It's a hilarious way to put it, like learning how to discard the shit in your hands. No one forced me to hold the shit, it was because I was unwilling to put it down and discarded it, and then I was still struggling to find it.

There's a misconception here, I know but I've been ignoring it.

Slashing is to destroy the character and eliminate the unreal to reach the real. Life, on the other hand, is a complete lie, and the whole dualistic world is false. Then, the act of killing is impossible to use in real life, let alone make life better.

And I always ignore this, subconsciously want the character to get rid of fear, subconsciously want to make the character relaxed, subconsciously want to make the whole life harmonious and smooth. It's impossible to be compatible, but I always want to put it together.

After all, this thinking belongs to the role, and subconsciously thinking about the role seems to have become instinctive.

Yuan Changwen slowly fell in the lake, and the falling speed was really very slow compared to the speed of thinking.

I don't know what's going on, it's completely beyond my comprehension. Haha, if you don't go beyond cognition, then there will be ghosts! Cognition itself is a kind of distortion, a kind of limitation, how can it be possible to find the truth within the scope of cognition? All the things that operate within the scope of cognition are to strengthen the role.

Now, everyone has become NPCs, after all, I don't know if their emotions are real or simulated. I don't know if they have an "I exist" in their heads, and I don't know if their thoughts come from memory, cognition, or just programs, just like I do.

So, there's no "how can this person be like this" at all, in fact, NPCs are just meant to be unexpected to be fun. If all the NPCs write good and evil on their faces, and they all answer in several modes in turn, then what is the difference between them and inferior online games?

Also, there have to be bad guys, otherwise how can the world play? Mario will hate the demon king for taking the princess, but without the demon king taking the princess, how can Mario rescue him? How can we play this game?

Yuan Changwen suddenly felt a headache, which was not serious, but it continued to exist.

Could it be that this is the after-effect of cutting off one's own practice?

I'm not done yet, keep going!

But where is the road?

I now have no anger or sorrow, and seem to be in a faint state of contentment. There may be grievances, but just mild grievances are simply not enough to start the killing.

Regret it?

Yuan Changwen asked himself, but found that there was no trace of regret. Perhaps, when you just left the empire, you will regret it. Perhaps, the other day it will be regretted. But now, everything is just right, if you go back to the past, you are still willing to choose to go to the slaughter.

If you really have a choice.

Yuan Changwen found that he had always seemed to be unsociable. From childhood to adulthood, although with colleagues and fellow teachers, there will inevitably be conversations and contacts. But it seems that these people don't occupy much place in their hearts. Except for the first few gatherings, Yuan Changwen did not deal with them in his personal time.

Now, embarking on the path of killing seems to be the right thing for me. It's just that what I didn't expect at all was that the truth would be so extreme. thought it was the truth that embraced all things, but it was so extreme that it couldn't tolerate a trace of falsehood.

This makes "love, compassion, kindness, kindness" very embarrassing, and it also makes the good side of human nature, the virtues that I have been striving for, seem very stupid.

I don't want to use more accurate words anymore, unless I'm facing a slash, if I'm just describing something, I don't even bother to think about choosing words and making sentences or anything like that. Anyway, no one was watching, and I didn't plan to convince others.

Headache, what's going on?

Yuan Changwen didn't know why, spiritual power cultivation is not some kind of internal force or the like in the legend, once it is broken, it will be seriously injured. Many spiritual masters, in the end, have no hope of breaking through and are unwilling to face this kind of psychology of "stealing and occupying" the title, so they choose to return to the ranks of ordinary people, and then die quietly.

But I have never heard of any spiritual master who would have a headache after stopping his practice, and he didn't even have any adverse reactions. It's just that he can no longer control the spiritual power, and the spiritual power in his mind will gradually disappear.

But why do I have headaches?

Although not severe, this persistent mild headache is also very uncomfortable.

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Lao Zhang had a headache, because this series of things was completely beyond his cognition, and all the action arrangements were a kind of speculation. This made it very uncomfortable for the general, who has always liked to study preparations and make battle plans.

Generals in peacetime also think twice, otherwise how can they become generals?

Now it's just a matter of waiting until dawn to see if the fighter has deteriorated. Of course, it is best to have a good situation, but it is already a blessing from God that it does not deteriorate.

Lao Zhang looked at the green halo not far away, what kind of thing is this Nima?! The green halo is even more conspicuous under the illumination of the light.

In the tent, countless scientists and staff are still busy, busy!

This is Lao Zhang's opinion, all analysis has a fart!

Just as Lao Zhang was scolding in his heart and was about to go out for a walk, he opened the tent and found that the green halo was gone.

Gone?

Lao Zhang blinked vigorously, it was indeed gone, and the people who maintained special postures also fell to the ground one after another.

"Someone!