No problem, I don't have a problem.

Damn, that's the biggest problem!

I haven't done it, so there should still be problems. Now I don't see the problem, which means that the character has diverted my attention and made me unable to see the problem.

How could there be no problem!

My identity is false, and the voices in my head are also false, why is there no problem? Am I still weakly compromised? Am I relenting? Am I begging the characters to play with me?

I'm being distracted! Sadly, I don't even know where the distraction is. I feel like I'm on the real path, but I know I don't, but I can't see why I didn't take the first step.

I am still afraid, I am afraid that I will lose the future. In fact, it's not about losing the future, it's about losing the future of being worshipped. I always say, "I don't care what other people think, as long as I live well", but in my heart I still look forward to returning like a hero.

With an unprecedented realm of cultivation, with a height that surpasses all the ancients, he proudly returns to the empire.

Bah!

How could I be so cowardly? How could I be so pathetic? How long would it take for me to wake up after being played with by the characters?

Maybe I will never wake up, I thought that many elderly people would suddenly become enlightened or dashing when they faced death. But in fact, many elderly people still cling to what they have and are reluctant to let go.

Will I be like this when I'm old? Will I be like this with no growth at all, just wrinkled skin and old age? Will I live to be old?

Yuan Changwen stood by the windowsill and couldn't help shedding tears, not sad, but pity for himself.

What is really true?

Can someone save me? I feel like I'm sinking, can I continue to kill?

Yuan Changwen grabbed the windowsill with both hands, and his toes were also straining, like riding a roller coaster. The whole person fell into endless sorrow, and tears fell on the windowsill one by one, like blooming evening primrose.

Is that all? Am I no longer able to move forward? Is my life coming to an end?

A person who is full of killing emotions and is actually played with by the character. Is that how my life sums up?

Those great feats are children's tricks compared to killing characters. Maybe society needs it, maybe empire needs it, maybe it will win praise for thousands of years. But it's none of my business!

I'm just going to kill the characters, and if one year is not enough, ten years. It's a pity, can I do it? How many times have I said this kind of words, and I am still in the palm of my hand. In this life, is it possible for me to end the killing?

I don't know, not at all. Of course, I hope that I can end it as soon as possible, but hope is a guess, and keeping hope means keeping self-definition.

What else is there to do? Career, income, family, these are all false self-definitions, all distorted views of the world. In order for society to consolidate and empires to expand, then people must be firmly controlled by these false self-definitions.

It can be non-mainstream, but the most basic humanity cannot be lost. Even the most vicious people will always have a good side. But no matter what, they are all played with by the characters, and they are all manipulated by the false self-definition in the head.

Is this something to be discussed? Can it be discussed?

"Hey, think so much, it's not about eating, it's not about making money. ”

"If you have this leisure, you might as well go to the movies and play a game, even if you come to the game, it's more comfortable than thinking about these things. ”

If you meet people in the same way, there is nothing to discuss, do you compare each other's progress?

Sharing, it will hinder your own progress.

I'm not done, that's the truth, so to move forward, any other move is an obstacle. This is killing, not learning, what I have to do is to let go of what I have learned.

All perceptions are an obstacle. Because all opinions come from a narrow and limited mind, how can opinions derived from life experience not be distorted? let alone use these things to guide life, oh my God!

Is this how I live? I am guided by all kinds of values, as if the values I have are incomparably correct, and they are the only guide to life.

These artificially set values, these fear-driven values, and I'm living by these bullshit things? Isn't that a distortion?

Different societies have different values, and even on the same administrative star of the empire, there will still be different value systems, and sometimes there will even be certain conflicts. This kind of artificially set values is nothing more than for the sake of the solidity of the political system, what is there to abide by? What is there that cannot be put down?

I thought it was my own values, but I was actually instilled by others. Now I know this, but I still can't get out of the character's control.

Or rather, I myself don't want to get rid of it.

Trash!shit!cowards!

It's to describe me, in the face of my own enemies, in the face of the characters who have played with me for so many years, I just don't dare to kill, and I just don't want to throw away my existing life. I know it's scary, because it's not just about changing your life environment, it's about not seeing yourself as a human being.

Hehe, maybe I really need to do something about it. For example, cut off one or two pieces of meat a day. As long as you don't get rid of the character, then cut off one or two pieces of meat from yourself every day. In that case, how much time do you have to be distracted? How much time do you have to fantasize about the so-called cool point?

Ha, it's the same as embracing death. Because death can't be seen after all, if I don't think of her for a long time, I will forget that she has always been by my side. And cutting off one or two pieces of meat every day is very obvious, and the effect is visible.

O coward, I know this method works, but I don't dare to use it, and it seems that I need to reassess the importance of slashing.

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"Hehe, I have to say that it is almost the most perfect enjoyment to appreciate the development of food civilization while eating. The development of each ingredient civilization is comparable to a collection of stories made in luxury. No matter what the emotional story, we can find it in the food civilization. ”

"That wild human ingredient has taken a shot and dealt with the same kind. Hee-hee, but the second part of the plan is about to begin. After all, that wild human ingredient has a force beyond its kind, and his mobile tools staying in outer space are not comparable to the human ingredients of my breeding planet. ”

"If humans find out about the existence of our foodies from the clues, then it is easy to share the same hatred. Just as we were eating, the human ingredients that were killed didn't have to be wasted. Hehe, such an obvious supernatural event, how could it not be discovered when human ingredients are so smart?"

"Alas, I've been enjoying the works of the master chef every day during this time, what am I going to do in the future?!"