The room was quiet and even the wind outside could be heard on the glass very clearly.

It seemed like a century had passed, and Mu Zeyu said in a deep tone, every word seemed to have been carefully considered, "I know that you are angry in your heart, and I don't want to make excuses to explain what has happened." ”

A sneering smile appeared on the corner of Gu Mingyan's mouth, "You didn't do anything wrong, I told myself before I married you that since I chose this path, I won't regret it, and I will do my best to be the most qualified Mrs. Mu." If there is no expectation, there will be no disappointment, let alone sadness. Actually, I've been thinking these days that if I had stayed true to my heart, there wouldn't have been so many things happening. ”

"After all, I'm too greedy to covet what I dare not covet. ”

Sweet words are poison, and secret words are arsenic.

They got married not because of love, but just the beginning of her desperation and the end of her love.

The emotions in Mu Zeyu's eyes were extremely complicated, "How long will it take?"

"I don't know......" Gu Mingyan paused, didn't look at him, but his tone was extremely serious, "Maybe a week, maybe a month, maybe a year......"

Her tone was very serious, but it was extremely harsh in the man's ears, and her temples suddenly ached.

The man twisted his eyebrows, his eyes fell on her lips that opened and closed, and the panic of the wild grass growing wildly in his heart swept through his heart.

"If there is no expectation, there will be no disappointment. ”

"If you had stayed true to your heart, there wouldn't have been so many things happening. ”

"After all, I'm too greedy to covet what I dare not covet. ”

Mu Zeyu suddenly reached out and encircled the woman's slender body into his arms, leaned down and kissed her forehead, his voice was hoarse and gentle, "I'll go sleep next door, you also rest early, something calls me." ”

As he spoke, he picked up the woman and put her on the bed, covered her with the quilt, touched her face, and restrained the urge to lie on her side and embrace her, "Mingyan, good night!"

Gu Mingyan blinked his lychee apricot eyes, as if he couldn't understand him.

The man didn't look at her anymore, and reached out to turn off the bedroom light, leaving only a wall lamp, which made the bedroom look less dark, even if she wanted to get up at night so that she wouldn't fall, but the light wouldn't be dazzling and make people unable to sleep.

The bedroom door was closed, the man's footsteps gradually moved away, and Gu Mingyan's tense body slowly relaxed.

Lying on the familiar big bed, I closed my eyes and quickly fell asleep.

It's just that I sleep extremely unsteadily, and I always have all kinds of dreams, and my mind is full of all kinds of uneasy thoughts.

So much so that I didn't sleep well all night, dreaming about the events of that night over and over again, the man's hideous and terrifying face, mixed with her crying and pleading voice, and her chest was like a big stone, blocking her uncomfortably.

Finally survived until dawn, she opened her eyes and looked at the light outside, her body was not so uncomfortable, but she still didn't want to move.

That's the way it is in the adult world, no matter what heart-wrenching pain you went through the night before, you have to live with a smile when you wake up the next day.

He gave her a beautiful picture, and she began to be overwhelmed by great joy, and little by little she was conquered until at last she surrendered.

But, one day, he will also give someone else a warm light, and she will become an insignificant speck of dust.

I don't know what to do, and I go deep.

Love can fill up the regrets of life, and then, what creates more regrets is love.

Who doesn't want a quiet and stable life in this world.

But many times, these are all just illusions, and there is no love that is not full of holes.

Zhang Ailing said that loving someone will be low to the dust, is such a humble love still love?

Two people who love each other, even if there is a huge difference in status, are emotionally equal to each other.

Gu Mingyan thought that the same was true between her and Mu Zeyu, because they were not humble people, but what he did that night broke the expectations in her heart, making her open heart door close tightly, not daring to open it again.

There was a "click" and the door opened.

The familiar footsteps sounded, and Gu Mingyan subconsciously closed his eyes, not wanting to face him.

Mu Zeyu walked lightly to the side of the bed, stood there and looked at her quietly, her black hair was naturally scattered on the bed, and her little face was not as pale as yesterday, looking much better.

Gu Mingyan was stared at by the man's burning gaze, pretending to be asleep and couldn't pretend to be asleep, so he turned over and pretended to have just woken up.

Seeing that the man seemed to be startled, he closed it, and quickly opened it, and rubbed his eyes before he was sure that he was not dazzled.

"You...... What are you doing in my room early in the morning?"

Mu Zeyu's bony fingers touched her forehead, the temperature of the palm was normal, and the fever had obviously subsided.

"Did I wake you up when I came to get my clothes?"

"What do you think?" Gu Mingyan's voice was full of coldness and defensiveness, because he was still a little hoarse when he woke up just now, but the defensiveness in his eyes still stung the man.

smiled, leaned over and kissed the woman's eyebrows, "I slept groggily for a day yesterday, and since I woke up, I'll eat something later." ”

Gu Mingyan let out an "oh", and when the man's lips were about to fall on hers, he turned his face away.

Mu Zeyu's lips fell on the side of her face, looking at her cold face, she didn't continue, just a little funny, "Mom may come to see you today, you have nothing to do with me to lose your temper, don't do it against Mom, huh?"

With a gentle voice that had not been seen for a long time, Gu Mingyan was actually a little in a trance.

In the past few days, without her by her side, she actually felt unaccustomed, especially when she was woken up by a nightmare in the middle of the night, and she missed the feeling of being held in the arms of a man and falling asleep.

Ahh

Gu Mingyan forced himself to stop, not thinking about those messy things, and his tone was cold, "I have brains, I don't need you to teach me." ”

"Good, good, I know you're smart and pleasing people. Mu Zeyu's voice was full of pleasure, and he took his clothes and quickly changed them, "Qingning is still living in Blue Bay these days, if you need anything, call her, don't be polite to her." ”

"Oh!"

Mu Zeyu was not annoyed by her cold and arrogant attitude, touched her head, and said softly, "Sun Lao and Song Yi both said that your physique is worse and you need to take care of it, so I left a list of food supplements, and I asked Mother Zhang to do it for you every day, don't be willful." ”

Gu Mingyan pursed his lips, turned his head to the side, and closed his eyes.

Mu Zeyu leaned over, turned her face over, looked at her obviously much better complexion, and coaxed her in a low voice, "I was wrong that night......

Hearing him mention that night, Gu Mingyan's breathing became disordered and rapid, and the expression on his face was no longer as gentle as before.

"It's not that I don't believe you, nor do I doubt that there is anything between you and Ji Rujing. The man's rough fingers groped her delicate face, "There are some things that I can't tell you for the time being, and when the matter is almost over, I will tell you everything at that time." ”

Gu Mingyan didn't make a sound, but the expression on his face soothed a little.

"Trust me, don't close the door to me, huh?"

Gu Mingyan didn't want to talk to him about this topic at this time, so he simply closed his eyes.

Her attitude of resistance is very negative, neither fierce quarrels, nor the slightest grievance, but no matter what she says, she doesn't care about you.

"Ming smoke. Mu Zeyu's voice was low and mellow, like a beautiful violin sound, "Your body is your own, you will get up and eat obediently after a while, and you don't want to go downstairs to let Zhang Ma or Qingling serve it." ”

Gu Mingyan pulled the quilt over her head, feeling that he kept chattering, but she never said what she wanted, and she was irritable and depressed.

Looking at her childish movements, Mu Zeyu was angry and funny, ripped off the quilt, and said lightly, "Do you want to kill yourself?"

Gu Mingyan sat up suddenly, his movements were so hurried that his eyes turned black for a while, and it took several seconds for his vision to slowly regain his clarity.

Raising his eyes, looking at the man's concerned eyes, Gu Mingyan had a smile on his face, but the smile did not reach the bottom of his eyes, "Should I thank you for patiently coaxing me and persuading me?

"Ming Yan!"

"From the beginning to the present, have you seriously spoken to me about humility?Do you think that being strong on your wife in marriage is not a matter at all?" Gu Mingyan bit his lower lip and sneered sarcastically, "The reason why I am like this is all due to you, do you think that saying something nice and coaxing me can erase what you have done?"

"Then what do you want me to do?" Mu Zeyu's heart sank quickly, as if he had fallen to the bottom in an instant, "As long as you say, even if you give it all, I will not hesitate to do it!"

As long as you say, even if you give it all, I will not hesitate to do it!

What a promise this sentence is, as if whatever she asks, it will not be unfulfilled.

Gu Mingyan didn't know what to do, she didn't have to get along with Mu Zeyu, but she was injured all over, which reminded her of that unpleasant and disgusting incident.

Many things are cause and effect, and if it weren't for the incident three years ago, she wouldn't have been saved by him.

Fate is so ridiculous, she hates those people deeply, and she can't wait to chop off their claws to vent her anger, but she is only full of anger towards Mu Zeyu, without the slightest hatred.

"Forget it, you go down to eat!" Realizing his position in his heart, Gu Mingyan suddenly became tired, it was the kind of tiredness that spread from the depths of her heart, which made her not want to think about anything, she just wanted to empty her head and let her thoughts fly at will.

There was a sudden silence in the bedroom.

Mu Zeyu stood there, his dark eyes staring at her face, and the emotions in his eyes were deep and complicated.

Gu Mingyan looked out the window with empty eyes, the shredded sunlight sprinkled in, the winter light was not dazzling, but her heart was extremely uncalm.

Hearing the sound of the door being closed, the corners of his mouth pulled out a mocking arc......