Chapter 1275: The Internet Has Memory
Yi Xin in the photo, the brighter and more beautiful her smile is, the more she is in reality at the moment.
This time, she had no way to defend herself. And she also clearly felt that there was already a huge rift between them, and this crisis of trust would continue to erode their feelings, prompting them to torture each other until death.
"I've been waiting, you can take the initiative to confess to me......" Rong Huang stared at her, with a cold resentment in his eyes, "If you confess, I will forgive you, I believe you really just like him like an idol...... I gave you so many opportunities, but I didn't expect you to let me down again and again!"
"And let me tell you again, if people don't know, unless they don't do it, the Internet has a memory, don't think that what you have done in private, no one will ever know!"
In a fit of rage, Rong Huang snatched the jade slip again, opened a photo album folder with ease, and then pushed the screen in front of her. The impact was so powerful that it almost smashed the tip of her nose.
Yi Xin took it with courage, trembling his fingers, swiping one photo after another, the more he looked at it, the more frightened he became, and his pupils continued to dilate with fear.
In that album, all her daily life is recorded!
Some were pictures of her, taken from places she didn't know. Wherever she went, who she came into contact with, they were all reflected by 1510.
And among the supporting roles in these photos, most of them are male characters!
In some photos, she can still recall the corresponding experience, when she was obviously just casually talking to her friends, just because of the special capture angle, it seems that there is a little more ambiguous atmosphere out of thin air. If anyone is allowed to look at it with preconceived ideas, they will no longer believe that they are innocent.
What's more, even she can't remember when and where. As for how much Rong Huang made up from these photos, it was even more beyond her control.
She could only see that their smiles, their deliberately misinterpreted eyes, and their intentional or unintentional, even misplaced and misunderstood physical contact, were all deliberately photographed close-ups, and the dazzling red circles made her breath stagnant and her whole body cold.
I never thought that one day this kind of cheating photos that can only be seen on the screen can only be "enjoyed" by idols and celebrities...... It even appeared on himself......
But that's not the scariest thing.
In addition to his own candid photos, the most occupied by this album are screenshots of his own network records.
All my browsing records, every web page I have searched, every song I have heard, and every message interaction on the micro space, including private message chats with netizens...... These things that are clearly absolutely private have now become screenshots, cruelly and ironically placed in front of them.
Most of the information in these screenshots is related to Rong Xiao.
Indeed, because he is an idol and a big celebrity, he is indeed using the convenience of the Internet to get his latest news. It's been her secret all along.
Like every star-chasing girl, she has a more humble mentality than them, almost greedily chasing him, chasing an untouchable youth.
She quietly watched his news, quietly learned every one of his songs, quietly charted his new songs, quietly participated in his online support club activities, and quietly formed a small group with his fans to talk about this person they admired together.
She thought that only she knew about it.
Unexpectedly, there was always a pair of eyes in the dark, staring at her network traces and staring at her every move.
"I ......" Yi Xin needed to use all her strength to raise her head again and face the person in front of her, who was already like a devil in her eyes.
"I'm starting to feel ...... You're so scary, you're spying on me!"
These revelations of privacy broke her. She felt as if she had been stripped naked and thrown naked in front of him. She could only cover it in vain, but she couldn't block his penetrating gaze.
What's even more terrifying is ...... He already knew where he had gone that night, but today he could take himself to the beach as if nothing had happened, and continue to pamper himself as usual...... If it weren't for the fact that he suddenly wandered away when he wanted to ask for a kiss, what would this conflict be the tipping point? Could it be that at the end of the day's date, when she was feeling the happiest, he suddenly changed his face and threw himself into hell again?
This isn't the first time...... Rong Huang's moodiness really made her too tired and tired. Maybe the last sentence they are still joking, the next sentence he will scold. He holds his handle in his hand, but he does not reveal anything, and it is up to him when he will punish himself......
Holding the jade slip that weighed like a thousand pounds, she felt like a criminal, and these photos were the evidence of her guilt. He didn't need to listen to her explanation anymore, and he could easily beat her into a catastrophe.
"If you haven't done anything wrong, why are you afraid of my surveillance?" Rong Huang listened to her question, but his anger increased instead of decreasing. He put the jade slip away, grabbed her wrist, and stared at her with a fury that threatened to burn the betrayer to ashes.
"Isn't it true that couples should get to know each other? You see, how hard I try to get to know you...... And what are you doing? As long as you go online, you just watch Rong Xiao's news, what about me? When did you take the initiative to check my news? Me and Rong Xiao, who is your boyfriend?!"
"Then what do you want me to do!" Yi Xin shouted out in despair, this was the first time she had fought back head-on at Rong Huang. And the inherent fragility of her personality still made her burst into tears quickly after shouting this sentence.
"He was the one I liked at the beginning, and I've been liking him for so long...... You approached me and forced me to associate with me...... I didn't want to hurt anyone, I just wanted to keep this small love and live a good life, but you never gave me a chance to refuse...... What can I do? I love him in my heart, but I have to be with you, and you always complain that I can't be wholeheartedly devoted to you, and you know that my wholeheartedness has long been given to another person...... You won't give me enough time to fall in love with you, what do you want me to do......"
"I remember how good you have been to me, and there have been many times when I have felt that I am going to fall in love with you...... But your suspicion and possessiveness will always give me a blow to the head! Love cannot be forced out, and the result of reluctance will only make the distance between two people farther and farther apart, why do you always force me...... You know what? He's a man, he's in my heart, how can you poach him out of my heart like he never existed...... You can't do it, and I can't do it!!"
These words have been backlogged in Yi Xin's heart for a long time.
Every time there is a quarrel, whenever the same words are swirling around in his mouth, Yi Xin will always use his last reason to restrain himself from saying it. Because she knows that such words are too hurtful, once she admits that she will never forget her feelings for Rong Xiao, it will definitely be a fatal blow to their relationship!
But am I really wrong? I'm not the kind of girl who goes all the way...... Yes, she likes Rong Xiao, this is the beginning of her love, and she doesn't want to force herself to let go of this love. She only knew that even if she never forgot it, she didn't take the initiative to do anything to destroy the relationship between him and Sister Liang, and she didn't make any substantial betrayal to the young master, didn't she even have the right to forget her first love?
Besides, the young master knew that he liked Rong Xiao, but he still had to force himself to date, and she had no choice in this relationship. Why do you want to force her to uproot the only bit of beauty in her heart, isn't it too cruel to her like this?
After she shouted this, there was a dangerous silence between them.
When they first arrived, the beach was sunny, but now it was covered with dark clouds. The sky was dark and black, and there were clouds that were so thick that they could not be dissolved, as if a great storm was about to come at any moment.
The wind swept the waves, crashing against the reef again and again, flooding into a gloomy and miserable desolation. The small splash of water that exploded was also like the only remaining relationship between the two, which collapsed inch by inch under the abrasion of the sharp edges and corners of the reef.
"Good...... Okay......" After a while, Rong Huang sneered stiffly, his face was fierce, and his eyes flashed fiercely, "You finally said the truth...... This is the ironclad proof that you have betrayed me!"
"A woman like you dares to shout to me all day long that she wants freedom and privacy? Do you deserve freedom? Okay...... I'm going to see if I can dig him out of your heart, and even if I can't cut off your thoughts about him, I'm going to completely cut off all possible contact with you!"
Before Yi Xin could react, Rong Huang had already searched for the jade slip directly from her, directly transferred to the address book page, and quickly found Rong Xiao's name.
"Yours ...... Why do you keep his contact information all the time? I want to rekindle the old relationship? I didn't force you to delete it before, I just want to save you some face, since you are the one who gave you a shame, then don't blame me! I'm not so stupid, I won't cuckold people, and I can smile and wish you a hundred years of happiness!"
"You can't do it, okay, then I'll delete him for you, I don't have contact information, he's an idol and you're a civilian, and that's it for your life!"
Seeing that Rong Huang was resolute and was really about to press on the screen, Yi Xin only felt that all the blood rushed to her brain, and she couldn't care about the consequences, nor anything else, even if it was an injury...... Even if she is killed here by Rong Huang, she has to keep Rong Xiao's only contact information!
"Don't ...... Don't!" she frantically pounced, using all her strength to snatch the jade slip from him. Usually always obedient, well-behaved like a little milk cat, but at this time she is like an angry little lion, she can do nothing, as long as Yu Jian, as long as Rong Xiao's contact information!
Under her entanglement, Rong Huang was even difficult to start for a while. But thinking that she would not hesitate to risk her life to resist herself for the sake of Rong Xiao, a strong anger struck again and exploded in his mind. The nails had already penetrated deeply into the back of Yi Xin's hand in the push, and the blood that flowed out of it snaked across their wrists, soaking through the cuffs of their shirts.
Even so, Yi Xin still didn't let go.
"Please, don't ......," her voice was as soft as a whimper, but the next sentence was like shouting with her whole life and soul, "That's my last thought!!"
This sentence once again broke Rong Huang's last reason.
"You're such a heartless womanโ" He grabbed Yi Xin's hair, forcing her to look up at him passively. That tear-stained little face, how much pity he once had, and how hateful it now makes him, "Lying in my arms, thinking of other men...... No matter how much I do for you, I can't melt your heart, do I? I really want to dig your heart out and see what it's made of!"
"Okay...... Okay......" he sneered intermittently, apparently draining him from the scramble, "the more you care about something, the more I'm going to destroy it......! You forced me!Remember, you forced me!!"
At this point, he no longer had any pity for Yi Xin, pulled her hair, and threw her to the ground. The difference in strength between men and women is also fully reflected at this moment, Yi Xin fell to the ground in embarrassment at any chance to struggle, and this fall almost broke the bones of her whole body.
But at this time, Yi Xin couldn't take care of herself, her instinctive reaction was still staring at Yu Jian, still trying to struggle to get up.
In front of her, Rong Huang pressed the delete button on the screen ruthlessly, and seeing that the eye-catching name had finally disappeared completely, he also raised his arm and threw the jade jane into the sea as if he had finally taken a bad breath in his heart.
The waves rolled a few times, and they swallowed the jade slip without a trace.
After doing all this, Rong Huang didn't look at Yi Xin again, he strode past her, the cruelty in his eyes was as cold as a blade.
There seemed to be silent music, echoing between the figures of the two people who were drifting apart.
"This is not fate, the punishment of me,
I can't love you, I can't hate you,
Stuck in this vortex and just trying to break free from it.
Hold you by the hand, but let me be dragged down too,
Thy brow says, Thou hast not longed for my hug,
Whenever love turns into torment, you start to run away.
Do you love me or him,
Is it that I can do better so that you don't struggle anymore;
Do you love me or him,
I'd rather hear a cruel answer than be tricked again;
Do you love me or him,
I've made a hundred excuses for you, I'm just so stupid;
Do you love me or him,
Whether silence replaces your answer, I should understand;
Do you love me or him,
You can't see our good anymore, who am I still worried about? โ
The original song "Love Me or Him" has now become a swan song between the two.