Perhaps, this is how the so-called road to awakening rises and falls, like the waves of the sea.

Who would have thought that Yuan Changwen, who was still in the unity of heaven and man just now, would be surrounded by fear again at this moment.

The charm of those plants, the attraction of some subtle places, at this time, like the call of thousands of years ago, is simply impossible.

Who would love these things?

Who would pay their attention to dust or something like that?

Yuan Changwen was attacked by fear, this time the fear was very huge, and the reason was also his inner desire.

If people don't have dreams, what's the difference between them and salted fish?

I don't know when this sentence was said over and over again by everyone, and Yuan Changwen naturally couldn't escape the shackles of this sentence.

As for what the content of the dream is, it doesn't matter at all, anyway, it is to distinguish some of Yuan Changwen's dreams from others. And it is not available now, and it is expected to be owned in the future.

Just now, Yuan Changwen seemed to catch a glimpse of the disappearance of that dream, and his heart couldn't help but be turbulent, and his huge fear opened his bloody mouth like a devil.

swallowed Yuan Changwen in one bite.

Without dreams, are you still yourself?

In the past 20 years, although life is not satisfactory, although there is no wealth, but I still step by step towards my dream.

If this dream is gone, what is the difference between yourself and others?

I gave up a lot of things just for my dreams, and now I am told that my dreams are gone?!

What will people think of me, how will they laugh at me?

I might as well give up my dreams and choose reality!

I don't want it!

This dream must be realized!

Right, God?

Isn't it, Tao?

I've let go of the rudder, let go of my hand, and let the Tao steer my ship of life, and you won't let me down, will you?

Yuan Changwen trembled all over, his whole body was filled with horror, and his hands clung to the window frame so that he could avoid falling to the ground.

The fear at this moment is even more terrifying than any demons and monsters of the opposite sex. Even if hellfire falls from the sky now, Yuan Changwen will feel that it is a relief from fear.

It's like watching a movie that is tangled and uncomfortable and depressing, and as a result, the people who watch the movie are more depressed than what is said in the movie, so after watching the movie, they are relieved.

My dreams will come true, right?

God won't abandon me, will he?

[Don't resist, surrender!]

(Surrender a ball!Boy, take action, seize your dreams, we still have a chance!)

Yuan Changwen was wrapped in fear and didn't dare to move at all, as if he didn't even listen to his hands and feet.

My dream, don't go!

If my dreams don't come true, what's the point of living on my own?

It will definitely happen!

Adjust your breathing, control your mind, and it will definitely happen!

Yuan Changwen tried his best to control it, but it was useless, fear still wrapped around him, and it was like a wave of the sea.

Wave after wave.

(I can't give up on this dream, persevere, and I will win.) ）

[Let it go!]

(If I let go, then my life will be ruined.) Think about my mother, she will cry for me, maybe my wife will divorce with the baby. ）

(No!No!No! In this way, the mother will laugh, the wife will be proud, and the baby will win at the starting line!)

[It's fear! It's the devil's deception!]

If I give up my dreams, what is the difference between me and others? How will others laugh at me if I have worked hard for so many years?

(Don't give up!)

The fear in Yuan Changwen's style was even better, and the previous indifference never seemed to exist.

Gritting his teeth, clutching at the window frame, trembling and breathing heavily.

The cool air of the early morning does not seem to stop the sweat from seeping out.

Yuan Changwen's mind is full of the terrifying future after losing his dreams, and the persistence of wanting to firmly grasp his dreams.

This is his pride, this is what he has been working on for more than 20 years, and it is also the goal he has set for himself.

Isn't the reason why Yuan Changwen is Yuan Changwen because of these things?

If all people thought the same thing, but looked different, how terrible would the world be?

I can't give up on my dreams!

[Nothing you can't give up?]

(Fart!If I give up, what will others think of me?And how will I answer after so many years of hard work?)

[Who wants to catch Yuan Changwen, right? It's not me at all!]

(I don't care!) Think about the pain of losing this dream, why do you have to endure it? Isn't the best way to eliminate fear than to kill it? I try to realize my dream, move forward beyond my dream, this is the best way to kill fear!)

[Not ...... at all]

(It's hard to lose a dream, so I'm not going to let it go.) Is there anything to justify such a simple logic? Just as it is uncomfortable to break a cup, then take good care of the cup. ）

[It's hard to break the cup, then, no cup is the ultimate solution.] If it's hard and painful to lose your dreams, then there's no dream. 】

[Awakening is like this, and these dreams of kindness and the like are false. Cutting off the definition of self-weaving is originally a painful path. 】

Even if he chooses the path of killing for something, then this so-called "he", the so-called impulse, needs to be killed himself. 】

Yuan Changwen took a deep breath, it seemed that the tide of fear had passed, and now he could think about it carefully.

The mood shifted so quickly that the fear seemed to be afraid of being caught, and the swift evacuation was followed by a fierce attack.

What did you just do?

Another story made up with fear?

Damn it!

Say yes, be alert when fear comes, and then surrender. In this way, fear does not take away any energy, and the "ego" does not replenish it.

It's a pity that I seem to have failed, and I have failed again.

The "self" of more than 20 years is too strong, and the definition of those self-weaving is not a building on the desert at all, but a bunker standing on the desert!

[Because of the existence of Yuan Changwen, he will firmly grasp these self-definitions. Once Yuan Changwen died, then these problems naturally no longer existed. 】

Indeed, Yuan Changwen did not die, did not commit suicide, did not surrender, and did not quit.

This is the root of all fear, or Yuan Changwen itself is made of fear.

Various self-woven definitions, combined with fearful emotions, created Yuan Changwen.

[Now that I think about it, only Yuan Changwen was affected by the disappearance of the dream, not me. It was Yuan Changwen who wanted to cling to these dreams, because he was these dreams. Without his dreams, he didn't know what to do. 】

It's because he is deprived of his self-definition, which is equivalent to cutting off a part of him, and he will naturally be afraid and scream. 】

[If there is no Yuan Changwen, how can there be fear? Yuan Changwen does not exist, he just surrenders, and just lets the "Dao" drive the ship of life. There are no choices, no trade-offs, and naturally there will be no mood swings. 】

[Just like a certain part of a big machine, it acts in accordance with the "Tao", there is no expectation, no control, and no so-called choice. So, where does the fear come from?]

It's just a part!

What an uncomfortable statement!