It seems like there's always been a saying not to think too far ahead.

For example, if I start thinking about what life will be like in 20 years, or making plans and plans for life in 20 years, I will be called, "You are thinking too far." ”

However, if it is only a five-year plan, a ten-year plan, it seems to be considered feasible, upward, and forward-looking.

It seems that the next five years will be controllable, and the next 20 years will be too variable. Even, if someone thinks about life in 50 years, it will most likely be taken as a joke.

Perhaps, maybe those who are erudite can really predict the future.

Yuan Changwen didn't want to think about this question at all, the waste problem, the fear of cross-dressing.

That awareness is everything, but I can't stand in that position of awareness, all is just my own imagination. In other words, all of them are just pictorial elements that are perceived at the moment.

It's real, but I can't touch it.

Because I am the character of Yuan Changwen, I am fake, I don't exist at all!

How do I describe the state of "no role existing" in a world of binary opposition? Imagination is limited after all, and almost any imagination is built on binary opposition, on character.

Even if there is nothing, there is space. So, what the real is, no one knows.

Cool point is fear, through the fantasy of cool point, it seems that he has won inadvertently. Whether it's through a slap in the face or fantasizing about one's own victory in various conflicts, these are fearful drag shows.

And when I keep fantasizing about being cool, I am already recognizing the existence of the character. The whole universe is hostile, and I constantly fantasize about conflict, and then I win in the midst of it. In this way, the deepest part is constantly recognizing the character.

Yuan Changwen was very helpless, it seemed that no matter what he did, he was recognizing the role. It looks like I've killed so many chapters, but I always feel like I'm not getting into the business at all. Or rather, it doesn't seem to have split the character's shield yet.

I often fall into the fantasy of being cool, thinking that I am free from fear, but I don't know that the fear of being put on makeup is easy to play. Why win, why make the character plump, why make the character happy?

The cool point is fear!

Look at each cool point, what will happen if it is reversed? Every time I have a cool point fantasy, I am the one who loses, will I continue to fantasize?

Although the character's actions are not important, they are built after the slash is completed. Or, since the words and deeds of the characters are not important, then they are not important. It doesn't matter if you can't do good deeds, it's not important to do bad things, and it doesn't matter what role you say or do.

Yuan Changwen felt a burst of nausea, and those cool spots were like dog shit attached to the soul, constantly emitting a foul smell. That's right, if you are born again, then it will be a great advantage.

But at this moment, Yuan Changwen is not willing to be reborn at all, every bit of his life seems to be perfect now, and there is nothing that needs to be changed.

It's good to be born again? What if you are born again and again? Every time you are born to the age of eighteen, and then ten years later you are born again to the age of eighteen. This endless rebirth may lead you to experience a completely different life, but what about after that?

The essence of cool points is fear, even after makeup, it can't stand scrutiny.

If you think about it, you can see that those moments of panic were full of magic. For example, I don't have a job, but because of this, I can buy the used car I want. And this used car is better than any used car I find.

Remembering the saying of going with the current and going against the current, it seems that going with the current is better, and going against the current is bad. But in fact, there is no such thing as going against the current and going with the current, because my actions are predestined, and there will always be only this kind of flow.

And the so-called downstream and counter-current are just an illusion, and there is no scene called downstream or counter-current. If there is, it's just a matter of your own mentality. But on the other hand, when you realize that there is no such thing as going with the current and going against the current, you don't need to look for anything to go with the flow and go against the current.

At this time, he is already in the so-called downstream state.

It's that inexplicable.

Trying to find the downstream, trying to avoid the countercurrent, it's not going anywhere at all. When you don't even care about going with the current and going against the current, you will gradually enter a state of going with the current.

In fact, it's also a kind of slashing. When I didn't even believe in going with the flow, I had actually killed a lot of distortions in my brain. When I think about it, when the distortion in my head fills my vision, I will definitely believe in the distortion in my head, and I will definitely want to try to control my life, make trade-offs, and so on.

When you feel this unreality deeply, it is also the beginning of the distortion in your mind. It's an unreal world, and naturally I don't need to take it seriously. Since I am not serious, then those baseless affirmations in my mind will naturally not be able to continue to manipulate me recklessly.

The so-called counter-current is actually a downstream, because there is only one possibility to occur. The various emotions that arise from those countercurrents are also destined to arise. Just like the anxieties of the characters in the movie, these are all predestined. It's just that the character knows this.

On a certain level, it is indeed easy to distinguish between downstream and countercurrent, and everyone can see at a glance whether they are going with or against the current. The ease of blending, the exaggerated luck, the wonder of everything that seemed to be in place, just waiting for my nod.

Also like in the movies, although everything is predestined, we can tell who is in good luck and those who are in bad luck. But at the highest level, what is good luck and what bad luck is all predestined.

In other words, they are just the elements of the picture that are perceived at the moment.

There is no right or wrong, there is no going with the flow, and any distinction is just a distortion in the mind. Even this distinction itself is only a pictorial element that is perceived at the moment.

Yuan Changwen felt that there were two voices in his head, one was saying, "How can there be no right and wrong, how can there be no distinction", while the other was saying, "Obviously, these are just wishful thinking, and they are just the elements of the picture that are perceived at the moment." ”

It seems that the slash is amplifying another voice. Even though it sounded like a jerk, the content was devastating. But I knew that the bastard's voice was telling the truth, and that awareness was everything. Everything else is just an emotional monster.

From the means of fear of the bewitching woman, from the strong emotional collision, these are all tricks that make me unable to see the truth. In other words, it makes me think that falsehood is true, and makes me deny that it is untrue.

Yes, I can't see the truth. I am the character of Yuan Changwen, how can I see the truth.

But now the problem is that I can't see the falsehoods that I take as true. ()

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