After I left my seat, Lei Lei instantly saw that something was wrong with me, got up and followed, and after leaving Yuan Qi's sight, Lei Lei grabbed me: "Xiaofei, what do you want to do?"

"I can't let Yuan Qi take Qin Yu away!" I looked at Lei Lei with red eyes, and under the influence of alcohol, my heroic feelings were infinitely magnified.

"Then what do you mean, you want to do it with Yuan Qi?" Lei Lei let go of the hand that grabbed me: "Go, you try, it's up to you, can you Yuan Qi!"

“……”

After Lei Lei's words were finished, I was silent for a long time, and my mood also withered, yes, even if I picked up the knife, what is the use, I dare to cut Xiaopang, but do I dare to cut Yuan Qi? Do I have the capital and courage to bear the consequences?

I kept deceiving myself and telling myself that I could, but I knew that I would never dare to go under the knife with Yuan Qi because of his social connections and because of his work in the Public Security Bureau.

"Han Fei, sober up! You and Qin Yu have finished playing! Goodbye! Do you understand?" Lei Lei looked at me and sighed helplessly: "Even if you protect Qin Yu today, have you ever thought about what the fate will be? Even if you kill Yuan Qi! As long as the Ming army has a small excuse, Qin Yu will still obediently return to the Ming army, do you believe it?"

"No!" I shook my head vigorously: "Qin Yu likes me! If it weren't for the restraint of those gangsters!If it weren't for her need for the protection of the Ming army, we would have been together a long time ago!"

'Bang!'

Lei Lei raised his hand and gave me a slap in the face: "Han Fei, wake up the fuck! Okay, can't you?! Don't you see that? The Ming army has already given Qin Yu to Yuan Qi! But can you say that the Ming army doesn't like Qin Yu at all? You can't! But even the Ming army knows that he can't fight Yuan Qi! Now that the Ming army has withdrawn! What kind of thing are you? What do you do to save Qin Yu?"

I squatted weakly on the ground and smashed my fist on my head: "But I can't just watch it like this!"

"Alas......"

Lei Lei sighed, reached out and patted me on the shoulder: "If you don't want to see it, you can leave!

"What should Qin Yu do!" I looked at Lei Lei with empty eyes.

"You can't fight Yuan Qi, I can't fight either, what's more, he helped us today!" Lei Lei smiled at me: "Xiaofei! It's not me Leng Lei, if Qin Yu is your girlfriend today, I don't want to give up my life, I will definitely let you take her away, but unfortunately, Qin Yu has nothing to do with you, stop being amorous, you are not a super policeman, and you can't save the girl who has lost her footing...... And isn't life like this, there are too many places where we can't do anything, Yuan Qi helped us today, if you do something to him, the two of us will be completely labeled as revenge, understand!"

"There's no other way?" I looked at Lei Lei as if asking for help.

"No!" Lei Lei shook his head slowly: "I played Super Mario when I was a child, and now we are like the poor plumber inside, before you eat mushrooms, a little Wang Ba can easily kill you!"

"I don't want to do this!" I didn't have any expression on my face, but tears fell out of my eyes.

Lei Lei squatted down and hugged my shoulders: "We are brothers! Believe me, I don't want to see you like this! But you have to be clear, we don't have any strength, just like Wang Shen said Yuan Qi, you have to put yourself in the right position." ”

“……”

As soon as Lei Lei's words fell, I plunged into his arms, crying bitterly, at this moment I felt that my heart was gone, my heart was like empty, I gasped, but I couldn't breathe in air.

Lei Lei didn't say a word, and his mood seemed very bad, and after a long time, Lei Lei straightened my shoulder: "Xiaofei! get up and wash your face, let's go!"

"......!" I gritted my teeth to stabilize my emotions, and then numbly walked to the edge of the faucet, poked my head under the faucet, turned on the switch, and let the biting cold water wash over my body, I wanted to wash away my shame, wash away my cowardice, but in the end, it was only my backbone that was washed away.

After doing all this, I once again put on that hypocritical face and returned to the table, Qin Yu had already drunk a lot of wine, his face was slightly drunk, his eyes were foggy, I glanced at Qin Yu distressedly, and then looked at Yuan Qi: "Brother Qi, I have something at home, I'll go first!"

"Well, let's go!" Yuan Qi's attention was on Qin Yu, and he didn't even look at me.

After getting Yuan Qi's answer, I turned around and left, and when I walked more than ten meters, I heard Qin Yu's voice breaking free: "What are you doing! You let go of me!"

I bit my lip and walked forward without even daring to turn my head.

"Han Fei!"

"Han Fei!!"

"Han Fei, where are you?"

"Woo...... You're back!"

Behind me, all that reverberated was Qin Yu's heart-rending helpless call.

When I walked to the intersection, I hid behind a white truck, sat on the ground, and listened to Qin Yu in the distance constantly calling my name.

'Bang!'

I kept banging my head against the body of the four-wheeled vehicle, I had the courage to self-harm, but I didn't have the courage to walk back and take Qin Yu's hand, then I knew that Qin Yu didn't choose me that night, what a wise decision, I am a person who can talk big on a whim, but definitely not a person who dares to give up everything for love, I am an ordinary person after all, there are too many things that can make me feel afraid......

I relied on this truck, sat all night, in the early hours of the morning, my cold whole body trembled, I don't know how many times I cried this night, counting, it should be the year I got off the school gate, the most helpless night, in my previous life, no one has ever taught me, how to fight for the person I like, when I learned, the person I liked, long gone.

Mourn its misfortune and be angry with it.

When I saw Qin Yu again, it was already half past eight in the morning the next day, and she was alone, in a room in a small shadow bar.

I had been freezing outside all night, probably with a fever, and I always felt very cold, looking at Qin Yu, who was also haggard, with a tired face, half of her cheeks were a little puffy, and there was a touch of bruise under her eye sockets.

"Are you alright??" I myself thought I was a complete impudent bastard.

"No!" Qin Yu shook his head and smiled heartlessly: "Yuan Qi wants to sleep with me, but I don't agree, so he will do it...... Luckily, he was gone, and I think it's better to be beaten than to be lost, right?"

"Hmm......" I nodded, not sure what to say.

"Han Fei, I've thought about it!" Qin Yu suddenly spoke: "I decided to go to Haikou, maybe Anyang, it's really not suitable for me anymore!"

"You're leaving?" I was a little surprised, then nodded and smiled: "Leaving may really be a good thing for you, you can stay away from strife and start a new life...... I'm sorry, but I still can't protect you!"

"Han Fei, no matter what, I've always liked you!" Qin Yu said, crying as soon as she could, so I sat on the side and accompanied her quietly.

After a long time, Qin Yu stretched out his hand and smoothed my frowning brow: "After I'm gone, take good care of yourself! Even if you're not happy!Don't frown, because you never know who will like your smile!"

"Yes, I remember!" I nodded vigorously.

Qin Yu hugged me and leaned over, I was stunned for a moment, pushed her away, and held back the tears in my eyes: "Don't be like this...... I don't deserve it!"

When Qin Yu heard this, she also fell silent, and after a while, she said faintly: "I'm leaving, will you come to see me off?"

"Forget it, I don't like parting......"

"Xiaofei, don't blame me, I left because I didn't want to make both of them so powerless when I met the next man I fell in love with......"

"Yes, I understand...... I have something to do, so I'll leave first, goodbye!" I reluctantly squeezed out a smile, and then without waiting for Qin Yu to speak, I pushed the door and left.

As soon as he walked out of the door of the shadow bar, suppressed tears fell instantly.

I know, Qin Yu and I, it's over!

Qin Yu went to Haikou the next day, and we haven't seen each other again......

If you are in Haikou and meet a girl with long hair and a surname Qin, please take care of her for me, thank you!

Shao Yong, a Confucian scholar in the Northern Song Dynasty, once put forward a doctrine called Yuanhui Yunshi, and he firmly believed that everything in the world is repeated, and everything we experience now will reappear again in 129,600 years.

I hope this is true, and I hope that after 129,600 years, I can break through my destiny and take you into my arms desperately when I meet you for the first time, and I am willing to give up everything just to see your smile again.

Qin Shi Mingyue is raining now, but the new people forget the old people.

……

After leaving the door of the movie bar, I was completely dead to everything, a coward is not terrible, because a coward can live a happy life, but the most uncomfortable thing is that a coward is moved and falls in love with a person who he can't protect at all!

I turned off my phone and went straight home, homesick and looking for a quiet place to lick my wounds alone.

I told my grandmother that there was a long school vacation, then I closed the curtains and lay at home for nine days.

In the past nine days, except for going to the toilet, I have never left the bed, I eat in bed, drink in bed, I don't brush my teeth or wash my face, I think all the time, and I don't know what I think again, I am used to staying up all night, and I also like the loneliness of missing, I am confused about the future, and I am hopeless about the future.

I lay in bed every day, and my grandmother was always worried that something was wrong with my body, and I knew that if I stayed at home for a long time, I would not be able to fulfill my lies, so I simply cleaned up and left home again.

When I stepped out of the house again, my eyes didn't dare to look directly into the sun, I sat in the shade for a long time before I got used to it, I didn't call Lei Lei, but went directly to the store, coincidentally, when I arrived at the store, Lei Lei was at home.

When Lei Lei saw me, he was stunned for a moment, and then rushed up and punched me: "Damn! Where are you dead, as soon as you leave, there will be no news for half a month! I thought you were dead!"

"Lei Lei!hahahaha......"

I opened my mouth and looked at him laughing like a fool, Lei Lei didn't know why, but also laughed with me, there is a saying, when you laugh, you will laugh with you, either stupid or someone who loves you.

I think Lei Lei is a fool.

I didn't know what I was laughing at, I just wanted to laugh, and when my stomach hurt and I was tired of laughing, I put away my smile and looked at him very seriously: "Come with me to the society!

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Volume I, Finale.