Chapter 894: The First Step 294
That's just the picture element that I am aware of, and even if I don't discuss any picture element, the so-called protagonist of the era is just the background information of my life.
I don't quite understand where everyone's vision comes from, but it's strange that I used to have it. Stand at the pinnacle of the Empire, the real pinnacle, and not just as the first person in the Empire.
This world is not real, Yuan Changwen feels like a thief, quietly hiding in the body of this character called Yuan Changwen, and then lives in this world like a dream.
Everyone is busy, everyone is laughing, everyone is sad and angry, everyone is cheering, everyone is uncomfortable, everyone is anxious, everyone is happy...... And I don't feel these things, like a zombie puppet.
That awareness is everything, there's no room for argument at all, what's not the phrase "I'm aware of it now"?
And I live in this happy world, but I can't find my own point of integration. It's not that I was born like this, on the contrary, I took the initiative to kill that integration.
I could have been able to talk to everyone, instead of saying something and thinking about it every time I say it now, it's just a prejudice. I could have had a happy and heated discussion about other people's words instead of feeling awkward.
I could have explained the simple physics with confidence and in detail, instead of just saying "I don't know". Those plans, those industry developments, those economic systems, and those cognitive upgrades could have been boastful, rather than just saying "maybe".
What can I really be sure of in this magical world? What's not magical? Everything is just right, and when you think about it, what's so blunt?
Isn't it a miracle that everything is so round and so perfect?
Every time we talk about perfection, we always mistake it for a good thing. It's as if it's perfect if something good happens. Even if we think that bad things are perfect, there is also a premise that good things must happen after bad things, and it is a great good thing, then all this is perfect.
Isn't that!
The bad thing that defines the role is imperfect? And this kind of thinking that defines the bad thing is also part of perfection! Think about it, what is the point if all the characters are as still as the water as the master?
It's just fear that manipulates me, makes me dare not let go, and makes me look forward to the so-called harmonious society. Playing games, watching movies, reading, I love drama, conflict, and plot twists. But how do I deal with these things when they do happen in my life?
Hiding in the corner and shivering, praying to God to make life easier.
Bad things are not bad things for that awareness. Even if I've been at the bottom of society all my life, even if I've been complaining about restlessness all my life, these don't constitute any discomfort or anything like that for that awareness.
Because this emotion is only a perceived element of the picture, what is worth changing?
And the funny thing is that when you realize that the so-called chaos, the so-called complaints and restlessness, the so-called poverty and lowliness, these will not continue to get better. Often, it becomes calmer and seems to become a role on another level.
Believe that the future is beautiful? Be optimistic?
It's all noise, and it's a devastating noise. It's these longings, these dreams, these so-called chicken soup for the soul, that make life chaotic.
If I don't believe that "time will not fail those who work hard", I don't believe that "the future will always be beautiful", I don't believe that "all this is the best arrangement", I don't believe that "my future self will laugh and talk about those crying tribulations", and I don't believe in these, will I still be restless about the state of the moment?
Of course, this idea itself is nonsense. The so-called logical causality is simply a conjecture. Just like in the game, where a farmer builds a house, is the house really built by a farmer? Is there really a causal relationship?
Interpreting the pictorial elements with perceived pictorial elements may be an illusion of life. That power easily distorted me, made me think that I was the character of Yuan Changwen, made me think that the world was real, and made me think that time passed linearly as a matter of course.
It's that power, to use picture elements to explain picture elements, after all, the only thing I can use is picture elements. Even, the whole thought process belongs to the picture element!
It's not that I can only use pictorial elements, it's that there are no other possibilities for this thinking. The visual element that I perceive at this moment is "a character named Yuan Changwen is thinking about the question of the reality of the world" or something like that.
I will never be able to stand in that position of awareness, because I am false, even if I am killing or practicing, I am false. It seems that cultivation is powerful, killing is great, learning knowledge is worthy of praise, and playthings are discouraged, indulging in games, doing nothing, doing nothing, and so on are bad things.
There is nothing to show off in slashing, and there is nothing to praise in practice, and there is no difference between eating and. There is no difference in all actions, not even the words and deeds of Jesus Buddha.
Everyone is a false existence, and all of them are just picture elements that are perceived at the moment, is there any difference?
It's as if you have to do something in this life, otherwise you're sorry for the time that you have failed in life.
Magical world, magical life, what's not magical? Stop yourself from thinking that these are magical, it's just a distortion in your mind. Naturally, obviously, these words are just the character's desire to divert attention.
If everybody can spend the whole day looking at ants, who will build the empire? Who will drive the empire dream?
Despite what I say, it is only the visual elements that I am aware of, including myself. Are there really any answers to the picture elements that we perceive at the moment, why do we do this, why do we think this way?
It's just a speculation, and the so-called human structure is just a guess. First, I want to prove the linear passage of time, and secondly, I want to prove that the other party is a real person and not an artificial intelligence. None of these hypotheses are proven, and then various analyses and summaries begin.
Is this?
What's not?
Yuan Changwen found that every time he had an idea, he felt ridiculous and nonsense. And then immediately afterwards, I feel that these are just the elements of the picture that I perceive at the moment, what is so ridiculous?
Who knows what will appear in the picture elements?
Even this thinking is a picture element, so when I feel ridiculous, it's just that I realize that "the character of Yuan Changwen feels ridiculous".
So, what else is there to say?