I have to say that if you focus your thinking on fear, there is no fear that can survive under your thinking.

As long as you are honest enough, as long as you think carefully, those so-called fears and self-definitions will not stand up to scrutiny.

As a result, there is either fear of following the mainstream of society, or fear of being ignored.

Of course, there may be other reasons, but what does it have to do with me?

Yuan Changwen is not writing, let alone teaching others to awaken, the entire universe is his own, why worry about others?

Think about the story of the pony crossing the river, who knows whether the river is deep or shallow?

If a person drinks water, he knows whether he is warm or cold.

Seeing through the reality of the world, everything is illusory. Are there still few books on these teachings on the market?

Did it work?

If you could know it just by reading, then the world would have been full of awakened people a long time ago.

Also, as for the description of the path to awakening, am I not in line with what they wrote, is it wrong?

Why should I trust them so much?

Yuan Changwen shrugged his shoulders and found that this question was invalid for him, because he had not read any books on this subject at all.

But then again, it's true that if someone in this world claims to have any knowledge other than "I exist", then it is an assumption without thinking, an assumption of unconditional belief.

It's all shit!

So, do the books and sects that teach people to awaken preach that all these things will abandon kindness, compassion, and self-esteem?

Will you tell you that this path to awakening is so painful?

How painful it is, some books are written exaggeratedly, as if being hit by a bus, and then starting to kill themselves layer by layer. Or as if falling from a height, watching the ground approach rapidly in your eyes.

Anyway, I couldn't help it, and I was forced to choose to kill myself.

Yuan Changwen was fed up with falsehood, and after experiencing the illusion of Baozhu, he began to pursue the truth. And the person who made the pursuit of the truth itself needs to be killed.

And the books that teach awakening are nothing more than fingers pointing to the moon, or lightning in the dark night sky.

It's not fingers and lightning that need to be focused on at all, no matter how beautiful and wonderful they are, it's not the point.

Our goal is the moon, or the lightning to light the way in the night, and that's what we need to focus on. So, those teachings are simply wrong.

Wouldn't it be ridiculous to hold on to them and take them as truth.

Because it is impossible to explore the truth, both Jesus and Buddha use a lot of metaphors. But these are just metaphors after all, what's the use of holding on?

Now that I'm here, I'm the authority, what else is there to say?

There is nothing to talk about in this world, follow fear to illuminate the path ahead, and then slash.

That's it.

Yuan Changwen killed the fear, and he didn't know whether to cut it off, but now the whole person was in a relaxed state.

It's this cycle again, fear, slashing, lightness, fear, sometimes with long intervals, sometimes very short intervals. But so what, just kill all the way yourself.

(What if you're just being deceived by a demon and going around in circles?)

[Then go around, when all the false self-definition is killed, you must not even be able to go around the circle. 】

(Isn't it a waste of time?)

Since the demon wants to deceive me, or the demon is deceiving me, then I will kill the deceiving of me. 】

[In front of me is Yuan Changwen, the definition of various self-weaving, and the various emotions that are attracted by it. Commit suicide, Yuan Changwen, I don't need your presence here!]

Yuan Changwen stood on the windowsill and looked down at his hands, how real it was!

How can it fall into the realm of "inconclusive truth"?

And myself, a living person, how can the experience of more than 20 years be false?

[Suicide, must commit suicide!]

Not a physical suicide, of course, but a variety of self-defined killings.

In fact, many schools estimate that the building volume is huge, just to kill the self-definition. To make people kneel down is to get rid of those self-definitions.

Think about it, if you let yourself kneel down to a colleague, would it be possible?

But why not? Is it your own self-esteem?

And whose self-esteem is that self-esteem? Or what is self-esteem made of?

Who else but the "self"!

The existence of the "self" is to distinguish others from oneself, but these things themselves are false, isn't it ridiculous to grasp them so firmly?

Maybe it will take another ten years for me to kill self-definition, maybe a year will do, who knows?

Further!

Moving on, not yet at the top of the mountain.

"Hey, what are you laughing at?"

Doctor Keiko's words brought Yuan Changwen back to his senses.

Yuan Changwen: "Hehe, it's nothing. ”

Keiko: "It's nothing, I'm laughing, and the corners of my mouth are still upturning, so I'm happy to share it." ”

Happy thing?

Of course there is, if you hadn't come to ask Xiuzhen, I guess I would have been persuaded to continue to work hard to make money.

Yuan Changwen turned his head sideways and looked at Doctor Keiko, as if he was looking carefully for the first time.

Dr. Keiko is not pretty, but perhaps because she has been a psychiatrist for many years, she can't help but exude an aura that makes people feel close.

The eyes are not big, the face is not an Internet celebrity face, and the nose is not straight, but the smile is beautiful.

Yuan Changwen just looked at Dr. Keiko without moving his gaze.

"Hey, you guy, don't look at it!"

After all, Dr. Keiko is a girl, so I'm a little embarrassed.

Yuan Changwen: "You are so beautiful. ”

Dr. Keiko suddenly didn't know how to laugh, and anyone who was praised was happy, not to mention that the other party was not a conspired flattery.

"Why!"

Yuan Changwen: "Really, the eyes, nose, smile, and the breath emanating from the soul are all beautiful. ”

Dr. Keiko's cheeks were slightly red, and she was a little afraid to look up.

Yuan Changwen: "Thank you, if it weren't for you, I might have gone back to the past." ”

Dr. Keiko didn't understand, but she didn't have a chance to ask.

Because Yuan Changwen turned around, hugged her all of a sudden, and said, "Thank you." ”

Soon, this hug came and went quickly.

Yuan Changwen pretended to sniff and said, "Wow, it's so fragrant!"

Doctor Keiko pouted and changed the subject: "You haven't answered me yet, is that Xiuzhen true or false?"

Yuan Changwen: "Didn't you see it? Why, don't you believe it?"

Doctor Keiko hesitated a little, then nodded slowly: "I don't know whether to believe it or not, after all, this kind of thing has always happened in it." Moreover, Lao Zhang's family also took all the notes. If it's false, why would they do it?"

Yes, what is real in this world?

Nothing you see is real, and whatever you see is based on the electrical signal transmission of optic nerve cells.

Or maybe it's all that awareness.

Look at Keiko, just this one thing does not match years of cognitive experience, and it is so difficult to decide. How can it be that if you want to kill all the self-woven definitions, it will end in a short time?

Who wants to end in a short time and live a happy and fulfilling life?

It's Yuan Changwen, so Yuan Changwen must die and commit suicide!

After all, I am still looking forward to it, hoping that this will end soon, and then I will become a different person.

Zhen Nyima is funny, this kind of thinking itself needs to be killed from the beginning, and it has dragged on until now?

I'm still not honest enough!