154. All calm is but an illusion

It's only nine o'clock in the evening to rest, I think Lu Xudong is too nervous, and kindly reminded him that I have an exam tomorrow, and I have to review it at night so as not to play abnormally tomorrow. ▲≥ Eight ▲ ≥ Eight ▲ ≥ Read ▲ ≥ Book, .√.≧o

As a result, he didn't think about it, so he said he wouldn't take the test.

I immediately became angry and protested, "I've been in class for so long, and I've been studying hard lately, how can I not go to the exam?"

Lu Xudong ignored my protests at all, and taught me a solemn lesson: "You also know that you have been working hard recently, and the doctors have repeatedly told you to rest well, an exam like this is not very important anyway, why don't you wait until you give birth to a baby and then re-register?"

His disapproving tone suddenly made me feel very uncomfortable, what is called "this kind of exam is not very important anyway", of course he thinks it is not important, but it means a lot to me!

I glanced at him very depressed, didn't say anything, got up and took the book he threw on the bedside table and took it back, just about to open it, Lu Xudong snatched the book again, and asked me with a displeased expression: "Did you hear what I said?"

Tears welled up at once, I bit my lip and looked at Lu Xudong hatefully, full of grievances: "What is the situation now? Do you want me to be like a rag doll, don't have any thoughts, and do whatever you ask me to do? Am I just pregnant? Do you have to make me feel like I'm in prison?"

Lu Xudong didn't expect me to cry, and he was a little at a loss for a while, so he quickly sat down and hugged me, and coaxed incoherently: "I'm also worried that you are tired...... Okay, okay, you can read if you want......, right? Is it okay for me to apologize...... Howling...... My wife ......"

He took a deep breath, and finally said helplessly: "If you continue to cry like this, your eyes are swollen from crying, will you not be able to read the words on the test paper tomorrow?"

I wiped my face, looked up from his arms, and asked with some uncertainty, "Are you willing to let me go to the exam?"

"Can't you do it if you don't want to?" Lu Xudong looked at me helplessly, sighed again, and reached out to help me wipe away the tears that overflowed from the corners of his eyes: "Okay, I really can't cry anymore, the doctor told you to keep a good mood, you forgot?"

I bit my lip, and felt that I was quite hypocritical just now, but thinking that I was about to lose my job, what does it matter if I am hypocritical about the exam at this time, and I feel a little more comfortable.

I went to the test on Sunday as I wished, Lu Xudong was nervous the whole time, and finally finished the test in the afternoon, and sent me home as soon as I stepped on the accelerator.

I was actually quite sad in my heart, thinking that I might have to be imprisoned in that two-meter-two bed for a long time to come, and I suddenly felt that pregnancy was actually a very sad thing.

Even after I worked so hard to finish the exam, Lu Xudong didn't care about how I did in the exam, and was only worried about whether there was anything uncomfortable in my body, I inexplicably felt as if I was really just a tool for giving birth to a baby.

For this reason, my mood plummeted, and I didn't want to deal with Lu Xudong after I went home.

As a result, Lu Xudong looked at me sullenly, and actually asked me: "Did you not go well during the exam?"

Seeing that I didn't say anything, he comforted me gently and self-righteously: "It's okay, anyway, it's about participation, the most important thing for you at the moment is to maintain a good mood and take care of yourself and the little baby in your belly, the rest are floating clouds, obedient!"

Can't you shut up if you can't comfort people? How do I keep a good mood like this?!

Early in the morning of Monday, my mother-in-law brought an aunt surnamed Li to the house, saying that she was afraid that Lu Xudong would go to work, and I was alone at home and no one took care of her, so she hurriedly asked people to help find the aunt in the hospital.

I'm really speechless, and I vaguely resist the fact that Lu Xudong and his mother regard them as key protected animals.

But I really can't say anything, because I am conflicted, and I know that they will be so nervous, completely because they are worried, after all, the test results are really not very good.

The mother-in-law only stayed for a while and left, saying that she had to go back to the hospital to go through the discharge procedures, and she had to accompany Lu Yanxi, and she could be taken out of the hospital in two days. Before leaving, she told her a thousand times, and later when Aunt Li sent her out, she delayed for a while before coming back.

I called the company to ask for a long vacation, and so I officially started the days of protecting the baby: in addition to going to the bathroom, the place where I move every day is the bed, the mobile phone is not allowed to play more, the TV is not allowed to be watched for a long time, and even the books are not allowed to be turned over.

I only lay down for one day and I felt like I was going crazy, but Lu Xudong worked overtime until late at night before coming back, I don't think it will take a month, I'm afraid I can get depression in a week!

After two days of such suffering, on Wednesday morning, I took advantage of Aunt Li's efforts to go out to buy vegetables in the living room, and by the way, I stole two packs of snacks from the drawer and hid them on the bed.

Just before Aunt Li came back, she went back to bed and lay down, and was secretly happy with her wit, when the mobile phone on the bedside table rang.

I thought it was my mother-in-law calling me, but when I took my phone and looked at it, I was stunned.

The screen lit up was my mother's phone number!

Since the last time my mom told me never to go back, I called her several times and she didn't answer. Even my sister-in-law won't answer my phone and >

Lu Xudong comforted me before, my mother said that I should not go home again, but I used to think that she was very serious about denying me, so after I was sad, I slowly buried the matter.

As I said, I'm the kind of person who is good at doing nothing, and when I am betrayed, I can directly cover up that person and see the light of day, and I am disgusted by my mother, so I can naturally deceive myself and think that everything is okay, but I am married and I have to take care of my own small family, so I don't have time to go back to see my mother, and I don't have time to talk on the phone.

But at this moment, looking at the number on the screen, I was completely stunned, my mind was blank, and I only knew that I pressed the answer very mechanically, and then put the phone to my ear.

"Cersei?" my mother's voice was a little cautious, and she called out to me, and said without waiting for me to answer: "I heard Xudong say that you are pregnant, and I am a little uneasy, so I will call you and ask......"

So she's worried about me?

I bit my lip, but I felt astringent in my heart, and I couldn't speak for a long time.

My mother babbled a lot of things as if she was talking to herself, to the effect that I should pay more attention to it, and take care of it carefully in the first three months, and only at the end did she say a little worriedly: "Don't blame your mother for being ruthless, your brother is like that, I don't be cruel to you, I'm just afraid that your sister-in-law will not be happy." Cersper, it's not that Mom doesn't love you, but Mom can't watch your brother's little family break up, no matter how bad your sister-in-law is, only she is willing to follow your brother to suffer...... Besides, it's good now, at least she won't always count on you to pull the house, and she won't quarrel much with your brother......"

She paused, and said with deep comfort: "Now you are also satisfied, pregnant and a mother, and the child will be born in the future, your family of three will live with Hemeimei, and you will live well, better than anything else, you know?"

I said "um" and was silent for a while before I choked up a little and said, "Mom, thank you!"

Thank you for not giving up on me even in the most difficult time, thank you for bringing me into the world, thank you for raising me as an adult, and thank you even more for not giving me the best maternal love, but you are also doing your best to love me!

It is said that raising children knows the kindness of their parents, but it was only after such a phone call that I suddenly realized my responsibility as a mother.

It's just that I'm asked to stay in bed obediently, at least I'm much happier than many expectant mothers, I have someone to take care of, I don't have to worry about my livelihood, and I don't have to worry about pregnancy...... I'm just in the midst of a blessing and I don't know how to be blessed!

Thinking about it this way, I was suddenly a little ashamed.

I put my hand on my stomach, and although I couldn't feel the baby's response for the time being, I still said very sincerely: "Baby, I'm sorry!"

With a different mentality, life seems to have gotten better at the end of the day, and I don't even need Aunt Li to say it, I began to take the initiative to ask to eat the apple I usually hate the most.

Aunt Li was very surprised by my change, because in the past two days, she persuaded me to eat apples, and I was almost dumbfounded...... I couldn't listen to all of them, and even the various tricks of juicing and making apple puree, I was usually only willing to eat a little bit, and it was more painful than eating yellow lotus.

In the face of her surprise, I can only be more aware of my previous willfulness, no wonder Lu Xudong is nervous, obviously I am so careless that I don't even know that I am pregnant, and I am so worried that he feels sorry for the baby in my belly more than me, it is simply unreasonable!

I was going to wait for Lu Xudong to come back from work and apologize to him, but when he came back from overtime, I didn't know what Aunt Li told him, so he hurriedly ran into the room and asked me what was wrong.

"What's wrong?" I was leaning against the bedside reading a book, confused by the nervousness on his face.

Lu Xudong cautiously reached out and touched my forehead, and said uneasily: "Auntie said that you have been getting weird since noon...... Are you uncomfortable and embarrassed to tell her? Next time, you can call me and tell me......

"I'm not uncomfortable or weird!" I interrupted him, anxious and a little crying and laughing, "I just suddenly feel that I am too ignorant, obviously everyone is for my good and good for the baby, but I still feel like I am in prison, I feel really sorry for the baby." ”

As soon as my voice fell, Lu Xudong breathed a sigh of relief, he smiled, leaned over and kissed me, and then pinched my nose unceremoniously and said: "It's good that you know that you are not sensible, you are not allowed to be emotional with me in the future, you have to be a mother, and you must be a good example for the baby!"

"Okay, then you have to be a good father, hurry up and get me some supper, I'm hungry!"

What my mom said is that the family and the beauty are more important than anything else, and I have already started now, especially looking forward to the day when the baby is born!

If life can go on so peacefully, the child is born smoothly, and Lu Xudong and I have always looked at each other like this, how good it would be!

It's a pity that all the calm is just an illusion, and those unresolved people and things are like a sharp blade hanging in the air, waiting for a negligence on the part of the people below to catch you off guard.

Before going to bed at night, Lu Xudong suddenly hesitated and told me that their company was going to hold an annual meeting this Friday night, and in previous years, he had asked Lu Yanxi to be his female companion, but this year it was inconvenient for Lu Yanxi, and it was inconvenient for me, so he wanted to invite Guo Yuqing to go.

I have been tossed by the pregnancy in the past few days, and I almost forgot about Guo Yuqing's stubble, as soon as I heard his words, I didn't want to think about it and said: "No!"

Lu Xudong only thought I was in a small mood, and pinched my face with a smile and coaxed: "Good, it's just a female companion, it's better for me to find a sister to be a female companion than to let someone stuff me at a cocktail party, right?"

I haven't been to a drinking party, but I often watch it on TV, and I can probably imagine what it was, and for a man with Lu Xudong's conditions on such an occasion, bringing a female companion will definitely reduce the chance of being accosted a lot. But let Guo Yuqing be his female companion...... Just thinking about her delicately following Lu Xudong in an evening dress and makeup, and maybe even holding hands with him and dancing with him at close range, I feel breathy!

"Can't you not participate?" I looked at Lu Xudong with great grievances, knowing that the possibility of this was also zero, but I still couldn't help but ask.

Lu Xudong touched my hair and said softly: "I don't like this kind of occasion either, but I need it for work, not to mention once or twice a year, if it weren't for your inconvenience, I would actually want to take you there!"

I didn't say a word, Lu Xudong had to lower his head again and kiss my forehead: "Okay, don't be upset, I took Xiaoqing to remove the possibility of not letting others arrange female companions for me, and I can also take the opportunity to introduce a few more young talents to Xiaoqing, haven't you always wanted me to introduce her boyfriend?"

Having said that, I really can't say no, but I'm still a little sullen in the end.

The next day, when Lu Xudong went to work, I complained to Ye Shengyin about this on WeChat, but it took her a long time to reply to me: "It's more important for you to concentrate on being a good mother-to-be now than anything else, I'm afraid that slut won't be able to play any tricks, don't worry about it!"

But I'm not worried, I'm just unhappy!

But in fact, sluts always have tricks, either because of my pregnancy, Guo Yuqing is a little anxious, or Lu Xudong's intention to help Guo Yuqing introduce the object at the drinking party is too obvious, in short, at nine o'clock that night, I saw Guo Yuqing post such a sentence in the circle of friends, she said: If you don't try and fight, you will never know what you can do.

At first glance, this is a sentence of poisonous chicken soup for the soul, but after thinking about it carefully, I always feel like it was specially sent to me, and the more I think about it, the more unpleasant it becomes.

But Lu Xudong only called me at seven o'clock, and he also sent me a message at eight o'clock, no matter how Guo Yuqing is, he can't do anything in front of everyone, right?

What's more, she still has to maintain her image of a good sister in front of Lu Xudong!

I was a little relieved, and I ate the grapes that Aunt Li brought me just now, I originally liked to eat grapes, not to mention that I heard that pregnant women eat more grapes, and the child's eyes will be big, dark and bright in the future, and I will eat a small bowl every day.

Because Lu Xudong is going to return late, Aunt Li, who usually goes home at nine o'clock, didn't leave today, and lived in the guest room next door.

But I didn't wait until I finished eating the grapes and started to have a stomachache, at first I thought I was going to have a stomach, so I quickly put down the bowl and went to the bathroom to squat on the toilet, but after squatting for a few minutes, I only felt that the pain in my stomach was even worse, and the pain made me break out in a cold sweat.

I checked my pants in a little panic, and after making sure that there was no blood on them, I took a tissue and wiped the bottom, but there was still no blood, I calmed down, tried to comfort myself that I must have just eaten a bad stomach, stood up with difficulty against the wall, put on my pants, and wanted to walk out slowly, but it hurt so much that I couldn't even straighten my back.

Such a sudden and rapid pain made me very uneasy, I didn't know how I moved out of the bathroom, when I walked to the bed, I didn't even have the strength to climb into bed, I squatted directly on the ground, the pain was so painful that the whole person almost spasmed, I could only weakly reach for the mobile phone on the bed, while calling Aunt Li. ,

When Aunt Li came over after taking a shower, I was already in tears in pain, and when she saw me, she immediately panicked, and while she was anxious to help me up, she shouted in a non-dominant voice: "What's the matter?

It took me a long time to push away her hand that was trying to lift me to the bed, and squeezed a few words out between my teeth: "Belly...... Stomach ache...... Kombat ...... Call 120......"

Aunt Li quickly picked up my mobile phone to make a call.

For a moment, I felt like I was about to die of pain, and I heard Aunt Li shouting in a trance: "...... Yes, pregnant women...... It's only been two months...... It seems to have a stomachache...... Be...... Come on......

I leaned at the foot of the bed, picked the mattress with one hand, and put it on my stomach with the other hand, tears blurred my world in an instant, and all the consciousness squeezed out by the pain was finally left with the baby, my baby, you must not be fine!

When the ambulance came, I was basically unconscious, I just felt like I was being picked up, because my body was moved, and my stomach was torn to death, and I couldn't help but "" out loud.

On the way downstairs to the ambulance, I was very conscious because of the pain, and I even listened to the sound of the ambulance horn all the way to the hospital, until I was moved to the hospital bed, and I was finally able to stand still for a while, and I felt a little better.