Chapter 184: The First Step 484

I don't know if the kill will lead to the completion of the kill, and whether it will succeed or not is not up to me.

I was like a drop of water, rising and falling along the waves, but I didn't know why, and I didn't know where I was going. There is no reason, no logic, no trade-offs, it all happens spontaneously.

I'm not interested in what these actions mean and what they can bring.

I wasn't even interested in whether I was going with the current or against the current.

It's like.

This has nothing to do with "sitting still", giving up is not the same as "not doing". In that case, just finding another self-definition to believe, replacing one distortion with another, is still a causal thing.

There is no expectation or fear of things, just simple doing. It's like a part without a mind, just turning.

Who would want to discard the thinking in their heads? That is the only thing they are proud of, to analyze, to process, to summarize, to proclaim, and then to gain the adoration of the circle. Not necessarily the most powerful, but at least there will be a place in a certain circle.

However, if I were to throw away the thoughts in my head and give me a lot of money, I would nod my head and agree. Of course, the question of whether the follow-up money will be robbed is not important at all. Just to show that the distortion in my head is just.

It seems irreplaceable, but in fact, I just don't know the result. In other words, I imagined some kind of result of discarding my brain, so I thought that this result was not what I wanted to see, so I chose not to discard it.

How do I know that the so-called result is the real result? Right, this result is just a distorted story in my head, and it is such a humble and narrow story. Because the distortion in the brain is only within this range, and it can only make up stories within this scope.

Disgusting.

No matter how much you read, you are still in a false situation. Maybe you can make the character plump, maybe you can know a lot to show off a lot of rationality, but it's still just an emotional pull, and it's still dishonest.

Knowledge is an obstacle to killing, but it is a tool for enjoying falsehood. But whether this enjoyment is really enjoyable, I don't know. Because I don't have much knowledge at the moment, after so many chapters of killing, I have almost become mentally retarded.

But this kind of relaxation and happiness is difficult for me to experience. There is no such thing as self-confidence, because no matter how confident and arrogant you are, it is only a product of emotion after all. Deep down, you will always understand that you are not omniscient, and that people are not as good as heaven after all.

Then, the so-called self-confidence is just a pull of emotions, allowing yourself to divert your attention and not seeing that you are not omniscient.

"I don't know" can bring relaxation and naturalness, and after no distortion, it is obvious that you can feel the inexplicable change. The world began to follow itself, luck gradually improved, and the things that were once feared were no longer feared. Things have not changed, but have changed on their own.

As for the so-called reality slap in the face, I don't know. There was no expectation, no fear, no idea of what was going to happen. Moreover, the statement "reality slaps in the face" is problematic, because it is only a subjective judgment in the head.

When I don't think it's a "reality slap in the face", then even if everyone looks at me like a joke and waits for me to make a fool of myself, I still don't think it's a "reality slap in the face". Because, I don't know.

It's just a judgment in the head, and it's not real at all. There is nothing that says "I am important", "reality slaps the face", "this is correct"......

It's all a judgment in the mind, and the basis for the judgment is a distortion in the mind. It's just personal preference, when did you start to stand in the position of truth and be arrogant?

Is this going to be true? The twist in the mind is bullshit, and in every direction, it's shit.

On the other hand, these are just representations of the elements of the picture, with and without distortion, and there is no essential difference. Because my very existence is false, and it is meaningless to distinguish between truth and falsehood.

Of course, it doesn't matter if it's true or false, it doesn't matter what the characters are, it's just that the twist in my head has been killed.

Like twists, don't like twists, these are personal preferences. The slash is not real, I can't pull up the slash, and I can't say that "irrelevant" or "as it is" is a great way to think about words and deeds.

The existence of the character is false, the world is false, and I will never be able to find the truth in the false. Infinity does not exist in limitations, no matter how familiar and real this world is, I cannot find truth in falsehood.

There is no compromise, there is no compromise between truth and falsehood. The so-called compromise is just pretending not to see, just not caring about the truth, just emotionally pulling and ignoring the truth. Only this dishonesty can a compromise be recognized.

It is the sect that wants to establish this kind of compromise, which is why it has developed a set of doctrines, which are only false in the end. If you want to go to the sect to seek the truth, it is not necessary and difficult to achieve, because the sect is completely in the opposite direction. How is it possible to seek truth in falsehood?

Perhaps, this is why there is a Zen realm of "seeing the Buddha and killing the Buddha".

There are no characters in reality, no matter what role I think exists, whether it is the teacher or himself, it is not real.

It's not that there is no distortion in the mind is real, everything is false, there is no truth in this world. Perhaps, after the killing is completed, there will be no more associations, but it does not mean that I imitate no association, and imitation can become real without distortion.

I'm not real, so whatever I say, do, and think, it's not true. On the contrary, the real will come, as if waking up in a dream, and the character will still be unreal.

Science has become a school of thought, and it is still a product of emotional protection. It is said that top scientists don't believe in science and don't know if there is such a thing. But it doesn't matter, I don't need to find anyone to recognize me, and I don't need allies or anything like that.

It has nothing to do with the number of people, and even if the whole world opposes it, it can't change the truth.

Am I arrogant?

Yuan Changwen wanted to laugh a little, this question itself is a waste problem. It doesn't matter if you're just arrogant, but you're just talking about peace in your heart, like "I'm a little hungry," or if you're really arrogant.

Unreal is unreal, and any discussion on this basis is unnecessary and false. It doesn't matter if you're popular or recognized.

Why are you still alive?

Yuan Changwen wants to die and wants to hug the little cutie of death. It's right in front of me, and it's clear that I'm about to explode and destroy, but I'm always a little bit behind.

The pitch-black lake seemed to turn into a little cute smile of the Grim Reaper, and it wasn't far away. (https:)

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