Chapter 14: The End of the World
Helpless people, always very sensitive, as soon as there is any wind and grass, I will be frightened, for fear that something bad will happen to me, and tonight, obviously not only the wind and grass are so simple, it feels as if there is a big storm coming, a bad premonition is coming strongly, my heart is mentioned in my throat, nervous sweat.
I lowered my head slightly, walked a few steps into the bedroom, just came in, I actually saw that my cabinet was opened, this feeling is like my pants being lying on the ground in public, I immediately felt a fire in my heart, don't think about it, it must be the group of people inside who searched my cabinet, they are a naked invasion of privacy, even if I am a small person, at least I should have my own privacy, so I don't care who the other party is, I asked directly very unhappily: "Who opened my cabinet?"
I was angry, but they didn't feel a little guilty, they only looked at me with disdain and disdain, and one of them, who looked like a security chief, pointed to the wardrobe and said sharply: "Come and see for yourself!"
At this time, the bad premonition was even stronger, and I walked over with a little trepidation, and looked into my cabinet, and at this look, my whole soul instantly broke off.
When? When did I have so much extra money and a mobile phone in my locked private cabinet, and the worst thing is that there are still a lot of women's underwear in it, which seems to have been worn by others.
I was stunned, and the roommate standing next to me was saying that the money and mobile phone belonged to him, and the security chief standing on the other side of me suddenly handed me a student ID and asked if it was mine, I reflexively touched my pocket, and then looked at the student ID card in the section chief's hand, and then nodded mechanically.
Before I could react to what was going on, I was taken out of the dormitory by the security department and the student council, and this time, some of the onlookers outside the dormitory not only gave me strange looks, but also whispered, perverted, thief.
It wasn't until I was taken to the security department that I finally realized why I had become a pervert in other people's mouths.
It turned out that tonight, in one of the most remote teaching buildings on campus, something big happened.
The teaching building is surrounded by trees and flowers, and the location is very secluded, it is a holy place for self-study, and many people go there every day to study on their own, and tonight is no exception, and the incident happened in the women's toilet on the first floor of the teaching building.
This kind of toilet is relatively simple, push the door from the outside to enter, there is a row of cubicles on the left, a pool with a faucet on the right, and directly opposite the door is a wall with a window that is not particularly high, and the window is outside the bush.
At that time, there were only two girls in the toilet, they were on the tuba between the two cubicles, and the other three girls were pushing the door into the toilet from the outside corridor, the incident happened at the moment when they pushed the door, the three girls just opened the door and saw that a man was squatting and looking in from the gap under the door between the cubicles, and the three people were so frightened that they immediately screamed.
The voyeur hurriedly climbed up the window and fled, and by the time someone else in the school building heard the commotion and rushed to him, he had already fled without a trace.
The voyeur was tightly wrapped, and the three girls didn't see his front clearly, but when they chased him to the window, they saw his back running away, and they were very sure that the voyeur who limped away was a cripple, and most importantly, the man fell off his body while climbing the window, and this thing was, my student ID.
As soon as the security department received the report, he immediately went to my dormitory to investigate with my student ID, and my roommate took this opportunity to tell the people in the security department about his loss of money and mobile phone two days ago, and I also knew about it early in the morning, but I never caught the thief, although the roommate suspected that it was done by the same dormitory person, but there was no evidence, and he was not easy to say.
But this time, the security department came to my dormitory, and the other two roommates immediately took the initiative to explain that they were not the ones who did it, and they were willing to open the cabinet to cooperate with the inspection, of course, they cleared it, and in the end, the only suspect was me, a poor ghost who sneaked around and rarely spoke every day.
Combined with the recent series of bad incidents, coupled with the fact that I, the suspect, did not show up tonight, the security officers simply took the initiative to search my cabinet without my consent.
The evidence was conclusive, and I couldn't argue with it, and the people in the security department asked me to tell who I was with tonight, and if anyone testified to me, that I didn't go to the toilet to peep.
I said that I was alone by the river and watched the moon, and the ghosts didn't believe me, and I said that the things in the cupboard were put in by someone else, and the ghosts wouldn't believe me. I said that I am not a person who does such a thing, but no one who knows me says that I have always been a fair and honest person, and I am a lonely, silent, cowardly and poor worm in their eyes.
At this moment, no matter how stupid I am, I understand that this is a well-planned conspiracy, a frame-up of people who can do such a shady thing and implement the plan without leakage, except for Luan Yu, who else will there be. I am stupid and naïve to believe that he is also a good person, I am determined not to disturb them from now on, and I also bless him and Xiaoyue, but I didn't expect that villain has been secretly planning behind my back, and has always hated me, he clearly promised Xiaoyue not to move me, but secretly did something more humiliating than beating people.
I originally thought that silence would be exchanged for my pure life, I originally thought that if I escaped, people would not think you were an eyesore, but in the end, my personality and this way of life, in exchange for everyone's ignorance of me, at such a moment, no one believed me, the evidence proved that I was a pervert, a thief, and everyone believed that I was a perverted nymphomaniac, and in the end, no one was on my side to help me say half a word.
All the grievances and all the pain, I can only bear it alone, I was just a cripple, but now I have become a pervert, an ugly disability in my heart.
The school attaches great importance to this kind of perverted behavior that seriously affects my reputation, some people suggested expelling me, and everyone was given a clean school, and some leaders said that I was pitiful for no reason and that it was not easy for me to go to school alone, so I was given another chance, and in the end, the school still decided to give me a major demerit, stay on probation, and also criticize me.
Since then, I have become a celebrity in this school, everyone knows the existence of me, a perverted cripple, everyone knows that my name is Ge Tian, everyone knows what I look like like a lewd person, and the person that everyone scorns the most is me. Even in the school forums and post bars, all of them are discussing my topics, even the fact that my parents are in prison and my brother is a fool have been picked up, and some people speculate that my leg may have been broken when stealing.
Whenever there is dirty and smelly water, people start to habitually splash it on me, and I have become synonymous with perverted obscenity.
I shouted injustice, but there was no way, I defended, no one believed it, I looked for Luan Yu's theory, but all I got was the criticism of onlookers, saying that I was psychologically distorted and slandered others. Luan Yu and his partners pretended to be very innocent and wronged in front of people in order to do enough tricks, but behind them, they looked at me with pride, mockery and contempt. I have a hundred mouths, and I can't tell my grievances, I want to find evidence to clear my innocence, but one person's strength is so thin, I can't find any loopholes, Luan Yu made this frame too seamless.
I limped to any place where there were people, and I was pointed at by others, and the contemptuous and hateful gaze could shoot through my weak body, and sometimes I accidentally touched a girl's eyes, in exchange for her yelling: "Look at you paralyzed, go home to see your mother!" After that, I didn't even dare to look at others, and I always kept my head down when I walked.
Not only the students, but even the aunt who eats in the cafeteria sees me scolding and scolding me and deliberately gives me less food, I can't eat enough, I can't sleep well, and every day I suffer from those contemptuous eyes and ugly voices, almost all the girls in the school hate me to the extreme, saying that they have never seen such a disgusting cripple, saying that I am embarrassed to hinder the eyes of others here, and simply die.
This beautiful campus, which I once longed for infinitely, has now become a dark hell, and I can no longer feel a trace of light, let alone a little human touch, and even the senior class president who stood up for me in the past has respected me. I am very bitter and aggrieved, I want to talk to others about the pain in my heart, but I have no friends, no relatives, no one to confide in, no matter how deep the pain is, it will rot in my heart, I am really uncomfortable, I can't hold it anymore.
I am so tired, so tired, every step is so hard, every minute and every second, it is so difficult, I am so beautiful in my youth, why can't I enjoy my youth like a normal person, why do I have such a vicious blame and contempt every day.
I'm not that strong, I'm not even twenty years old, I don't have the strength to carry humiliation here for four years, I don't have the ability to bear everything alone and at the same time support myself for my own education, my body is crushed, I can't stand it anymore, I can only go, get out of this place.
On this day, the sky was gloomy, and I was alone with the broken bag I came in, and I rolled out of school lonely in the disdainful eyes of others. Standing at the gate of the campus, I stared at the university number for a long time, in my heart, there was still reluctance, more helplessness and pain, after all, I still have to go, but no one sent me, I still have a little expectation, expecting her to appear.
I stood at the door and was reluctant to leave, I just hoped that the woman I hadn't seen since I had an accident, Xiao Yue, could see me for the last time, I really wanted to tell her that those dirty things were not done by me, but I still didn't have this opportunity after all, and when the night came, Xiao Yue still didn't appear, it seems that she promised Luan Yu what she did, but she didn't know that Luan Yu promised her did it.
For Luan Yu, I really hate, but I know too well, I can't fight Luan Yu, as long as he is there, it is only a matter of time before I am expelled, I fight with him, it is like an egg hitting a stone, and in the end I will only let myself be torn apart, now I am too tired, I don't have the strength to fight with him, and I don't want to be tortured worse by him. Escaping is my only option.
As the night wore on, my last bit of anticipation vanished, and when I turned around, I limped and walked away.
After walking a distance, I suddenly heard someone call my name, I immediately turned my head excitedly, but, when I looked back, what I saw was not the person I expected, what I saw was just the little black girl who was always with Xiao Yue, I tried to search around, to see if Xiao Yue was hiding in the dark, but everywhere I looked, there was no beautiful figure of her. So, I could only walk up to Xiao Hei in disappointment and ask lightly, "What's the matter?"
Xiao Hei didn't talk nonsense to me much, and directly handed me a wad of money, and said, "Oh, this is what Yueyue wants me to give you, it's enough for you to spend for a while!"
It's money again, every time I'm the most sad and helpless, I don't receive comfort, but this damn money, I can't help but smile bitterly: "What does she mean by this? Look at me pitiful? or?"
Xiao Hei was a little impatient when she saw me squirming and pinching, she was unwilling to throw the money on me, and said: "You just take it, aren't you short of money, she just hopes that you will live a good life and stop doing things against your will!"
Hearing this, anger came up at once, I gritted my teeth and said in a trembling voice: "Does she also think that I am a thief, a voyeur?"
Xiao Hei looked at each other and said, "Otherwise?"
My eyes turned red instantly, tears swirled in my eyes, I would rather this little black not appear, I would rather leave a little bit of the last beauty in my heart, but God is so cruel, he doesn't even give me the last bit of dignity, the whole world doesn't believe me, I can understand, why doesn't even Xiaoyue believe it? I hope so much, I hope she can understand me a little bit, I hope she knows that I am not the kind of shameless person.
Despair, complete despair, my heart is really dead, I took the money, threw it on the ground hard, and shouted in pain: "I am poor, but I have a bottom line, I have dignity, don't insult my personality with your kindness anymore, I'm not a beggar, I'm not a perverted !!"
After shouting, I turned around and limped away quickly, I didn't want to see anyone again, I didn't want to stay in this place for a second longer, I didn't want to be insulted again, I didn't want to be spurned again, I was also a human being, a person with self-esteem.
The gloomy sky was already shrouded in darkness, I dragged my heavy steps, like a walking corpse walking on the empty street, my heart was dead, I was powerless, I didn't know where I should go next, there was no moon or stars in the sky to guide me, I just walked and walked.
I didn't know how long I walked, I shook to the middle of the road without direction, suddenly, a bright light pierced, followed by a red car at extreme speed, it ran so fast that it didn't even have time to brake, and it knocked me away.
I felt as if I had come to the end of the world, where there was no pain, no trouble, no humiliation, no grievance, and I was finally liberated!