Mom is the giver of life, so no matter how bad Mom does, when a child always has to give three points. Even if my mother gave me away when I was born, my children still can't hold grudges. Isn't the dramatic conflict between the biological mother and the adoptive mother based on this?

The point is, what is life?

Obviously, this life refers to the life of the character of Yuan Changwen, not the life of "I exist". Because "I exist" is eternal, there is no such thing as life.

So, the role of Yuan Changwen is fake, how real can the mother be as the giver of life? Just like in the movie, the parents who play a certain role will naturally play the children according to the setting, and they will be filial to the parents or quarrel with them.

But why should I follow the script? Why should I admit my role? Isn't it just to throw away the costume and shout, "Lao Tzu is no longer acting." ”

Ruining life, ruining the drama of life. What is the character of Yuan Changwen? An opinion composed of fear, a desire composed of fear, is such a thing. Driven away by fear, and then all thinking is based on fear, being afraid of life, not knowing that there is such a thing as a custom character.

Fear that there will be no money in the future, fear that what you are doing will not succeed, and then watch yourself step by step into the abyss, fall into the streets, starve to death. Of course, I knew I wasn't going to starve.

It's really strange, afraid that I won't be able to succeed in the future, that I will lose my income in the future, that I am afraid that I will be useless in the future. But to go to the most extreme position and starve to death on the streets, anyone will know that this is impossible.

My mother is not only the giver of life, but also the destroyer of life. She was constantly influencing my mind, how much of that self-definition was put into my mind through her, and how many fear tricks did she accomplish?

Future, future, it is miserable after not working hard, how to buy a house if you don't work hard, how to complete your life without getting married and having children. You can't quit your job, especially from a job assigned by your parents. Even if they are very accomplished, their parents will show their concern in a threatening manner.

For example, "You think you are great, you don't listen to the old man, and you will suffer in front of you", "If you don't listen to me, you will know that you will regret it when the time comes" and so on. Of course, parents are not expressing concern, but they have to do something for the sake of their role. If you don't have children to care about, how do you behave as a parent?

If you don't need to show that you are a parent, then what difference does it make with having children?

I am fear, and the character of Yuan Changwen is fear itself. Afraid that there will be no money in the future, so in the humble cognition in my mind, I look for a solution. But how is it possible and how can I solve that limitation in my head? So deep down I know very well that there are variables that happen.

And these variables are the source of anxiety and worry. Therefore, the content of anxiety and worry is very likely to appear, and it is impossible to solve anxiety and worry at the level of "anxiety and worry content". If you want to destroy anxiety and worry, you have to get rid of the role and get rid of the self-definition in your head.

When I don't weigh my choices according to my self-definition, I naturally don't leave room for anxiety and worry. Because, it's not me choosing, and I'm not choosing, I'm not choosing. Since I don't choose based on a selector that has a loophole, my choice won't be buggy either.

There is no need to believe that "life is good", "Allah has always guided me", "God is with me" and so on. What Yuan Changwen's character needs to do is just stop believing that "life is fearful", "life is dangerous", "the universe is full of malice", and so on.

Stop believing in these, stop believing that you are the character of Yuan Changwen, stop believing that the world is real, stop believing that the cognition in your head is the only person at the helm of life.

I'm not done yet, so keep going.

Yuan Changwen stood up, looked at the manicured shore of the lake, and the night that had not changed, and couldn't help but feel a little sad. Will you be able to do it yourself?

After so many chapters, have you removed one of the masks of the characters? Or are the characters still playing with me, like adults teasing children? As long as the character is serious, I can't resist it at all?

It's not like that, the characters are fake and can't outsmart me. The only thing it can do is turn a blind eye to me. "I exist" is the only truth, no matter how powerful the falsehood is, it is impossible to kill the truth directly, if it can really be done, then who is aware of all this happening?

The unreal doesn't exist, the falsehood is just the result of distortion, and all of this is just an illusion that comes from what I believe so much.

I still have a lot of self-definition in my head, and I'm still under the control of fear. It's funny, I believe the cognition in my head and the judgments in my head, but reality keeps telling me that these judgments are!

If the cognition in my head can really judge success again and again, or a success rate of more than 90%, who will be anxious and fearful?

Or is it that the cognition in the mind can only be judged on small things, such as touching the flames will hurt, such as not being able to eat, etc. I don't have eyes or brains, and reality tells me every day that I can't control my life by using my brain to weigh things.

Then I pretended not to see it, and kept repeating it again and again, as if I just chose according to the cognition in my head, and one day I would succeed. What is the difference between this Nima and buying a lottery ticket, buying the same number every time, and then never winning the lottery, but still buying it every time?

I can say that maybe I will win the lottery. But who knows how long it will be? 100 years from now, 200 years from now? provided that the lottery doesn't change the way it plays, and it will continue for a hundred years.

Who's forcing this to happen? Who's forcing you to make a mistake knowing that you can use your brain, and then keep using the shit in your head to weigh it?

In addition to the role of Yuan Changwen, who else?

I really can't find a reason to continue to save the role of Yuan Changwen, first of all, to prevent me from seeing the world, secondly, to hinder the normal movement of the ship of life, and finally to prevent me from being afraid of life. If there is a character, then there is fear, and the template character itself is made of fear.

Especially the last one, which prevents me from being afraid of life, is simply hilarious and weird. How did I keep the role of Yuan Changwen in this situation? And think about enriching the character and increasing the character attributes everywhere?

Oh, it feels like you've eaten a fly, and that fly used to play on shit.