But then there was a series of examinations, especially when the doctor only touched my stomach slightly, I almost screamed in pain, and there was infinite panic in my heart......

I don't know where the power came from, so I gritted my teeth and came to my senses, and shouted clearly: "Baby...... Please keep my baby!"

As soon as I finished shouting those words, I closed my eyes exhausted, my body was in more pain than I could bear, and I just felt like my whole body was out of strength, and I just wanted to sleep deeply. °C Eight '°C Eight ' °C Read ' °C Book, .■.o↑

In a daze, someone kept patting my face and shouting anxiously "Don't sleep", but I really didn't have the strength to open my eyes, I didn't even have the strength to lift my eyelids, I could only hum weakly to prove that I was awake, but unfortunately this state didn't last long, I soon lost consciousness and escaped into the darkness, not knowing anything......

I regained consciousness again, still because someone was slapping me on the cheek, I opened my eyes a little confused and looked, only to see an older sister in a blue nurse's uniform who was talking to me, and when I opened my eyes, she quickly beckoned someone to come and carry me to another bed.

My consciousness slowly returned, and the memories of my pre-slumber came back to my mind for a moment, and a tingling chill spread to my limbs with the potion that was dripping into my body, and I didn't know how I came up with those three words: "Where's the baby?"

I actually had luck in my heart at that time, I thought God should not be so cruel, but the nurse's answer made me fall into the ice cellar, she said: "The baby is gone, even your life has been picked up, and the blood loss is more than 2,000 milliliters, which is equivalent to half of your whole person's blood......

I couldn't hear the next words anymore, and there were only four cruel words left in my head, the baby is gone, the baby is gone......

I didn't even have the strength to cry, so I could only clutch the futon that covered me weakly, and stared blankly at the ceiling above that moved as the bed moved.

When I got out of the operating room, I realized that my mother-in-law and Lu Yanxi had come over, and of course Aunt Li, I glanced around with teary eyes, but I didn't see Lu Xudong's figure, so I had to close my eyes again, hold back my sadness, and let them push me back to the ward.

When I changed from the operating table to the bed in the ward, because there was no man there, my mother-in-law had no strength, and Lu Yanxi, who was still in Xiaoyuezi, couldn't help, so I could only ask Aunt Li to help the nurse carry me to bed.

Even though the anesthetic hadn't subsided, the movement still made me cry in pain. I bit my lip and lay there, being moved around like a broken rag doll, somehow, I suddenly remembered the picture of Lu Xudong helping to hold Lu Yanxi and Guo Yuqing, who had just come out of the operating room, changing beds, at such a time, what was Lu Xudong doing, did he know how much I wanted him to appear at the moment?

I cried uncontrollably, and the nurse was helping me with the guardianship ceremony, and whispered to me: "Don't be too emotional, don't be too emotional, be careful to tear the wound open......

But where can I bear it, the pain in my stomach is far less than the pain in my heart that is torn, I am obviously so careful, how can it be like this suddenly, I have no defense at all......

Someone gently held my hand, and Lu Yanxi's deep voice sounded in my ears: "Don't cry...... It's more important than anything else, you know?"

Or people are like this, only when the same pain happens to oneself can one understand how empty the words used to comfort others are.

It is precisely because of this that Lu Yanxi only said that sentence, she choked up and couldn't speak anymore, she was silent for a long time, and then said slowly: "Don't cry, the baby won't want to see you like this, just because fate is not enough...... Stay in the green mountains, don't be afraid of no firewood, it's okay, ah!"

It was the first time she had been so gentle with me, but I couldn't thank me at all, I felt like my world was half collapsed, and I even wondered why I didn't go with my baby......

I was tired from crying, and gradually fell asleep for a while under the effect of the anesthetic that had not completely subsided, and in my sleep I heard someone talking in a low voice, and my voice was slightly anxious.

I didn't really hear it, but I heard someone mention Xiaodong intermittently, I thought it was Lu Xudong coming, and I struggled to open my eyes, but I still only saw my mother-in-law and Lu Yanxi with a tired face.

Lu Yanxi has been sitting on the edge of the bed, holding my hand that has not been injected, seeing that I woke up, she helped me tuck the quilt again, and said softly: "It's not dawn yet, you can sleep again, and take a good rest while the effect of the anesthetic has not passed." ”

"Where's Xudong?" I opened my mouth weakly, looking at her and then at my mother-in-law who came to see me because I woke up, and tried to bend my lips, trying to comfort them in turn: "It's okay, I'm not crying...... Mom, you're not well, don't keep it guarded...... Go back quickly, and my sister is too...... You haven't fully recovered yourself......"

I was out of breath when I said this, I took a few breaths, and I wanted to say that I would just let Xudong guard me, but I didn't seem to see Lu Xudong's figure.

I looked at Lu Yanxi with some puzzlement, she raised the corners of her mouth slightly, and explained softly: "Adong's phone is turned off, maybe there is no power......"

I paused for a few seconds before I asked a little blankly: "What about Yu Qing?" Lu Xudong went to the company's annual meeting today, Guo Yuqing accompanied him, everyone in the Lu family knew about this, even Aunt Li knew it.

Lu Yanxi took a deep breath before answering me, "I can't get through...... Maybe it's out of power......"

Such a reason is actually not comforting at all.

I smiled a little bitterly and whispered, "What time is it?"

Lu Yanxi didn't make a sound for a long time, but held my hand a little harder, and my hand hurt a little.

But no matter how much it hurts, how can it withstand the pain in my heart?

Even if I couldn't see the clock, I knew that it must have been three or four o'clock in the morning, my emotions had calmed down slightly, and my thoughts after the great sorrow gradually became clearer, before the ambulance arrived at home, Aunt Li obviously called a lot of people, she must have thought of notifying Lu Xudong at the first time, but he did not appear, which proves that he was not contacted at that time!

Thinking of Guo Yuqing's previous circle of friends, I felt chills in my heart for a while, and I couldn't help but laugh at myself.

I am deeply aware that this night, I lost not only my children, but also Lu Xudong?

Hehe, I thought I was about to be stable in this world, where did I know that the child was inexplicably gone, and at the moment of life and death, even my husband didn't know where it was!

After a long time, my mother-in-law's very tired voice slowly sounded: "You have a good rest first, Xiaodong may have been delayed because of the company's affairs, my mother promises that he will come over at dawn, you can sleep for a while, ah!"

What is the point of coming back when the morning dawns? I closed my eyes a little dejectedly, retracted the hand that was held in my hand by Lu Yanxi, and suddenly felt more tired than ever.

Or, is this probably fate?!

It wasn't until the next morning, when the nurses took over, that I understood the cause of my illness from their words.

They said that I was pregnant at the same time in utero and outside the uterus, because the doctor who had B overtime before did not find the gestational sac outside the uterus, which directly caused the gestational sac to sprout and grow in my fallopian tube, and finally burst the fallopian tube and caused massive bleeding, and because the blood was in the stomach, it could not be found in time...... So my situation last night really saved my life from danger!

Other people's ectopic pregnancy, either bleeding is not more than stomach pain, no bleeding or stomach pain will also have a bad blood value, even if there is nothing, people will be asked by the doctor to observe closely because the gestational sac can not be found in the uterus.

But because there is another pregnancy in the uterus, which is the rarest intrauterine and extrauterine pregnancy at the same time, the blood value is not abnormal, and there are no symptoms of stomach pain and bleeding, and I can't even blame the doctor for being too negligent...... Anyway, in general, this kind of low-probability thing can happen to me, it's almost the same as the chance of being knocked out by a pie falling from the sky!

Just like when Lu Xudong took a fancy to me who was so humble and useless, it was almost a jaw-dropping accident!

I thought to myself a little self-deprecatingly about the two shit luck I've been through in the past twenty years or so, one that sent me to heaven and the other that sent me to hell. So, God is really fair!

After knowing that I had lost not only my child but also one of my fallopian tubes, I calmed down, and my tears seemed to have dried up last night, and I just lay on the hospital bed with a blank expression, and no one spoke to me silently.

Even the nurse comforted me very gently: "It doesn't matter, although half of the fallopian tube has been cut off, you have another side, it will not affect the future fertility, you are still young, take care of your body, and you can get pregnant again in half a year!"

Although I don't know much about these things, I also know that the lack of a fallopian tube proves that my chances of getting pregnant in the future have been reduced by half, not to mention that this time I was already nervous when I tried to get pregnant......

When I knew that Lu Yanxi might have difficulty getting pregnant in the future, I still felt pity for her, but now I know what is the use of mercy? I even feel that the comfort that the nurse gave me just now was also out of pity and sympathy for me. But I don't want to be sympathized at all......

When Lu Xudong came, the doctor happened to be doing rounds. All the accompanying family members were invited out of the ward, but the mere flickering of his figure at the door was enough to stir up a thousand waves in my heart.

The doctor's rounds were nothing more than a detailed repetition of many of the things that the nurses had said when they took over the shift, and then asked me how I felt by the way, pressing my stomach where I had been stabbed, and examining my wounds......

At that time, the anesthetic had almost faded, and the analgesics did not have much effect, and I was so painful that my whole body was almost gone, but I never shed a single tear.

When the doctor left, Lu Xudong staggered to the side of the hospital bed, he directly half-squatted down, held my hand, and couldn't speak for a long time with his mouth open, but he used great force to hold my hand, which made me feel extraordinarily painful.

His face was haggard, his clothes were still the same as yesterday's, his hair was slightly messy, there was green stubble on his chin, and even his voice called me with a slight tremor that was imperceptible: "Cussip...... Sorry I'm late......"

I tried to withdraw my hand from Lu Xudong's hand, but unfortunately I only moved slightly, and he immediately held my hand in the palm of his hand harder, and at the same time raised his body slightly, and his face also came to me, and gently pressed his forehead against my forehead: "I'm sorry...... I really didn't expect this to happen...... Cersper, it's me who is not good, I shouldn't have let you not find me when you need me the most......"

His warm snort brushed against my face like that, and the hand that caressed my cheek trembled slightly: "I'm really sorry, I'm sorry for making you suffer...... Doesn't it hurt?

I was tempted to turn my head away from him, away from the lingering smell of alcohol and tobacco and the slightly familiar smell of perfume. But because of the operation yesterday, I lost too much blood all over my body, and all the blood vessels deflated, and the doctor finally cut the sling needle on the vein suture on my neck, and I am still in the infusion at this time, and I am not very good at moving my head.

The smell of his body kept drilling into my nose, as if he was in a hurry to give ironclad evidence to my original uneasy speculation, and I didn't know how much strength I had to use to restrain myself from crying without breaking down when I thought of his unreachable phone calls and his loss of contact overnight.

I took a few deep breaths before I came up with a calm question, "Where have you been?"

Lu Xudong's body stiffened slightly, he raised his head slightly and widened the distance between him and me a little, the hand that was originally caressing my cheek fell on my shoulder, and the other hand holding me was changed to holding my arm.

He looked at me steadily, a hint of hesitation flashed in his eyes, and even his tone became uneasy and apprehensive: "Last night...... Something went wrong last night......"

Of course I knew something was going to happen, but what could it be? Is it the same as I guessed? I was at a loss, and tears began to grow in my eyes. No amount of uneasy speculation is as uncomfortable as the panic when the facts are about to be revealed.

Lu Xudong took a deep breath, as if he had made up his mind, and quickly said: "I don't know what happened last night, I only know that I drank two glasses of wine, and my consciousness was a little trance...... When I woke up in the morning, I found myself sleeping in the hotel room, and my mobile phone was also turned off......

I felt like I was listening to a radio drama, it didn't feel real at all. What does it mean to be in a trance after drinking two glasses of wine? Being drugged? At the company's drinking party, even if someone really did something in his wine, then Guo Yuqing, the female companion, didn't know anything about it? Or was the entire drinking party drugged?