The problem is that I never doubt the truth of all this.

It's too real, the illusion of the linear passage of time, the natural fluidity of the movement of space, these things don't need to be doubted at all. However, when I really started to think about it, I realized that I couldn't take it for granted anyway.

It's just that, if these are true, then most of the phenomena are well explained. Also, I can focus on the great things like success, money, and relationships, rather than what bullshit is true that one is there researching.

However, I can't accept that something that can only explain a lot of things becomes unquestionably true. The assumption that time passes linearly is the biggest problem. Who can prove the linear passage of time?

Once time is removed, then almost all theories become.

Yuan Changwen is very uncomfortable, why is he not dead yet? What else should I do? I shouldn't live, this false world not only pulls me, but even my death is interfered with.

Suicide is always an unbearable topic, and even the discussion seems to be for a better life. When I say I want to kill myself, who encourages me, who cheers me on? Why can't I kill myself? Who asks this question?

How did the so-called cherishing of life, the so-called suicide and sorry for my parents come to mind? Why should I cherish life? Why do I think that life is only once? How do these baseless affirmations firmly occupy the depths of my mind?

These are only the visual elements that we perceive at the moment, and they are not qualified to be the guidelines for guiding life at all. If there really is any rule of life, maybe it is just going with the flow. Those thoughts that it is bad to do something are simply distorted in the mind.

Even the thought itself is a perceptual element of the picture. The so-called not interfering with the flow of life, not thinking with the shit in your head, is itself a perceptual element of the picture. So, there's no such thing as high and low at all.

The so-called spirituality, the so-called spiritual masters, the so-called easy natural life, these are simply nothing to sing about. All are only one of the elements of duality, just as cold is no better than heat, and kindness is no better than evil.

On the other hand, when I equate kindness with evil, when I recognize my own anxieties, when I know that both good and bad are perceived visual elements, it tends to become light-hearted and natural.

Like, trying to be fearless is a fear in itself. Striving to be detached is a kind of attachment in itself.

It's not what the character is pursuing, it's not about the character at all. It's not a skill, it's not knowledge, and the character can't learn more. Instead, it's about slashing the character, slashing that part that wants to continue learning.

If you go against it, you will become an immortal.

Binary opposition is not true at all. No matter how sought after or thousands of years of traditional virtues, there is absolutely nothing between being a gentleman and touching the truth.

I'm not trying to be a good person, and any of the character's attributes have nothing to do with reality. Moreover, the distance between each character attribute and the real one is the same. Good is not closer to reality than evil, so what kind of person the character becomes will not affect the reality at all.

On the other hand, if the character firmly grasps a certain element, no matter how reasonable it is, no matter how many people in the world recognize it, it has nothing to do with reality. It seems that no matter how the characters are, they can't touch the reality. However, this does not mean that the character can grasp some self-definition and touch the real at the same time.

It's true that a character can do anything, because the character itself is false, and it's not the character who touches the real in the end. Because there is no real state where there is no character, there is no state where the character exists.

Since the characters themselves are fake, what is the talk of touching the truth?

Yuan Changwen found that he was stuck here again. Because there is no real thing to touch at all, or in other words, it must not be the character who touches the real in the end. Then I just kill, this is a key point, I don't know if I can touch the truth after killing.

Although the teacher said that slashing is to touch the truth through elimination, because the truth must exist, and when I kill those who are not real but are defined by me as real, there is naturally only the truth left.

But my focus should not be on reality. Because once it is placed on top of reality, it is inevitable to encounter this contradiction, how can the character touch the real if the character is not real?

Therefore, the slash is the slashing of falsehood. As for the outcome, that's nothing more than a beautiful prospect. Although the teacher said that I could touch the truth through elimination, in fact, I could only say maybe, even if I did kill like this and finally touch the truth, I could only say maybe.

Because, I don't know if the person I used to kill is real.

The world is not real, and I want to kill myself but I can't.

Yuan Changwen fell into the lake quietly, as if he had been thinking about it for a long time, and it seemed that the lake around him was gradually becoming much warmer because of his body temperature.

Suicide would have solved everything, but it was too easy, and I was still in the control of the character. In the end, this battle is still the victory of the characters, and I just cheated to win. Because my essence is true, "I exist", that awareness is real.

Therefore, the role must be false and must not exist. But I can't see that it doesn't exist, and what I see is false. This feeling is too uncomfortable, I know that there is reality, I know that the character is false, but I can't see the truth.

It's like I knew it was a dream, but I couldn't wake up. It's uncomfortable, it's. My mind doesn't belong to me, it's just the element of the picture that I perceive. But I'm being pulled by these things, and I'm wandering in my dreams.

The character hasn't died yet, the rest is just the character's delaying tactics. No matter how noble the cause, no matter how easy the way of life, I am not done, I am not done.

That ease was also an obstacle to making me give up. Those thrilling feelings, those entertainments, those smiles, yes, if there is no killing, these are all ways of life to be proud of, all relaxed without fear distraction.

Unfortunately, in the face of reality, these things are obstacles. When I was content with an easy life, when I was immersed in the world of leisure, I had stopped moving forward.

That's right, these things may be the real way of life, and maybe the reason why life exists is to be presumptuous and leisurely. However, untrue is untrue, and any other explanation is whitewashing.

Yuan Changwen looked at his hands, this is not my hand. ()

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