After hearing me say that I was going to mix in society, Lei Lei pursed his lips and smiled, then moved his eyes to the highway outside the door, looking at the endless stream of vehicles: "Have you thought about it?"

"I've figured it out!" I nodded without hesitation.

'Smack!'

Lei Lei lit a cigarette with a lighter, and coincidentally spit out a smoke ring, he raised his head and looked at the smoke ring with a little joy, until it became fainter and fainter: "With the previous incident of Hu Wei, you should know that after you say this, what we will face in the future may be something, it may be a deep prison, or it may be a waste of youth, and in the end there will be no chicken feathers left......"

"I don't care!" I smiled fearlessly: "Just tell me, if you accompany me, if you accompany me, then we will go to society!"

"What if I don't accompany me?"

"Then I'll go to Dalian and find Zhang Xiaoyu!"

'Brush!'

Lei Lei turned to look at me, and his expression gradually became serious: "You are Wang Ba eating scales, and you are hard-hearted?"

"Yes!"

"Xiaofei, you must know that not only Hu Wei is alone, but many people have told me that you are too emotional, too kind, and not suitable for mixing in society!"

"I can change it!"

"How do you change it?"

"I know, I'm afraid of things, I'm timid, we've known each other for so long, you've been in front for more than half a year, I've been chasing your footsteps behind, running for more than half a year, I don't want to encounter things again, it's you who are protecting me, and I also want to be a person who can protect others!"

Lei Lei didn't know why, he was amused by me: "Don't tell me that you are doing so much because Qin Yu left Anyang!"

After Lei Lei asked, I was silent for a long time, and then nodded: "Sort of...... In fact, when Qin Yu didn't leave, I always fantasized that I could protect her, but I never put it into action, I even fantasized about it, I brought down the Ming army and became a particularly famous bastard, as soon as others heard that Qin Yu was Han Fei's woman, they would be scared and urine, and then hug their heads and run away... But what about the reality? The reality is that I, Han Fei, am still not bullshit, and I still watch Qin Yu being bullied! Watching Qin Yu being dragged away in front of me, and I don't even dare to fucking fart!" My emotions became more and more excited: "In the past, when others looked down on me, I would shrink my head and pretend not to know, because that was someone else's feelings, as long as I deceived myself and avoided it, it had nothing to do with me, but this time it was different, Qin Yu's matter made me feel pain." ”

"Yes, each of us fantasizes that we have different qualities from this world, and fantasize about how unique we are, but when the vain performance ends, everything returns to calm, and we are drunk by reality, we will find that we are just a small and dispensable ordinary person...... Lei Lei sighed: "If you could understand all this earlier, maybe Qin Yu would not have left, this is probably the legendary creation of people." ”

I smiled bitterly: "Qin Yu has left Anyang, she will face a new life in the future, she no longer needs my protection, but I haven't left yet, Han Fei in the future, I must be a man who can protect everything around me, I lost Qin Yu, my studies are also abandoned, and the only thing that can accompany me is my original dream!"

"Your dream is to go to the society?" Lei Lei grinned: "This kind of dream, it's really the first time I've heard of it!"

I was noncommittal: "But if a man has a dream to do, it is better than a delusional ......"

"Yes, it's better to have a dream to do than to come in vain...... Lei Lei repeated this sentence and smiled: "Xiaofei, I found that you are a person, sometimes it's really interesting!"

"I've experienced real loneliness, without parents, I have no friends, my relatives are arguing about my whereabouts, if it weren't for my grandmother, I would have been in the orphanage by now, it is no exaggeration to say that for so many years, I have been living in the flattery of everyone around me, people who know my life experience sympathize with me, some laugh at me, and some bully me, people who don't know me will be deterred by my indifference and cowardice, in my memory I am always a big difference from the child, I cursed my own life experience, disgusted with my own incompetence, I always like to put my head in the quilt when I sleep, because I dare not face the darkness alone, but now, I have had enough of this life, I have lost Qin Yu because of weaknessBut I don't want to lose anyone because I'm weak. I sighed, and then asked, "Are you with me?"

Lei Lei didn't answer me, but said another sentence inexplicably: "Actually, when I was young, I also dreamed of going to the end of the world with a sword......"

"Then why didn't you go?" I was slightly curious.

When I was talking to Lei Lei, Leng Xin happened to finish mending a car tire and came in from outside: "When he was nine years old, he was carrying a broken JB wooden sword, he did run away from home and went out to fight the sword to go to the end of the world, and then he walked to the mouth of the alley and found that the money was not enough, so he didn't go!"

"You roll the calf for me, why do you have you everywhere!" Lei Lei was exposed by Leng Xin, scolded irritably, and then looked at me: "Don't pay attention to this idiot, let's take a shower?"

"Okay, where are you going?" I have been lying at home for half a month, and I haven't taken a shower for a long time.

"Let's go to Beiyang, just go back to see Brother Chen and Sister!" Lei Lei stood up with his coat, and I walked out the door with him.

"Hey, you two take me one!" Leng Xin also followed.

"Do you have money?" Lei Lei turned his head to look at Leng Xin.

"No, what's wrong with no money?!" Leng Xin asked us improvishly.

"If you don't have any money, you can go and do a JB!"

"Fuck your mother, can't you invite me to take a shower if you don't have money?" Leng Xin scolded when she opened her throat.

As soon as Leng Xin's words fell, his father also came back from outside: "Leng Xin!

"What's wrong with me?" Leng Xin ran into walls everywhere, a little anxious.

"You are brothers, you scold Leng Lei, you have a light on your face?"

As soon as I saw Leng Xin's expression about to collapse, I grabbed his arm: "Okay! Let's go, let's go! I invite you!"

"You have a conscience!" Leng Xin glanced at me, thought about it and added in a witty whisper: "When I have money, I will ask you to prostitute every day!"

"Okay, let's go......" I didn't believe Leng Xin's words at all, and raised my legs and walked out.

After going out, the three of us walked side by side in the direction of Beiyang, Leng Xin looked at me: "I heard you just now, do you want to go to the society?"

"Hmm!" I nodded: "I'm nineteen years old, I'll be twenty after the New Year, and now, I can't succeed in my studies, and I can only find a job as a waiter, I don't want to go on like this, I don't want my life to be like this...... When I was in school, I had already lost to the textbook once, and when I arrived, I didn't want my former classmates and friends to see me see me like a dog basket when they saw me again. ”

"What about you, what do you think?" Leng Xin listened to my words and looked at Lei Lei.

Lei Lei was silent for a long time and smiled: "I think that mixing society is more productive than being a waiter!"

"Hu Wei's fate, can't you see it?" Leng Xin has always opposed Lei Lei to mix in society, and obviously wants to persuade us.

"What you see is Hu Wei, and what I see is Zhang Fan!" Lei Lei smiled indifferently: "Since the day I saw Wang Yi driving an Audi, my heart has not been in Beiyang, do you think, am I a waiter material? In fact, I have been thinking, how can I convince Xiao Fei, but now he has brought it up first, it's good, hehe." ”

"You like to mess around or not, I don't care!" Leng Xin waved her hand irritably, thought about it and added: "Hu Wei has gone in, who are you two messing with?"

I wasn't worried at all about Leng Xin's question: "There are so many big brothers in society in Anyang, I don't believe it, we don't have a place yet!"

Soon, the three of us went to Beiyang, but Brother Chen was not there, saying that he was accompanying the proprietress back to his hometown, and the old Feng who was rubbing the bath left, changed to a bathing job, and the pony stopped doing it, and went to an Internet café as a network administrator, and the store recruited two new waiters.

After taking the bath bag, we went upstairs directly, and I was undressing when I heard Leng Xin exclaim: "Leng Lei, what the fuck are you doing?"

'Brush!'

After hearing Leng Xin's voice, I turned around suddenly and was stunned: "Lei Lei, do you have a tattoo?"

"Hmm!" Lei Lei grinned and turned his back to me: "How is it, it looks good!"

"What do you say you have tattoos for, what are you doing with a wild boar JB?!" Leng Xin looked at Lei Lei's back, very depressed.

I glanced at Lei Lei's tattoo, which was a wild boar that looked like a man, half-squatting on a big rock, drooling and looking at the moon, I thought about it: "Your tattoo is Zhu Bajie Pan Chang'e?"

"I'm a werewolf!" Werewolf Mochizuki!" Lei Lei was anxious all of a sudden, and when he explained it like this, I could barely see that it was a werewolf, that is, the wolf's nose, too much like a pig.

Leng Xin looked at the four dislikes behind Lei Lei, and was also a little inexplicably anxious: "You went to get a tattoo, why didn't you call me?"

"I'm calling you, are you rich?" Lei Lei asked rhetorically, and then said: "Besides, you don't plan to go to society, what are you tattooing for?"

"Then if I have a tattoo, when I go to prostitution/prostitution, I let the young lady lie on her stomach, and she won't dare to pout, do you believe it?" Leng Xin replied proudly.

"Get out of JB's calf! You're a virgin, you're a prostitute all day long!" Lei Lei didn't want to deal with Leng Xin, so he turned around and went into the bathroom directly.

The three of us took a brief shower, got dressed and prepared to leave.

After Lei Lei put on his pants, he looked at Leng Xin and thought for a while: "Brother, you can go home directly in a while, I'll let Xiaofei accompany me out for a trip, I have something to do!"

"What's the matter?" Leng Xin was very curious.

"Oh, you don't care, there's something going on anyway!"

"Then why don't you take me with you?"

"Why are you everywhere?"

"I'm your brother!"

"Okay, then let's go together!" Lei Lei was very helpless, and then stretched out his hand to Leng Xin: "Do you still have cigarettes?"

Leng Xin touched his pocket: "It's gone." ”

"Then you can buy a box!"

"No, I don't have any money!" Leng Xin shook his head directly.

"I found out, why are you so slammed?" Lei Lei looked at Leng Xin speechlessly: "Then I'll give you the money, you go and buy it, okay?"

"Why should I go?"

"I'll give you five dollars for running errands!"

"Take the money!" Leng Xin decisively agreed.

Seeing that Leng Xin was bought for five yuan, I was a little speechless: "With your worth, you will be around ten yuan in this life!"

Lei Lei gave the money to Leng Xin, and after seeing him go downstairs, he pulled me away: "Hurry up!

"Lie to him again, is this okay?" I said, but I didn't stop at all, and soon went out with Lei Lei, after going out, the two of us went directly into an alley, I looked at the mysterious Lei Lei: "What's the matter, can't you take Leng Xin with you?"

"In the evening, I'll take you to meet someone!" Lei Lei smiled.

"Who?"

"Zhang Zongliang!"

"Who?" is an unfamiliar name.

"It's the owner of the small restaurant next door to the bath!"

I thought for a moment, "The one who opened the game?"

"Hmm!" Lei Lei nodded: "You haven't been with me recently, a lot of things have happened, I've been with Brother Liang these days, it just so happens that he called me to dinner tonight, when the time comes, I'll take you to meet him!"

Lei Lei said this Zhang Zongliang, I have seen him a few times, he is twenty-four years old, about 1.75 meters tall, very thin, with very short hair, and he is very handsome, next door to Beiyang bathing, opened a very small restaurant.

Zhang Zongliang's restaurant has only four small tables, and there are almost no customers for a day, because the food in this restaurant is not only extremely expensive, but also unpalatable, and the purpose of its existence is to serve as a cover for the perennial gambling game in the basement.