Chapter 1274: A sharp turn
Rong Huang not only gave Yi Xin a shell necklace, but also handed her a cup of strawberry smoothie when she was tired and panting after setting up the tent.
"How do you know I want to drink this!" Yi Xin held the cup, and his heart was warm again, "You are so amazing......
Although the relationship has not been for a long time, Rong Huang can always give her all kinds of surprises. He can also remember what she said casually, he will take her to realize the amusement propaganda she forwarded in micro-time and space, and he seems to know more about the tastes she likes and her taboos than she does.
Because he is so familiar with his preferences, every time he arranges a date, he can always make himself sweet. Sometimes, this excessive happiness will also make Yi Xin uneasy, she doesn't know what virtue she has accumulated in her previous life to enjoy such a perfect love. She is even more worried that if she continues like this, she will enjoy all the sweetness of this life in advance.
Although sometimes, his suspicions are indeed a little heavier, but his parents and Xu Wenwen both say that this is the proof that he cares about himself. It is precisely because I love you that I will always worry about losing you.
Yi Xin doesn't understand love, she can only trust the judgment of relatives and friends. Perhaps, the effort and the expectation of return are always directly proportional. Just like herself, if she still doesn't get the desired score in the exam after studying her homework hard, she will complain and be sad. And the young master ...... After he has given so much for himself, once he feels that he has not received the same reward from himself, it is no wonder that he will lose control of his emotions again and again.
Every girl in the flower season has a different desire for a lover. Some people long for glue-like love, wishing that the twelve hours were glued together, some people want to be able to keep their personal space while falling in love, and some people just crave money and the vanity that comes from luxury.
When two people have similar needs, or complement each other, they are a truly suitable pair. If one person is thirsting for intense love, and the other is longing for freedom, one will feel that the other person is too cold, and the other will feel breathless. So no matter how much they love each other at first, they will inevitably not last long.
When he was in the elementary department, Yi Xin had seen that after the girls in the same class fell in love, they hugged Yujian all day long. You have to talk from morning to night, you have to go home together after school, and you have to go on dates on your days off...... Their love caused many people in the class to cry out for jealousy, and Xu Wenwen shouted all day long, "When will it be my turn to be sweet in love".
At that time, Yi Xin just smiled, and there was not much envy. In her opinion, two people are talking about love all day long, don't they have a little personal time? Doesn't the two of them have other things to do? Take herself as an example, her pre-review time is far more precious than getting tired of saying a few unnutritious love words together.
Xueba's brain may always be calmer than ordinary people. Therefore, unlike most of the girls in the class, she never felt that love was the whole of life, and even if she occasionally fantasized about a date, it was just two people doing exercises together in the library, occasionally raising their heads and smiling at each other.
She mentioned this question to Xu Wenwen once, and at that time, this smug girl just replied nonchalantly: "Anla, Anla, don't waste time, it's not something you need to worry about, wait for someone to take a fancy to you first!"
In Xu Wenwen, this is just an unintentional remark, anyway, she has always been this kind of personality that speaks without brains. But Yi Xin at that time was really hit. Since then, she has honestly buried her love fantasies in her heart and never told anyone.
Yes, a girl like herself who is not particularly beautiful, who can't dress up, and has a boring personality, really won't have a boy like it......
It is precisely because of this self-awareness that the adolescent Yi Xin has always had low expectations for love, which also leads to her low sense of need for the other half. Even after falling in love with Rong Xiao at first sight, she pursued him boldly for the only time in her life, but as he graduated and left, she immediately accepted the result of this failure, and was not as sad as other girls who failed to court.
At the end of the day, it was she who knew from the beginning that she didn't deserve it. She never expected the other party to really like her, so the end of this relationship is just expected.
At the beginning, she felt that her character was trouble-free and did not cause trouble to others. She's not like those clingy girls who make a lot of noise just because the other party hasn't replied for half an hour. When the young master doesn't contact her, she will default to him being busy, and if he doesn't take the initiative to send a message, she can even stay silent all day.
Until one day, Rong Huang mentioned to her with a little complaint, "Why don't I contact you, you can't take the initiative to contact me, you will make me feel that you don't care about me at all." "Why do you have to ask you about something, can't you take the initiative to be coquettish with me, make demands, you make me feel very unexistent." ”
Yi Xin was really surprised at that time. She didn't think that she didn't want to cause trouble to people, but instead caused trouble to people.
The low demand for love may indeed make your boyfriend feel very unfulfilled...... If you care about you, you won't be moved, and if you don't care about you, you won't be emotional, as if I'm dispensable in your world. In this way, it's no wonder that the more girls love to work, the more boys are willing to spoil.
After realizing this, Yi Xin is already trying to learn to change. Even if she still doesn't have the emotions she should have, at least, she is already trying her best to "perform" some reactions to meet the other party's efforts.
Moreover, she also established a memo for the young master in the jade slip, recording everything about him. Hopefully, one day, this information will also be useful.
Girls who don't know how to love are trying to learn to love.
After lunch, lying in a small tent by the beach, drinking strawberry smoothie and sunbathing, a wave of sleepiness slowly flooded in.
Rong Huang took the initiative to hold her in his arms, kept her in a position that made her feel comfortable, and gently let her take a nap. The shallow whisper in my ear is like a dream.
Even though she maintained such an intimate distance, Rong Huang was holding her hand at the moment, but there was no irregularity.
The current era is becoming more and more impetuous, and as far as Yi Xin knows, almost all the students in the higher department who are in love will do some "shy" things in private. There are even many people who say in a grand manner, "What is it called falling in love if you don't do that kind of thing?" and this kind of atmosphere is gradually spreading to the primary department.
Yi Xin is a traditional girl after all, and in her heart, that kind of thing can only be done on the wedding night. The first time she tactfully offered her insistence, she was so shy that her face was flushed. However, this is her principle, and she will not compromise.
And Rong Huang also expressed his understanding to her. Knowing that she doesn't like to move her hands and feet, even in daily interactions, he has always maintained politeness and never had any physical contact that is out of the ordinary.
When she whispered to Xu Wenwen, the young master's die-hard fans were also unprecedentedly excited.
She told herself that there are many boys in the academy who pursue girls, not necessarily because they really like this girl, and a large part of them may just be to meet their needs. If she coaxes a girl a few times, she is unwilling, and even breaks up after only a few days abounds.
For the young master, especially the young master who has no shortage of girls to give him a hug, he can still respect you like this, which definitely means that he really loves you.
Thinking of this, the corners of Yi Xin's mouth also set off a sweet arc. drilled into the young master's arms, and adjusted his posture several times in a row before he curled up comfortably.
It would be great if everything could go on forever......
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Yi Xin did fall asleep, probably only for about two hours, but this was enough to wash away her fatigue in the morning.
When he opened his eyes in Rong Huang's arms, quietly looking at his perfect side face, Yi Xin couldn't help but smile sweetly again.
The so-called happiness is probably really just that as soon as you open your eyes, you can see that the person you love is by your side.
There was still a long time in the afternoon, and the two sat together on a reef by the sea, watching the waves crash on the shore side by side.
"I remember you said that the most important thing you want to do after falling in love is to ride the Ferris wheel with your boyfriend, and the other is to enjoy the night by the sea together, barbecue on the beach, and set off fireworks. ”
"Ferris wheel, we have already sat on it last time, tonight, we can fulfill your second wish. ”
Rong Huang gently hugged Yi Xin's waist, his chin rested on her shoulder, and whispered in her ear.
"What I said, you will ......take it seriously" Yi Xin didn't know how to express his emotion, "Today, it's really the first time I've come to the beach to play, and I had a lot of fun, thank you, young master." ”
"If you like the sea, we can buy a villa with a sea view in the future. Rong Huang seriously proposed, "If you think that living with my parents will be restrictive, I will give you a home that belongs to us." ”
"When the time comes, we can see the sea when we stay at home. Warm sunshine and fresh air every day. Fall asleep at night to the sound of the waves, and open your eyes the next day to the sound of the waves. The sea sometimes has a few seabirds flying over it, and it is full of summer laziness. ”
"We can go out and play in the water whenever you like. I will teach you to swim, take you to ride a jet ski, and there are many more tricks of water surfing, and we can experience it slowly. ”
"If we don't want to go out grocery shopping, we go fishing at the beach. In our kitchenette, you are cooking dinner, and I am like now, hugging your waist from behind, watching the sunset outside the window. ”
What he described was indeed a romantic and beautiful picture.
Yi Xin was moved, but somehow, he also felt a little sad.
Rong Xiao said...... Most of the "life events" he wants to solve are to confess to Sister Liang. If it goes well, they will one day get married and live in a common home, so will they also live so happily?
Thinking of the happiness that did not belong to him, thinking of having a girl who could have all of him, Yi Xin felt a sour feeling in his nose. When that day comes, will you regret that you didn't go all out to fight for it once?
Rong Huang couldn't help but turn his head slightly and kiss her lips when he said that he was emotional. But Yi Xin was in a trance, and it was when he was in chaos that he subconsciously turned his head away and avoided his kiss.
The atmosphere seemed to freeze suddenly.
The original warmth disappeared without a trace in an instant.
Yi Xin also realized the mistake she had made, she turned her head a little panicked, and what caught her eye was Rong Huang's completely cold eyes.
"Right...... I'm sorry young master, I was a little distracted just now......" Yi Xin was alarmed in his heart, so he could only apologize in a good voice first.
Rong Huang slowly let go of the arm that was holding her, and let out a mocking sneer.
"Huh...... When I talk to you, you really get distracted at every turn—"
"If it were Rong Xiao, you wouldn't be distracted, wouldn't you? Because your heart has always been full of him...... When you're distracted, all you think about is him!"
Yi Xin was in a hurry, stood up evasively, and took a few steps back one after another.
"Young Master...... I admit that it's my fault to be distracted, but haven't we already said that we won't mention Rong Xiao in everything......? This really bothers me......"
Rong Huang sneered, also stood up from the reef, and strode in front of her.
"I don't mention it, but you think about it all the time!
"It's the first time I've ever known that you're so guarded against me, and that you have to 'force' yourself to accept my touch while you're conscious?
At this, he sighed again and shook his head.
"Xin Xin, I always thought that you should be a very innocent girl, as pure as your appearance...... I don't know when you started to lie and don't blink? I ask you again, where were you that night, the night I summoned you?!"
Although Yi Xin had a premonition, he could only reply at this moment: "I...... Didn't I already tell you? I was helping my sister tutor at her house......"
Rong Huang sneered heavily, took out the jade slip from his arms, pressed it a few times, called up a photo, and pushed it straight in front of her.
"This is what you said about tutoring senior sisters? Huh? tutoring music theory, or tutoring, how much you can't forget Rong Xiao?"
On the jade slip, it was the photo of Yi Xin standing in the fan group that night, shaking a glow stick.
She smiled so happily, so purely, that even in the dark night, she never lost her color.
That is only when you really think of a person to the extreme, love to the extreme, will you be able to show such a happy smile even when you just look at him from afar.