Chapter 32: Despair for Xiaoyue
After half a year, seeing them again, my heart turned upside down, and all the pictures flashed in my mind, that kind of love, those pains, that shame, those grievances, all of them were so profound.
Xiaoyue, gave me the most ignorant love at the beginning, but also gave me the deepest hurt, I don't know how to erase her from the depths of my heart, but I learned to seal that feeling, but, when I see this face again, I am still touched, I will still have a heartbeat, and it is difficult to hide the excitement. I also know that for her, I shouldn't have nostalgia anymore, I shouldn't have feelings anymore, but there are some faint things that can never be changed.
And for Luan Yu, I hate it to the bone, that hatred has seeped into my bones, and it can't be eliminated at all, the trauma he gave me is not only a physical injury, but also a mental blow and a personal insult, he made me suffer so much scolding and disgust, so that I buried a deep psychological shadow, which will linger for a lifetime. I was forced to leave the university with humiliation in my heart, and my academic dreams came to naught, and I remember all these hatreds, and I remember them deeply.
At this moment, in the box, the group of people who were startled by the sound of the dog's kicking on the door all looked at the door and looked at me, but, only a few seconds later, Luan Yu suddenly turned his gaze back and shouted arrogantly: "Don't stop, keep fighting me!"
In an instant, the silent box returned to its original state, noisy, chaotic, Lei Zi and a few people frantically attacked several other people, my subordinates couldn't stop it, and those viewers who didn't do it were also indignant, especially Xiao Yue, even her eyes were red, she stood next to Luan Yu, staring at the fight scene tightly, the whole scene can be said to be full of gunpowder, the fight is called a desperate, completely did not put me who suddenly broke in.
At the same time, the dog was explaining in my ear: "A group of people in the box next door ran to this box to beat people, I could have handled this matter, but I suddenly found Xiaoyue, I saw her on the day your brother got married, but she definitely didn't know me." I probably guessed that the group of people with her should be the same group of dog mongrels who insulted you in the first place, so I called you at once, and I called all the brothers, and now, it's up to you. ”
I nodded slightly at the dog, and then, I looked at the arrogant Luan Yu who had no one in my eyes, and then looked at his group of unscrupulous dogs, they were still dogs who couldn't change their, so I turned my head directly and gave the dumb man a look.
The dumb man understood what I meant, and rushed towards the battlefield suddenly, rushing into the crowd of crazy fighters, the dumb man waved his hand directly, rushing while waving, and soon broke up the two sides, those little young people, like chickens, were thrown aside by the dumb man casually, like the powerful one like Leizi, and he would resist, but the dumb man could still easily throw him aside.
It's just that Leizi's gang is obviously red-eyed, even if they are thrown away by the dumb man, they still want to continue to rush forward to work, I am impatient, and I roared directly, and let out a earth-shattering roar: "Stop!" In an instant, my little brother outside rushed in with a knife.
At this time, the two groups finally stopped, but although Lei Zi and his gang did not move again, they were still very unconvinced, only to see Lei Zi yelling at me with red eyes: "Who are you?"
Dogan smoked a cigarette and said casually: "He is our boss and the manager of this bar!"
However, they didn't seem to have any fear or awe when they heard the word boss, not to mention the rampant Luan Yu and his gang, and even the other group of young people who were beaten up, they were not very afraid of me, and one of them was slightly injured and ran over to me and shouted: "What do you think of the scene, someone in this bar actually ran to my box and openly beat people, you don't care!"
Actually, I can also see that this group of young people is not a good person, after all, there are only a few of them, and they actually open such a large box to squander, and looking at their fighting strength, they are obviously not the masters who can be bullied. As for Luan Yu and his gang, not to mention, they simply looked at the blue sky with both eyes, and they didn't take people in their eyes at all.
Faced with such an unclear chaotic situation, I could only temporarily suppress my personal hatred for Luan Yu, gritted my teeth, stared at Luan Yu and them, and asked in a cold voice, "Why are you making trouble?"
One of Luan Yu's doglegs immediately broke at me loudly, and glared fiercely at the group of beaten young people as he spoke, and the young people did not show weakness, and immediately retorted, through their angry quarrels, I probably understood the ins and outs of the matter.
That is, there is a young man in this box who drank too much, went to the toilet, and when he came back, he happened to meet Xiao Yue who was going out to the bathroom in the box next door, this kid may be really drunk, seeing Xiao Yue's beauty, and thinking that she was a weak woman who was easy to bully, she actually teased Xiao Yue, and invited Xiao Yue to his box to play with a little compulsion.
Xiao Yue belongs to the type that is particularly insecure and disgusted with stranger harassment, so in the face of a drunk and pulling strange man, Xiao Yue, who had a psychological shadow, was immediately frightened and yelled, causing Luan Yu and them to all run out of the box, so a scuffle began!
After knowing the truth, I ignored this group of noisy people, walked straight to Xiaoyue, looked at her, and asked indifferently, "Did they tease you first?"
At this time, Xiao Yue was still a little distracted, maybe because of the harassment at the beginning or because of the big war because of her, in short, the fear in her eyes was obvious, and when she heard my question, she also nodded absentmindedly and did not speak.
How many times have I been impulsive because of Xiaoyue's pleading eyes, that kind of aggrieved eyes, and impulsively paying regardless of the consequences, to this day, I thought that I had undergone a great change, I could become invulnerable, but seeing Xiaoyue's panicked eyes at close range again, I still had no resistance, I would still be melted by that kind of look, and I would still be heartbroken, perhaps, this is because I have hidden in my heart and have not been able to change, love.
When I saw Xiao Yue nodding, I immediately turned around and asked in a deep voice at the group of young people, "Who allowed you to flirt with girls in my bar?"
The young man who had just questioned me rushed up to me again and yelled at me, "What do you mean? Our people have been beaten, should you interrogate them, you see what my brothers have been beaten!"
In an instant, with a snap, I raised my hand and slapped this arrogant face without saying a word, and the loud slap sound was particularly crisp in this slightly noisy box, and it was precisely because of this sound that the box returned to a deathly silence, perhaps, no one thought that I, as the manager, would beat people directly without reasoning with the other party, and even Luan Yu and his gang were shocked.
After a while, the young man who had been slapped by me came back to his senses, and he glared at me very angrily and said, "Cao Nima, dare to hit me." He raised his fist and was ready to punch me.
However, as soon as his fist was raised, the dumb man behind me moved, he blocked in front of me with lightning speed, and then a slight punch knocked the young man to the sofa, and now, the young man was almost mad, they yelled at me indignantly, saying that they are VIPs here, and you dare to treat guests like this.
I swept my sharp eyes at them, and said loudly: "You molest girls in other places, I don't care, you flirt with people in my territory, you just can't." ”
After saying that, I immediately gave a sharp order: "Beat them all out to me!"
As soon as my order came out, a group of brothers led by Brother Cow Dung immediately attacked, throwing out those angry young people one by one, some of them resisted, but it was also in vain, their combat effectiveness was not comparable to that of cow dung, and soon, all this garbage was removed.
I don't know why, at this moment, I suddenly felt that my image was instantly tall, it was an unprecedented feeling, not only because I demonstrated in front of Luan Yu's group of sluts, but most importantly, I really did a heroic thing to save the beauty and cleared the obstacles for Xiaoyue. Although I cover my face at the moment, I still feel very enjoyable, very enjoyable!
Of course, the first group of garbage was cleared, and I immediately pointed the finger at Luan Yu and his gang, and at the moment when Luan Yu and they were still in surprise, I suddenly opened my voice and said: "I have dealt with the matter of them molesting girls." Next, it's time to deal with your beatings, although you have a reason, but the bar has the rules of the bar, and you make trouble in my bar, which doesn't take me seriously at all!"
My voice was cold and majestic, but it was just a joke in Luan Yu's ears, he was still the face with his nostrils facing the sky, and said sarcastically to me: "Who do you think you are? Why do you put you in my eyes? My girlfriend is being molested here, it means that you are derelict in your duty, see that you handled it properly, I didn't trouble you enough to give you face, what, what do you want to do?"
This yin man, in his bones, reveals the deep temperament of the city, he used to deliberately create a scene of heroes saving beauty to capture Xiao Yue's heart, this time while Xiao Yue was molested, he took the opportunity to play a handsome trick again, and in the face of others, he always sneered, as if this could reflect his noble status.
And I, what I hate the most is his arrogant face, before, I was soft, I couldn't move him, today, I'm not the stubborn Ge Tian, I'm a ruthless mask man, I want to tear his arrogant face, I have to do what I want.
So, I stared directly at the mute and said coldly: "Surrender his rules!"
The dumb man got the order and attacked quickly.
Luan Yu's brothers, they still want to help themselves, dogs they immediately restrained them with knives, only Lei Zi and a tall man with a raw face protected Luan Yu in front of him, it seems that they are the two most powerful among them, however, in the face of the dumb, their strength is a child's trick, but after three moves, the dumb man is very handsome to knock the two down.
At this time, Luan Yu's arrogant face finally faintly showed a little fear, because the mute who had just easily knocked down the two powerful people had already attacked Luan Yu, but at some point, Xiao Yue suddenly rushed to Luan Yu's face, stopped the mute, and said: "Don't fight, I'm sorry, we really didn't mean to make trouble, someone bullied me, my boyfriend drank some wine, and he fought with each other on impulse, as for your damaged things, we will compensate!"
Xiaoyue is afraid of being deceived, afraid of being harassed, but not afraid of death, I remember the first time, she threatened me with suicide, indicating that she has courage, this is the second time, I have seen her courage, but I didn't expect that this courage is to protect Luan Yu, my eyes suddenly became a little sour, and my heart was also bitter.
However, of course, people like Luan Yu don't like to be protected by women, so I saw him pull Xiaoyue away and said arrogantly: "Don't worry about it, I want to see what he can do to me!"
At this moment, my dislike for Luan Yu couldn't be deeper, in college, he was a little bully, he was arrogant, that could be understood, but now in a chaotic place like a bar, he still dares to be lawless, and there is no one in his eyes. Nima, even if he didn't have a holiday with me before, I can't allow such a person to be so presumptuous in front of me, so I looked at the mute man and was about to ask him to repair Luan Yu for me.
But before I could speak, the mobile phone rang suddenly, and the caller ID was Boss Wang, so I could only temporarily suppress my anger and connect the phone. Boss Wang's eager voice immediately came: "Are you in conflict with Luan Yu now?"
My heart pounded, and I immediately had a premonition, Luan Yu and the boss knew each other, so he dared to be so presumptuous?
Without waiting for me to reply, Boss Wang said sternly: "Hurry up, you can't offend him, do you hear?"
Listening to the boss's tone, Luan Yu seems to be really not small, so I have to endure the anger and suffer the sin? I will not be able to raise my head in front of him again? I am unwilling, I am not convinced.
The boss was a little angry when he saw that I was still hesitating, and he finally gave me a strict order: "If you offend Shanying, I can still protect you, if you offend Luan Yu, I can't even protect myself." Let him go and apologize, otherwise, you can do it yourself. ”
After speaking, he hung up the phone, leaving only my voice, this voice is so harsh, sarcastic, I really didn't expect that I changed my identity, but I still can't compete with Luan Yu, if this identity is bombed away by Boss Wang, there is a mountain eagle blocking over there, and offending Luan Yu here, wouldn't I have to start all over again?
No, the identity of the mask man can't be ruined, I finally seized the opportunity, I want to continue to climb through it, climb until I have enough strength, and it's not too late to revenge Luan Yu, a real man, sometimes you have to learn to be able to bend and stretch.
After thinking about it, I immediately ordered: "Let them go!"
When they heard this, they all stared at me with inexplicable expressions, and I said coldly again, "All stand down!"
The current scene, the fools should be clear, I received a death order, I can't move Luan Yu anymore, a phone call shocked me, which allowed Luan Yu's group of dog parties to seize the opportunity, they immediately showed a mocking face to me, and their eyes were full of disdain. Some couldn't help but speak out, saying that they had no ability to pretend to be a big-tailed wolf, and some said that they were just a janitor's dog, pretending to be a force, and dealing all kinds of blows to me.
My brothers blushed with anger, but they couldn't get my orders, so they could only get angry.
The group of people laughed and scolded enough, and then walked arrogantly to the door.
When Luan Yu walked to me with Xiaoyue, he suddenly stopped, looked at me, and grinned: "I, as a person, hates others pretending to be forced the most, especially not daring to see people with their true faces, pretending to be dogs, very irritable, you know? Don't think that you can scare people with a knife, you must know that you will always be just a dog guarding the yard, no matter how loud you bark, you are just a dog." Remember, keep your dog's eyes open and see who can bite and who can't, and you'll be glad you didn't touch me today, otherwise, I will make you unable to stay in this city!"
After speaking, he snorted coldly and left haughtily.
In the huge box, only messy loneliness remains, and the clever dog understands my heart, and he whispered to me next to him: "The gentleman takes revenge, ten years is not too late!"
I glanced at the dog, nodded, and said, "Well, let's ask someone to clean up the box!"
With that, I walked out, looking at the backs of Luan Yu and Xiao Yue, my heart was tingling, and my fists were clenched unconsciously, and suddenly, I thought of a question, isn't the university on summer vacation now? Why didn't Xiao Yue go home? Could it be that she and Luan Yu have developed to the point of entering the house?
Thinking of this, I suddenly felt a little uneasy, or rather, I was unwilling to do so deep down, so I called the dogs, went out through the back door of the bar, got into the broken van of our bar, and secretly followed Luan Yu.
Luan Yu's group drove several cars, but Luan Yu's car only sat in Xiaoyue alone, and even the iron buddies like Lei Zi and Four Eyes took someone else's car, which made my heart even more uneasy, we followed all the way, and about half an hour later, Luan Yu's car finally stopped, and it was in a four-star hotel.
The car with Luan Yu withdrew directly at the door of the hotel, only Luan Yu and Xiaoyue got out of the car, and then the two entered the hotel together.
At this moment, my heart burned like a fire again, and it hurt violently, as if the only dream I wanted to keep was going to be shattered, no matter what Xiaoyue decided at the beginning, I would always have a glimmer of hope, hoping that she would be clean and self-conscious, hoping that she would observe Luan Yu for a long time before she really walked with him, I really think that Xiaoyue is a holy white lotus, but now, it has changed, she seems to have changed.
I don't believe it, I don't want to believe it, maybe, Xiaoyue has no place to live because she came here to play during the summer vacation, so Luan Yu sent her to the hotel, so I still held on to my luck, and waited for Luan Yu to send her in before coming out, I kept praying in my heart, praying that there were some things that would not change, and they could never change.
At this moment, the surroundings are particularly quiet, surprisingly quiet, the time has come to one o'clock in the morning, the dog thinks that my waiting is superfluous, he can't help but say: "Brother Tian, why bother, people have been in love for half a year, look at it!"
I stared at the dog with red eyes, and the dog immediately shut up, although the dog was smart and could see through my whole person, he definitely couldn't see through my heart, my original intention for Xiaoyue. Xiaoyue gave me the enlightenment of love, it was too unforgettable, it gave me my first kiss, it was too deep, it hurt deeply, and it was too harsh, I couldn't forget every scene and every sentence with Xiaoyue.
And the most profound thing in my mind is the last sentence she said to me, that sentence, the fish swam away, that was our last memory, but that sentence, although I thought it was to let me know her and leave her, but I couldn't help but think of something else, even if I knew that she was with Luan Yu, I had to die, but I still imagined Xiaoyue as pure and spotless, that was my last hope for my first love.
Time passed minute by minute, this last hope seemed to be unrealized, everything was about to turn into a bubble, and my tragic first love, or rather, unrequited love, was really going to end in sadness.
It was half past one in the morning, my heart was completely broken, the dream was completely gone, I closed my eyes sadly, shed tears of despair, I took advantage of the pain, and squeezed out two words from my throat with difficulty: "Let's go!"