Yuan Changwen sat on the bench, feeling uncomfortable and didn't know what to do. But he also knew in his heart that no matter what he did, this discomfort would not easily subside.

The whole person seemed to be pressed by the mountain, and he was a little breathless.

It's not too difficult to divert attention. The point is that once Yuan Changwen takes the initiative to shift his attention, it means being led by fear, allowing the "self" to draw energy and weave a new definition.

I never thought it would be so hard to kill self-definition. Next time, if anyone dares to say in front of me, what is walking in the woods and hears the birds chirping, so they wake up with a ding.

Lao Tzu didn't kill him on the spot, he was already very loving!

I don't believe that there is such a thing as an instant awakening, so many chapters of hard work, I am still in a world of duality. Even if logical reasoning has fully known the unreality of this world, it has never been able to believe it.

Who can awaken instantly? Who can attain awakening without killing self-definition?

Maybe the method is different, such as meditation, Zen, and so on. But the path is absolutely the same, that is, to kill self-definition. If you firmly grasp the definition of self-weaving and do not let go, always seeing yourself as a person, then it is simply impossible to awaken.

It's funny, it's a little ridiculous that comes out of the mouth of an unawakened person like me.

It seems like I haven't done it yet, so I'm not qualified to talk about it.

Although I didn't know how to get to Mars, I knew I wouldn't be able to get there by bike. Can't I talk about these things because I haven't been to Mars?

Oops!

It's so chaotic, what is the whole head thinking about?

His own killing has not ended at all, and it may not even have started at all, and he still has the heart to think about this?

Why do I want to convince you, why do I need you to believe me?

For more than 20 years, I have been in the circular game of "I am right, you are wrong", don't you get bored?

How many people in the world have provided how many versions of the meaning of life? But why do some people still ask, what is the meaning of life?

I threw away the specialists, I threw away the authority, I threw away the clergy. The efforts of so many chapters are not ineffective, and I have found some insights and know the only truth.

However, he did not wake up.

As long as you don't wake up, then everything else is meaningless. Even if I had more insights, even if I could convince people all over the world, so what?

What does it have to do with other people? It's my life, it's my world, it's all about me!

Yuan Changwen felt that a nameless fire seemed to be burning in his body again, wanting to burn away the falsehood of more than 20 years.

It's a pity that after more than 20 years of falsehood, no one knows how much energy has been accumulated, even if the surface of those buildings is destroyed, but who knows if there is still any residue under the desert or in a certain part.

What's going on?

Yuan Changwen suddenly felt a little numb all over his body, as if he was about to faint.

Is this going to die, and why is it suddenly going to die?

What kind of life have I lived in the past 20 years? It's just a copy of others, but a template arranged by my parents.

Die, die, die, I can't find a reason to live. If you live, then slashing is the only thing. If there is a death, I would also like to see that death happen.

No matter what I'm doing or thinking, I'm always going to die step by step.

This is what I will never leave, who can treat me more sincerely than death? Countless times, I have pushed death away, and my eyes are full of other things. And death, on the other hand, did not complain, silently waiting on the sidelines to pay attention to me.

I have lived in my head all my life, and I have been influenced by various characters in my mind. With friends, colleagues, loved ones, strangers, and so on, the whole world is in mind.

That's how I was manipulated by the people and things in my mind, which influenced my behavior patterns. The definition of self-weaving has me firmly grasping for certain false, real Nyima!

Now, I see it, I understand it, but I still live in this dualistic world. Is it uncomfortable enough, or is it still under the deception of the devil?

Come on!

Do you think I'm going to be scared, even if I'm still under the devil's deception, even if I haven't actually taken the first step at all, so what!

Nothing can stop me, Mom, die, wife, family, responsibility, career!

Who would approve of such an approach?

I don't need anyone to agree with me! I still need to convince others to agree with my point of view?

"I exist" is the only truth, and this cannot be argued at all, nor does it need to be argued. Then this is the end, since "I exist" is the only truth, then everything else is false, and since it is false, it should be killed.

Don't talk to me about "but", "extreme" nonsense, all explanations are whitewashing, they are all disagreeing with "I exist", and they are all trying to continue to retain the definition of self-weaving.

I don't need your approval, and I don't need to convince Yuan Changwen, hmph! Who would think about convincing a piece of falsehood? When you do this, you agree that this falsehood is true.

Who would think about talking to Mario about jumping or running next?

Isn't it just more than 20 years of experience? Isn't it the commanding height of morality? Isn't it the number of people who support it?

Lao Tzu is not afraid!

Whatever you want, Lao Tzu will accompany you!

Anyway, life is not your own, life is not your own, Lao Tzu is a background, you come!

They want to make me uncomfortable, and then they want to indulge in it, so that I can find something happy on my own.

Bah!

Lao Tzu doesn't eat your trick!

"Being a man, being happy is a day, and being unhappy is also a day, so why not live happily?"

"Don't think about it so much, it's important to have fun. ”

"People who learn to manage their emotions and know how to manage them are the biggest winners. ”

Tell you, these words are a piece of in front of Lao Tzu!

Including Yuan Changwen, this person is also a piece of!

What other tricks do you have? Let me see what else you're hiding!

I don't understand, as long as I'm nailed to "I exist," what else can deceive me? If it's not that I'm willing to be deceived by you, if it's not that I don't hate the false "self," can you deceive me?

Just like now, Lao Tzu is full of anger, you come to deceive me!

As long as you dare to show up, this anger is for you, let you taste what anger is!

I'm scared!

Yuan Changwen's face was hideous, and the anger in his heart could no longer be hidden, and even the bench under his buttocks seemed to feel this extraordinary anger.

If it is animated, it may be the background of the void, and a fire is burning, which directly makes the screen start to distort.

Don't talk about those useless things, I know you don't dare to come out, and you can't come out!

Yuan Changwen is a character, and he is not qualified to pull me, let alone prevent me from touching the truth.

If you don't die, who else will die?!