Chapter 159: A Lingering Nightmare in My Heart
"Brother, sister-in-law, is she okay?" Mu Qingning didn't have classes in the morning, and was walking out of the kitchen with hot milk, when she saw Mu Zeyu immediately asked with concern, "Has the fever subsided?"
"No!" Mu Zeyu's eyes were dark and deep, but his tone was understated, "Don't bother your sister-in-law if you're fine, she needs to rest now." ”
Mu Qingning looked at her eldest brother's gloomy face, and knew that she couldn't coax people well, so she took a sip of milk and opened her tone slowly, "Big brother, I think my sister-in-law's temper is good enough, according to the scandals you had with so many women outside before, she ignored them and covered them up for you, this is already a grievance." Finally, your relationship with Sister Yan has improved, but as a result, you are jealous, and you still don't trust Sister Yan, do you know what kind of psychological consequences a woman will have if she is subjected to domestic violence?"
Mu Zeyu raised his eyebrows, his thin lips outlined a warm arc, "Coax your sister-in-law to dissipate your anger, and the black card will be given to you." ”
This condition is very tempting, but Mu Qingning is still very backbone.
glanced at him angrily, his face was full of unhappiness, "I'm the eldest brother, can you buy casually? Do you know the female star I used to like very much? It was because of her husband's domestic violence after marriage that she fell into a shadow in her heart, and then somehow developed into depression, and finally committed suicide by jumping off the building." ”
Mu Zeyu's expression was grim, although he did not have domestic violence, but forcing her to have a relationship was similar to the nature of domestic violence, he touched his nose and did not say anything.
Mu Qingning slowly took a tissue to wipe the milk stains off the corner of her mouth, "Big brother, do you think it's normal for husband and wife to act in anger?"
"I didn't do it, it's just ......" Mu Zeyu's expression was rare, and he couldn't say that he was jealous and jealous of Ji Rujing's emotional out-of-control, "It's too late to say this, the important thing is how to make up for it." ”
Mu Qingning glanced at him, "From a different perspective, if my sister-in-law has an affair with a different man outside, how do you feel in your heart, big brother?"
"Impossible!" Mu Zeyu denied it without even thinking about it, but his chest was swollen and uncomfortable.
"I just mentioned it so casually, why can you men spend all day drinking outside, but women can't? If you want me to say that Sister Yan has a good temper, that's why she is so pitiful, if Sister Yan has family protection, will you still have no scruples, big brother?"
"What nonsense are you talking about, what does this have to do with whether Ming Yan has a family or not?" Mu Zeyu's voice was slightly low, and he spit out his words carelessly.
Mu Qingning shrugged her shoulders senselessly, "So, you are a double standard at all, if the man I am looking for in the future dares to do this to me, I will have to let people break his legs and then divorce in style." ”
Mu Zeyu's eyebrows suddenly hurt, if he continued to talk to this dead girl, he might be angry.
Mu Qingning is usually afraid of him, so he is not afraid of him, and boldly and deliberately teased, "Anyway, this time I am on Sister Yan's side, if you don't coax people, big brother, I will never give you a good look." Sister Yan has a good temper, but it's polite enough to give you a cold face, if it's me, even if you can't get a divorce, you have to let you know how good I am. ”
"Say one more word, get out of here immediately!" Mu Zeyu was about to smoke angrily. Pointing outside, let Mu Qingning get out.
Mu Qingning ran upstairs with a smoke, stood at the top of the stairs, looked at Mu Zeyu with a cold face and said with a smile, "I'm going to see my sister-in-law, brother, if I persuade people to go downstairs for dinner, don't forget to give me the black card." ”
Mu Zeyu laughed angrily at him, and he couldn't wait to beat this dead girl.
Tuk tuk!
Mu Qingning raised her hand and knocked on the door, until she heard the sound of "come in" from inside, and then opened the door and walked in.
"Sister Yan, it's me!"
Gu Mingyan was lying on the bed with his back to her, and only turned his face when he heard the voice, "Qingling, is there something wrong?"
Mu Qingning looked at the sick Gu Mingyan, and suddenly exclaimed, "Sister Yan, you are so beautiful!"
This kind of beauty is not only superficial, but also from the bones, the plain porcelain white face, the delicate and cold facial features, a slight smile, the corners of the eyebrows and eyes are softened, like a spring breeze, inexplicably it will make people feel very kind.
Mu Qingning felt that this was probably what people called lovers, she used to pretend to like Gu Mingyan very much, and she was disdainful of her in her heart, but now she really likes her, and finds that she is good anywhere, it is simply 360 degrees without dead ends and perfect flawlessness.
"What kind of mouth did Mother Zhang eat for you, it's so sweet, say, what's the matter with me?" Gu Mingyan's throat was a little itchy, and he didn't cough out.
Mu Qingning complained, "It's not my eldest brother yet, saying that if I don't make you happy, I'll tell me to get out of the burden." Dear Sister Yan, you should take pity on me, don't have a cold war with my brother, okay?"
Gu Mingyan looked at her puffing cheeks angrily, and said lightly, "We don't have a cold war, you can live as long as you want." ”
"Really?" Mu Qingning's face showed a happy look, but he said deflated in the next second, "I still don't dare to challenge my eldest brother's bottom line, Sister Yan, where are you still uncomfortable? Otherwise, I will accompany you to the hospital for a full body examination or something, or if you have something you want to do, I will accompany you." ”
Gu Mingyan hooked his lips and smiled gently, "What benefits did your eldest brother promise you, and he came to me to be a lobbyist." ”
"It's nothing...... Mu Qingning laughed twice, pursed her lips and looked dissatisfied, "It's just an unlimited black card." ”
Gu Mingyan's eyebrows were frivolous, but his hand was big enough, but unfortunately, his hopes were destined to fail.
"Qingning, if you have nothing to do, go out first, I want to sleep a little longer. ”
"Don't, Sister Yan, I still have something to tell you. Mu Qingning is a person who will not give up until she reaches her goal, her pocket money is limited every month, and the black card is inevitable, "Sister Yan, I know that you are unhappy, and if I am subjected to domestic violence, I will not easily forgive it." I don't want to persuade you to reconcile with my brother, but I just think it's better to tell you something, and it's your business if you don't forgive, and as an outsider, I will never talk much. ”
"What do you want to tell me?"
"The day after you disappeared, my daddy and mommy came over, Sister Yan, you know that the Mu family has always had a family law. Mu Qingning's eyes rolled, and his tone was pitiful, "My eldest brother was whipped severely, you didn't see the flesh and blood on his entire back, but he was like a nobody, and he went out after receiving the news that there was you." ”
Gu Mingyan asked as if unintentionally, "Why did Dad beat him?"
"Because what Mommy hates the most is a man who does things to women, so I know that you ran away from home because of my brother's domestic violence and killed your father here, and my brother didn't have any explanation, so ......" Mu Qingning gave her a look you know, "Seriously, it's not that I feel sorry for my brother, he is actually not easy, he was also whipped in order to marry you, and he lay in bed for more than half a month that time." This time, he took thirty lashes but he acted like he was nothing, because he didn't want you to worry, so he acted as if nothing happened. ”
Gu Mingyan closed his eyes, his voice was as calm as water, "I don't know this, but even if I know it now, I can't change anything." ”
"How can nothing change, don't you feel sorry for my brother at all? He has never been beaten since he was a child, because you have been whipped twice before and after, Sister Yan, are you really not moved?"
"What are you moved by?" Gu Mingyan's eyelids drooped, and he spoke in a casual tone.
Mu Qingning kept looking at her face, and when she saw that her expression was slightly stagnant, she breathed a sigh of relief in her heart, and continued to say, "I don't know what happened to you before, so I don't want to open my heart, but I know that if a person traps himself by himself, no matter how hard others try, there is no way." ”
Gu Mingyan pursed his lower lip vigorously, "Qingling, you are still young, and there are some things you don't understand." ”
"I've been an adult for a long time, isn't it just that little thing between men and women, what I don't understand. Mu Qingning's expression suddenly became serious, and her tone was extremely determined, "You are in love with my brother." ”
You're in love with my brother......
Gu Mingyan was stunned for a long time, opened his mouth, and said with some difficulty, "Qingling, I'm actually-"
"I know, I know everything. Mu Qingning looked at her suddenly reddened eyes, and reached out to hug her, "Sister Yan, I don't know what you're afraid of, but my brother is really good, why don't you give him a chance?
Gu Mingyan had mixed feelings in his heart for a while, bent his knees, leaned his head on it, and muttered, "Qingling, I have a headache and want to sleep......
Mu Qingning reached out and touched her head, the temperature of her palm was normal, and she was a little embarrassed, "But Sister Yan, you can't stop eating, how can your body get better like this." ”
"I don't have much of an appetite. ”
"Then what do you want to eat, I'll ask Mama Zhang to make it for you. ”
Gu Mingyan thought for a while, "Let Mama Zhang help me boil some preserved egg and green vegetable porridge!"
"Then Sister Yan, you have a good rest. Mu Qingning helped her lie down, helped her cover the quilt, walked out softly and led the door.
Qing Ning is right, it's her own reason.
locked herself in a closed space, others couldn't get in, and she went out, like a trapped beast fight.
Struggling hard, bruised all over his body, dripping with blood.
It was the fear in her heart, a nightmare that she couldn't get rid of.
Song Yi said that fear is like a spring, if you are weak, it will be strong, and as long as you are strong, it will be weak.
Because she failed to overcome her fears, those fears slowly accumulated in her heart for a long time, and after a long time, they became a lingering nightmare in her heart......