After being slapped by Xiao Ting, Xiao Nan gradually woke up from the initial shock, her eyes changed from surprise to anger, and from anger to sadness. In fact, this hit didn't hurt, because Xiao Ting was not willing to use force at all, even if she wanted to use force, she didn't have much strength, this gentle slap seemed to hit her face, but it actually hurt in Xiao Nan's heart.

Xiao Nan and Xiao Ting have known each other since they met until today, and occasionally when they get angry, they will quarrel at most, and they have never done anything to do it, Xiao Nan feels extremely aggrieved, she almost exhausted all her willpower, and she barely controlled the strong urge to burst into her eyes, nodded lightly to Xiao Ting and laughed miserably: "You played well, you played well......

When Xiao Ting saw Xiao Nan's miserable and smiling expression, she only felt distressed and regretful, and stretched out her trembling hand to gently caress Xiao Nan's cheek. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry! I hurt you?"

"Hmph...... What does it matter, it's just a small slap ......" Xiao Nan sneered and twisted his face to the side, and gently blocked Xiao Ting's hand with his hand. "Don't worry, I don't feel any pain anymore, because my heart is broken and it will never hurt again......"

Xiao Ting was stunned, and regretted it even more, she tried to hug Xiao Nan, but was gently avoided by Xiao Nan. Xiao Nan said coldly: "Okay, stop playing this game of slapping and giving a jelly bean, we are not children, and it is not interesting to make trouble any longer, if you have nothing to do, please go home, I am tired, I want to stay alone for a while......"

"Xiao Nan ......"

Xiao Nan sighed softly, turned around and wanted to go back to the bedroom, but Xiao Ting pounced on her, stretched out her arm and hugged Xiao Nan's shoulder tightly from behind. Xiao Nan only felt a soft and warm body clinging to her back, and she could clearly feel Xiao Ting's body trembling when she sobbed.

Xiao Nan closed his eyes painfully, shook his head lightly and sighed and said: "Xiao Ting, why do you have to do this? Now that you have made a decision, don't regret it, I have been in contact with Xia Longfei for a morning, he gives me a good feeling, and his family background is also quite deep, if you are with him, ......"

Xiao Ting's body trembled, she wiped the tears from her eyes with Xiao Nan's shoulder, and said softly, but firmly: "I have officially rejected him, Xia Longfei said that he will never come to me again......"

Xiao Nan was taken aback. "You...... Why did you do this, didn't you arrange for me to talk to him in the first place, just to ......"

"I already told you that it wasn't what I wanted at all!" Xiao Ting grabbed Xiao Nan's shoulders with both hands, put her forehead against the back of Xiao Nan's head, and said in a very serious tone: "I don't like Xia Longfei at all!

"But...... I'm even more confused when you say this, since you don't like Xia Longfei, then why are you ......"

Without waiting for Xiao Nan to finish speaking, Xiao Ting pulled Xiao Nan's shoulder hard to ask her to turn around, Xiao Nan symbolically struggled with her shoulder, and turned around obediently, and in front of her was Xiao Ting's tear-stained face.

"I just...... I just want you to give me a clear answer, I want to know whether you still love me, whether you still want me, whether you still want to be with me! I let you contact Xia Longfei just to force you to show your attitude to me, I originally thought that you would be very angry and drive Xia Longfei away, but I never thought that you would give me to him! Cheng Xiaonan, I am a living person, I will think, I am not something that can be transferred!"

Listening to Xiao Ting's words, Xiao Nan felt that her heart was pumping, it turned out to be like this, but ......, "Okay, even if I misunderstood, but Xiao Ting...... Why are you doing this, I've become a ...... Doesn't that say anything about my heart? I ...... I feel like I can't keep up with you at all......"

Xiao Ting took Xiao Nan's hand to wipe away the cool tears on her face, then pressed Xiao Nan's hand on her face and rubbed it gently, looking at Xiao Nan's eyes with sad eyes, and said faintly: "Maybe you have forgotten, but I still remember all the time, the night we just came back from Baoquan Mountain, we lit candles and drank red wine, you drank a little too much at that time, you told me to give me freedom, let me go to find a new sky......"

Xiao Nan's hand held in Xiao Ting's soft palm trembled involuntarily, and she asked Xiao Ting in surprise: "I...... Did you really say that? But ...... Didn't you tell me the next morning that I was drunk and fell asleep before I could say anything?

Xiao Ting's eyebrows frowned slightly, and suddenly grabbed Xiao Nan's hand and bit it, Xiao Nan was in pain, and she couldn't bear to retract her hand, and it took a long time for Xiao Ting to slowly let go of her teeth, and then saw that Xiao Nan's back of her hand was bitten out of a row of red tooth marks.

"You bastard Cheng Xiaonan! You didn't fall asleep immediately that day, you nagged and said a lot of things to me, why two girls can't be together, what parents will definitely desperately oppose, what give me freedom to find a new sky...... You all said these bastard words to me!"

"What, there's ...... Is there such a thing?" Xiao Nan was stunned for a moment. She still couldn't figure out what had happened that night, and she couldn't remember many of the details.

"Do you dare not admit it after you have said it? Which soul faintly told me, when I find a new lover to marry, you will be my bridesmaid?" Xiao Ting grabbed Xiao Nan's hand in anger and wanted to bite it again, Xiao Nan quickly broke free of her hand, Xiao Ting saw that she couldn't grasp Xiao Nan's hand, so she was so angry that she picked up her little fist and pounded it indiscriminately on Xiao Nan's shoulder and chest.

"After you finished speaking, you just cared about yourself and fell on the table, leaving me alone sad and sad, I couldn't sleep, I don't know how I survived that night! I wanted to say a few words to you, but you slept like a dead pig, and you couldn't wake up no matter how you shake it......" Xiao Ting slapped Xiao Nan's shoulder while dragging her crying and told her: " I've been scared for so long, and I finally found you again, and you actually told me that two girls will not have a future together, they will be treated as lesbians, and they will be discriminated against by society...... After all, don't you just don't want me anymore and want to break up with me!

When Xiao Nan heard this, he finally understood that the things he dreamed about that day were not all dreams, it turned out that he was drunk at that time, and he said all the words that he had been thinking about for a long time to Xiao Ting.

"So...... You want to use Xia Longfei's matter to force me to show my attitude to you?" Xiao Nan asked a little puzzled. "But didn't you already hear what I said that night, and if you were dissatisfied with anything, why didn't you confront me the next day?"

"I ...... It's not like I'm a bit of a fluke, I hope you'll talk to me when you're drunk and confused. How dare I ask you a second time, if you want to tell me the same thing again, I will have to be sad and sad again, and I won't be enough to suffer the same sin again?" Xiao Ting said as she spoke, tears overflowed her eyes again, and crystal tears slowly slid down Xiao Ting's cheeks and onto her pointed chin.

"But this thing is like a fishbone stuck in my throat, and every night when I think of what you said to me when you were drunk, I am so sad that I always feel that sooner or later you will leave me alone. A few times I wanted you to make it clear whether you were drunk and or if you really thought so, but I was afraid that you would really ...... Just at this time, Xia Longfei appeared, I remembered what you said that night, if I get married, you will be my bridesmaid, so I want to take the opportunity to test your attitude, I have always imagined that no matter how you are, you will not bear to let your girlfriend be taken away by another man, and you will definitely drive away the guy who chased me for me, but I never thought that you would agree to Xia Longfei dating me and push your girlfriend into the arms of other men with your own hands!"

Xiao Ting finished her words angrily, turned her back to Xiao Nan, covered her face with her hands and cried. Xiao Nan looked at Xiao Ting's gently shrugging shoulders from behind, and for a moment her thoughts turned a thousand times, blaming herself for never considering Xiao Ting's feelings, and feeling guilty that she had given Xiao Ting to Xia Longfei like a thing, but when she thought that she had transformed into a girl's body, and thought of the slim future of herself and Xiao Ting, she felt that what she had done was not completely unreasonable...... For a while, she didn't know how to comfort the sad Xiaoting, so she had to stretch out her arm to wrap around Xiaoting's slender waist from behind, and hold her in her arms with tenderness.

Xiao Ting struggled a few times, and Xiao Nan added a little strength to her hand and hugged her tightly.

"Don't you want me, didn't you let me be someone else's girlfriend, so what are you still holding me for?" Xiao Ting twisted her body slightly, complaining about Xiao Nan in her mouth, but there was a bit of coquettishness in her tone. "You bleak soul, coward, didn't you say that two girls have no future together, didn't you say that lesbians will be discriminated against by society? Since you think so, then why do you want to hold me! I'm not a lesbian, you're so disgusting, let me go quickly!"

Xiao Nan suddenly let go of her hand as if she had been electrocuted, and looked at Xiao Ting with blank eyes, her expression quite sad. Xiao Ting also noticed that the atmosphere behind her was wrong, and she hurriedly turned around without worrying about Xiao Nan's anger, and when she saw Xiao Nan's expression, her heart softened suddenly, and she regretted that she had just said too much.

"Xiao Nan...... What I just said was all angry, don't take it seriously......"

Xiao Nan's empty eyes stared at Xiao Ting blankly for a long time. Although what Xiao Ting said just now was angry, these are also things that Xiao Nan has been measuring repeatedly, if it wasn't for careful consideration, how could she easily make the decision to let Xiao Ting leave her? Xiaoting is going to find a boyfriend to marry after all, and she can't bring her the happy life of a normal person expected by a normal girl, in this case, since she has made up her mind at all costs and made a statement to Xia Longfei, if her current position is shaken, then everything she has done before and the pain she has endured will all be wiped out in an instant, and the future of herself and Xiaoting is still a chaotic darkness......

"Xiaoting, in fact, I have really thought about it carefully, I have become like this now, some time ago, I even had that ...... I don't know if you can relate to it. I am indeed no longer Cheng Xiaonan of the past, this is a fact that cannot be changed whether I want it or not, Xiaoting, I have nothing to give you now except my own life, and you are a normal girl, you have a pair of normal parents, they all expect you to have a happy life, this is what I can't give you, that's why I want to ......"

Without waiting for Xiao Nan to finish speaking, Xiao Ting quickly stretched out a soft little hand and blocked Xiao Nan's mouth to prevent her from saying the rest of the words, as if she was afraid that the weight of one hand would not be enough, and with the addition of the other hand, the two hands blocked Xiao Nan's mouth.

"Don't say any more...... I know everything about what you're thinking, and I know your heart! But have you ever thought about it from my point of view? My boyfriend has lost his identity and pride as a man in order to save me, how cold-blooded and calm I have to be, so that I can leave you and find another boyfriend to marry without any psychological burden? I even want you to be my bridesmaid, what are you and me? Only a freak who was born without feelings can do such a thing! Listen to Cheng Xiaonan, no matter what you become, whether it's a beautiful little girl or an ugly old man, I Qiao Yuting only has you in my heart, and I can't let go of the second man anymore, I will never leave you, and I will never allow you to leave me alone and run away so selfishly!"

After Xiao Ting finished speaking, she grabbed Xiao Nan's back with her hand and pulled her into her arms, and the two hugged each other tightly. Xiao Nan and Xiao Ting both obviously felt that each other's soft breasts were tightly attached to them, Xiao Nan blushed and tried to gently push Xiao Ting away, but Xiao Ting grabbed her clothes and didn't let go.

"But Xiao Ting, have you ever thought that the two of us ......" Xiao Nan still wanted to say something, but Xiao Ting tightly sealed Xiao Nan's mouth with her soft lips, so that she couldn't say anything later, and the two hugged each other tightly like this, kissing deeply and forgetfully.

At this moment, it seems that the whole world does not exist, two girls who kiss passionately, and have even forgotten that it is the soft and delicate body of the girl who hugs each other closely, and there are only two souls that love each other burning and trying to merge together, one soul belongs to a twenty-one-year-old girl, and the other soul belongs to a twenty-three-year-old boy.

After a long time, the minds of the two gradually returned to the physical shell. The soft and delicate four-petaled lips reluctantly parted, and the two pairs of equally clear and beautiful eyes stared at each other, relatively speechless.

After a long time, Xiao Nan was the first to return to reality. She gently hugged Xiaoting's shoulders, her eyes full of sorrow. "Xiaoting, actually, I have always wanted to say to you, I love you...... It's just that I'm ...... now Xiaoting, I am willing to die for you, but I don't want you to bear all kinds of discriminatory eyes in society, the two of us are together, it is ...... for you"

"Don't say it again, I know everything......" Xiao Ting stretched out a slender white finger and gently blocked Xiao Nan's lips. "I'm not a lesbian, and you're definitely not, but what does it matter? I just love you, Cheng Xiaonan, Cheng Xiaonan, who took me to chase the speed of the wind and gave me a second life, it has nothing to do with whether you are a man or a woman, the purest love between us has nothing to do with the flesh we have......

"But Xiaoting, your parents won't tolerate you being with me, they hope that you can have a happy life that a normal girl should have, and even hope that you can continue the bloodline of the family, the old people think so......" Xiao Nan said to Xiao Ting very seriously, "Xiao Ting, I understand your personality, you will not use extreme means to disobey your parents' orders, so ......"

"I didn't say I didn't plan to get married, if my parents had to force me to marry, I think I would satisfy their ...... sooner or later" Xiaoting said faintly: "But so what, my heart only belongs to you, I once loved, and I have no regrets in this life." With you, there is no room for a second person in my heart, such as Xia Longfei...... Even if I marry, I'll be just a husk of a walking corpse. ”

"Xiao Ting, why are you so stupid!" Xiao Nan listened to Xiao Ting's words, and was moved and heartbroken. "Isn't it good to give up on me and live the life of a normal girl?"

"There's nothing bad about it, I don't reject the life of a normal girl, but who made me fall in love with you, I owe you an emotional debt, and I can't pay it off in this life and this life. Xiaoting shook her head with a wry smile, and said, "If you want me to give up on you willingly, unless you ......"

"Unless what?"

"Unless you're willing to find a man to marry you......"

(End of Paper 4)