Chapter 853: The First Step 253
Yuan Changwen didn't know what was going on, he was a little happy, even if he was falling into the lake, even if he would die soon, he still couldn't stop this little happiness.
"Play now, there will be a time when you cry in the future!"
"What do you have to be happy about, if you don't work hard and don't endure hardship, what will you do in the future?"
What the hell is this kind of discourse?
Yuan Changwen knows that this is the cross-dressing performance of fear, fear disguises as inspiration, disguises as motivation, and then constantly deceives himself. In the past, Yuan Changwen would also be puzzled, that is, he lost the discomfort, but he had not finished it, it seemed that this was a very bad state.
In other words, when there is no discomfort, it is normal, or it is more relaxed, Yuan Changwen directly denied this state. In other words, it is not good to directly think that the state of "not being uncomfortable" is not good, because I have not finished it yet, because the teacher said that the killing is a hellish and painful path.
So, I TM just believed.
Why should I deny my little happiness at the moment? Why do I have to be uncomfortable?
It's as if I have nothing at the moment and shouldn't be happy at all. It seems that I haven't made it yet, so I don't deserve to be happy. It seems that I should work hard to succeed, I should work hard, I should endure hardships, I should roll in adversity, anyway, I just can't be easy.
This kind of small happiness is easy for people to sit still, look around aimlessly, but feel comfortable. Even in the busy train station, even among the anxious passengers, they are still wrapped in the faint happiness in their hearts.
There's no need to travel, there's no need to be alone in the mountains, it's not the only way to bring some kind of complacent. There are emotions first, and then there is a state of mind, so it doesn't matter where you go.
Of course, there are some places that are really bad, such as two people arguing. No one wants to stay in this environment for a long time. It's not bad in the mountains, but it's good, it's good after my emotions come first.
As in the past, it was as if you could be happy when you went to the mountains, and it was as if you were feeling calm when you left the hustle and bustle of the city. Well, this is only the transience of nature's uncommon shocks. It didn't work, it wasn't long before I even came back, and the twist in my head took over the high ground again.
Hiding in the mountains to practice seems to have always thought that it is a misunderstanding, as if you must be in a pure place to make a breakthrough and make progress. But isn't this the best place to be?
Staying at home alone and slowly killing is also a pure place. Even if you have parents at home, or share a house with someone else, then you can find a house to live in by yourself.
Do you feel afraid of wasting money, or do you feel unnecessary?
A person who can't stand falsehood, a person who is tormented to know what is true, will not care about this. If you are not this kind of person, then there is nothing to discuss at all.
If there is not even a rent for one person, then it can only be ...... Actually, it doesn't mean anything, maybe there are really officials who are struggling to eat and eat every day, although I don't believe in this very much, but who knows?
The time has not come, and I have always felt that this sentence is a very nonsense word. When? What timing? How to tell if the time has not come? Why does the person always laugh and say nothing when he wants more explanation? Is there no way to explain it at all? Or is it just a kind of nonsense, just for the needs of the plot?
But now that I think about it, there really hasn't been such a time. But this "time has not come" is not like Zhuge Liang's "time has not come", if Zhuge Liang is wise and close to the demon, then the so-called "time has not come" is just an intellectual speculation.
No matter how much knowledge, no matter how much cognition, even if the analysis of human nature has reached its peak, it is always just a choice and trade-off on a limitation. In the same way, it is only about believing in the distortions in the mind to act.
This kind of "time has not yet come" can be said, and it is possible to completely list the analytical ideas in an orderly manner, and use this to convince others or convince yourself.
And the other kind of "time has not come" is a little subtle. Always laughing and not saying a word, because there is no way to explain it, because it is not judged by the distortion in the head at all. Rather, rely on the heartbeat.
I didn't feel the excitement, so it was "the time has not come", even if a discerning person can see at a glance, this is the best moment to act. However, I didn't feel the excitement, and the twist in my head was a piece of shit, so it was "the time has not come".
But how can we explain this state of affairs? How can we make others abandon the so-called common sense, throw away the obvious situation, and believe what hellish excitement? Therefore, we can only explain it without explaining it.
Yuan Changwen was very self-deprecating, because he found more and more that he didn't seem to know what the hell it was. Whether it is logical or emotional, the former self seems to be messy. Even now, I can't understand what I used to be.
Of course, I don't know about myself at the moment. The only luck is that I don't have to know. This world is unreal, and the character of Yuan Changwen is also unreal, so everything is over.
As for why it is not real, where is it not real, and how the character of Yuan Changwen was constructed, what is the matter with those choices based on fear, and what the hell is in the mind of the character of Yuan Changwen...... There is no need to know, the unreal does not exist, and this so-called sorting is nothing more than an evasion of killing.
Naturally, it is not the same state. If you don't believe in the distortion in your head, you naturally don't believe in "I have to have this thing", "This has to happen this way", "You can't do this to me" and so on.
Give yourself to the "fate" and let things unfold slowly on their own, rather than manipulating them through the twists in your head. Can you just do everything "with fate"?
Yuan Changwen found that the prerequisite is "not afraid of life", only after not being afraid of life, can you hand yourself over, and you can let things unfold slowly. Naturally, this rotten word, with non-action, Tao, let go, etc., everyone is trying to explain what these words mean.
As everyone knows, once you reach a certain realm, once you are not afraid of life, the meaning of these words itself will come out. Because these are not words that some people have to create by sitting in an office and trying to create them.
If the legendary characters were real, then these words were merely invented to describe their state. But the words don't describe it all, maybe they just chose an important aspect, or maybe they just barely expressed the state of the records of later generations.
The key is not to be afraid of life. ()
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