Chapter 33: Goodbye, Tao Wanxin!

My heart seemed to be emptied, I lay weakly in the car, I just wanted to leave this hotel far away, leave Xiaoyue, I didn't even dare to imagine her lying in Luan Yu's arms, that picture was too cruel I couldn't bear it, I could only leave it behind, completely abandon this expectation, completely forget Xiaoyue, from now on, she has nothing to do with me.

The experience of this night, forced me to re-recognize myself, in this bustling metropolis, I am still a small ant, I have climbed for so long and changed so much, after all, I still roll at the bottom of the society, the little satisfaction I got some time ago was instantly gone, I suddenly felt so tired, so difficult, if you want to climb to the peak, how far is there to go?

In the next few days, I fell back into the mire of negativity, became depressed, and seeing that I had lost my previous motivation, the dog took the trouble to encourage me every day, persuade me, let me regain my strength, let me raise my head and look forward, let me take over my enemies as soon as possible.

I listened a lot, I thought a lot, and I slowly got through, yes, even the impulsive and brainless bastard like Shanying, I am always on guard against him for revenge, what is the use of me? What can I do to compete with Luan Yu?

Thinking of this, I suddenly have more ambition in my heart, a determination to surpass myself and surpass the strong, no matter what, I must speed up the pace of progress, so, with this ambition, I regained my fighting spirit, in my territory, in the face of my brother, I still vigorously and resolutely, the thing at hand is beautiful and loud.

On the road of struggle, the dog and the cow dung always follow me, support me, their company makes me more motivated, makes me more capable and decisive, gradually, my rendezvous bar reputation is louder, and this loud is because of the style of the person in charge, and the strength of the ability, especially the last time the group of young people who molested Xiaoyue, with a lot of social people to retaliate, and finally I took my brothers to cut away.

This thing is quite big, and it also makes my reputation even more famous, attracting many people to come here, and my small force has finally developed more and more scale, and it has made Boss Wang more and more important to me, and he has given me a KTV for me to take care of.

With two small fields, my power has become more stable, and my own reputation has become louder, and I can be regarded as a character. Of course, I will not be satisfied with this, the ambition in my heart has always inspired me, telling me that I am still far from the top, even if I have improved a little now, and a little more, I still will not be proud, I will be the same as a low-key person, act in a high profile, and be brave to move forward.

Seeing that my personality has changed, I have become taciturn and even cold and ruthless, and I have become lacking in the pursuit of life, they all persuaded me to relax, told me to try to enjoy life, and asked me to find a woman to enrich my feelings.

I had only one answer to him, I wasn't interested in women anymore.

Dog Dan said that he was helpless to me, however, this does not affect his enjoyment of life, this guy, since he began to be in charge of the KTV side of the field, the whole person is positive, not only positive, but also positive to women, seeing the beautiful princess of KTV, he can't help but flirt twice, many times he calls me to play, I promise that I will be interested, I am too lazy to take care of him, just tell him to take it easy, don't die under the woman's pomegranate skirt in the end.

Not only did he not listen to me, but he fell deeper and deeper, and then I heard that he seemed to have taken the initiative to KTV a cliff cold and beautiful princess, the two are developing towards the road of a couple, and I am not interested in mixing the feelings of dogs, just tell him not to be addicted to women, and he should be careful and be careful, after all, the matter of Shanying is still in the hearts of all of us.

However, more than a month has passed since Shanying's matter, he has not moved at all, the risk should be weak, a reckless and impulsive bastard like him who will take revenge, if he wants to seek revenge on us, he should have taken revenge a long time ago, why wait until our power develops before making a move, so we all feel that it was Boss Wang who exerted pressure on Shanying, so that he honestly did not dare to act rashly.

However, I was wrong, I looked at the mountain eagle too brainlessly, it turned out that he would also lie down and try his courage, and he would also use stratagems, just one day in mid-August, I was sleeping lazily, and suddenly, the noisy mobile phone ringtone forced me to wake up.

I stared at the caller ID with my misty eyes, and found that it was a dog's, and I immediately got angry, this kid often makes harassing calls without doing anything, so I simply pressed the phone under the pillow and continued to sleep. Within two minutes, the bell rang again, it was still a dog's, I was about to erupt, I picked up the phone and yelled: "Dog, if you don't get down to business, I want your dog's life!"

And, what made me tremble was that it was not the voice of the dog on the other end of the phone, but the rough voice of Shanying: "Mask boy, long time no see, are you okay?"

The voice of the mountain eagle was distinctive, I could hear it was him at once, my sleepiness disappeared in an instant, I sat up suddenly, and said tentatively: "Mountain eagle?"

There were a few sneers from there, and said: "You kid is smart, you know what I'm looking for you, right?" Your best brother is here, if you don't want him to die, just come over alone, the location is the place where Tao Wanxin was locked up last time, you should know!"

At this moment, my brain exploded and was messed up, but I still forced myself to calm down, gritted my teeth and said, "Why should I believe you!"

As soon as I finished speaking, there were several painful moans on the other end, and I immediately heard that it was the dog who was being beaten. Then, Shanying said, "You should believe me now!"

Actually, I guessed what was going on when the dog's mobile phone fell into the hands of the mountain eagle, but I didn't want to believe it, and I didn't want to admit it, how could the smart dog be caught by the brainless mountain eagle, but now, I had to believe it, I heard the dog's moaning with my own ears, my heart was nervous and painful, I held my breath, and said in a deep voice: "Don't touch him!"

Shanying snorted twice before he said: "Don't worry, I don't want his life for the time being, I just want to take your life, remember, come alone, don't want to bring one more person, let alone find a mask-wearing stealing beam to change the pillar, I have sent someone to observe you in the bar for several days, and he can count how many hairs you have, so if you dare to do any tricks, I will kill you immediately, a good brother." Also, if I don't see you before two o'clock, he's going to die!"

I held my mobile phone, stayed on the bed, looking confused, I know, Shanying can do murderous things, not to mention a foreign outcast, it is Tao Wanxin's kind of eldest lady, if he is anxious, he may kill people, I believe that what Shanying said is absolutely true, the life of the dog will be gone at any time.

What should I do? My heart is as uncomfortable as if it is being pulled by something, if I go, then my identity will definitely be exposed, and when the time comes, the two accounts of Shanying will be counted with me, and I will definitely die ugly, but if I don't go, then the dog will definitely die.

If you take someone to it, or find someone to ambush behind, then, in that place where there is only one way to go, the mountain eagle must have planted an eyeliner, and will soon be able to see through my tricks, and then the dog's life will still not be saved.

I'm really messy, so entangled, I keep patting my head, thinking about that brother of the dog, he and I are connected with the same village and the same disease, and he has helped me so much along the way, and he is wholeheartedly devoted to me, and he will admit me as a big brother, and he will not abandon me, how can I watch him die?

Dog Dan is such a smart person, courageous and knowledgeable, decisive and brave, except for loving money and beauty, he has almost no shortcomings, he is my military advisor, is my brother who I can't lack, if I want to see such a good brother die, I can't do it, but, if I want to face death calmly, I am not reconciled, I haven't risen yet, I haven't let those people impress me, I don't want to die yet, I really don't want to.

I hesitated and struggled, my heart kept churning, and another scene flashed in my mind, I endured, aggrieved, cowardly, greedy for life and afraid of death, but also brave, ruthless, fighting, breaking through, this difficult process of change, the process of struggle and struggle, I have experienced, no matter what I have endured in the middle, I have survived, isn't it, now is it really time for me to pay for the road I have walked?

I closed my eyes and thought fiercely, no matter what, I had to make a decision as soon as possible. I knocked my head hard, if the dog really died because of me, then I will live in self-blame for the rest of my life, being a man, I should have been righteous first, a person who doesn't care about his brother's greed for life and is afraid of death, why should I be too selfish, I try to empathize, if I am caught, will the dog come to save me?

The answer is yes, so, I no longer hesitated, immediately walked out of the room, I called the dumb and cow dung, and told them about it directly, the cow dung died and didn't believe that the dog would be caught, he kept calling like crazy, calling the dog egg, prompting to shut down, calling the dog egg's good, also turned off, called KTV to check, and found that his good friend had resigned and ran, so that the whole thing fell into place, and the dog egg beauty plan.

The cow dung was in a hurry, shouting that he must save the dog, and even the mute who had never spoken could not help but say to me: "I'll go with you!"

In the face of danger, the brothers are not afraid at all, they only know that they must save the dog, this is the real righteousness, however, I still can't let them follow, Shanying sank for more than a month, and suddenly surfaced, he must have made all kinds of preparations, so, if you want to save the dogs by impulsive force, it is absolutely impossible, and it is impossible to find someone who is similar to me to pretend to be me in a very short time, let alone hide from the eyes of Shanying's gang, even if these are possible, I will not take other people's lives against my life.

Therefore, for the sake of the future, I can only let me exchange the dogs alone, no matter how my brothers object, I still insist on my opinion, and give them a death order, absolutely not to follow.

Immediately, I made a long story short and explained some important things, some of the aftermath of my accident, and after I finished explaining, I immediately set off, stepped on my special motorcycle, and sped towards my destination.

Along the way, the wind was blowing, I drove fast against the wind, at this time, I suddenly felt very open in my heart, it was the kind of heroism that sacrificed life to die, but this heroism was mixed with faint feelings.

I have imagined too many possibilities for my future, but I have not realized any of the possibilities, and I am going to disappear into this world, I am really unwilling, and I am deeply reluctant.

This cruel world gave me humiliation and pain, but it didn't give me a chance to turn over, it gave me so many people I knew and got along, but it didn't give me an ending, it gave me a chance to reach the top, but it didn't even let me reach the halfway, however, is this my fate?

The motorcycle is still speeding forward, the picture in my mind is still flashing, time is getting less and less, I really want to think clearly about my unfinished concern in the last time, my parents, they have long regarded me as a dead person, my stupid brother, maybe also despair of me, Xiaoyue, I am desperate for her, and my brother who shares weal and woe, today my death is to give them a free future, who else? Why is there still a faint concern in my heart?

Suddenly, the immature face, the lively figure, the girl who always brought me trouble but also gave me too much positive energy, Tao Wanxin, I have experienced so much with her, funny, silly hat, pain, and touching, I remembered the pictures of myself stupidly standing up for her, remembering her impulsively dedicated her first kiss to me, remembering the parting kiss she gave me at the train station, and remembering the touching that she remembered me even if she was kidnapped.

When I was on the verge of death, I seemed to see my heart clearly, the heart that used to only put Xiaoyue, it turned out that I had unconsciously walked into Tao Wanxin, and I was about to leave, only to suddenly dig out this kind of reluctance hidden in the depths, and I felt that faint longing, the more I remembered, the more I missed.

So, I stopped the motorcycle, took out my private mobile phone, which I never contact outsiders, and sent the last and first text message to Tao Wanxin: I am Ge Tian, I am living a new life now, listening to your words, I have become brave, thank you for all the help you gave me before, thank you very much, I hope you will have a happy life in the future, goodbye!

As soon as the text message was sent, less than a minute later, my mobile phone rang, it was Tao Wanxin's, I stared at this familiar number in a daze, I wanted to answer, but I didn't dare to answer, just watched like this, watching her call countless times in a row, but I didn't answer after all.

Heart, faintly painful, hand, tightly squeezing the phone, suddenly, I raised my hand and threw the phone into the river on the side of the road, the mobile phone in the air, the ringtone was still ringing, until the moment I fell into the river, my hoarse voice accompanied by the sound of the river splashing on the empty road: "Goodbye! Tao Wanxin!"

Immediately, I quickly stepped on the motorcycle, and left here without looking back, the wind was still blowing on my face, and my tears came out, I wiped away my tears vigorously, increased the horsepower, and raced all the way.