Yuan Changwen walked at the door, a little hesitant.

Should I do this?

Is this the right path for yourself?

Is it effective to find the "self" and then kill it in this way?

Or is it all a demonic deception?

Yuan Changwen didn't know, and he couldn't know. There is no book of awakening with various steps or situations to be encountered. Even if there is, it's a fake book.

Everyone's situation is different, some people may have long decided that objective things are not true, and some people may not agree with the so-called moral concept in the first place.

In that case, what can the book say? If it's just a general talk, what's the difference between reading it and not reading it?

Sure enough, this kind of thing can only rely on oneself, and only oneself can help oneself. Suicide, who can help me?

In that case, wouldn't it become a murder for him?

Yuan Changwen shook his head, he couldn't find an answer for the time being, and now he didn't want to sleep, his head was very clear. Leave the bedroom and continue in the hallway.

At the end of the corridor is a staircase, and downstairs is a large courtyard for patients to walk and so on. It is the only psychiatric hospital that dares to be so open, after all, most of the patients have no violent tendencies.

Is there any other way to keep going?

The so-called method is the means of survival of the "self", that is, to let oneself go around in circles, that is, to allow oneself to remain in the deception of the devil.

And then there is complacency, as if killing a lot of self-definition.

Bah!

Shouldn't complacency be killed? Shouldn't the urge to help others be killed?

Further!

It's that word again!

It's really a treasure on the road to awakening, and I always feel that as long as there are two words, one "I exist" and one "further", and then you can embark on the road of killing.

Whether there is an end, whether there is progress, see if these two words are enough.

Hum!

It's easy to say, who can't be reasonable, the key is that you still haven't done it.

It's all about moving forward, otherwise it's going around in circles. Awaken or not. Since there is no awakening, what is there to say, what is there to discuss, what else is there to think about?

Even if you understand it literally, so what?

If it were only understood in words and could be turned into reality, then all of us would be charming, rich, and immortal.

"Yuan Changwen, do you still want to sleep?"

"Do you still think you've found the final truth?"

"It's all a character, so that's the end?"

"Shit isn't!"

Yuan Changwen muttered to himself as he walked, no one knew what he was talking about just by saying this, and no one would know what he was thinking.

So, is this the reason for the emergence of the mentally ill?

Just because you can't communicate with normal people? Just because you don't care about what normal people care about?

Yuan Changwen walked downstairs and saw the courtyard, which seemed to be the location of Lao Zhang's corpse not far away. I don't know if Lao Zhang is ascending or dying.

Hehe, does Lao Zhang exist?

I just realize that I have such a memory now, Lao Zhang Xiuzhen teleported to death, but does Lao Zhang really exist?

Yuan Changwen laughed at himself, what else is real in this world?

It's as if everyone is busy with something, even if they are killing the definition of self-weaving.

It's still all characters!

I guess no one will watch how a character kills his own character and how he ruins a normal performance.

Yuan Changwen suddenly remembered the previous theater viewer mode, is it really useful?

It's a reminder that these actions and thoughts are just a role.

When Yuan Changwen thought of this model, he didn't know why he gave up in the end, and he didn't remember the content of many chapters.

However, the theater viewer mode is nothing more than his own imagination, an imagination that exists in his own mind. I can imagine a person next to me watching himself act, then I can also imagine a person "watching a person watching himself act".

Isn't it, imagine it infinitely?!

Even if it's a theatergoer, it's hard to keep it all the time. Once you turn on the theater mode, you can't think seriously, and it's very difficult to even walk.

So, is it practice?

Its goal is just to remind myself that these actions and thoughts belong to a character called Yuan Changwen, so I can keep saying, "These are all roles, these are all roles", and it stands to reason that they should be just as useful.

No, there are always thousands of methods, and the core content is the same.

"I exist" + "go further" is the core content of awakening.

So, don't care about the method at all?

Yuan Changwen didn't believe it a little, after more than 20 years of scientific education, if someone told him that he could achieve the same goal without caring about the method, he wouldn't believe it.

But now...... All belief is an unreserved belief in unfounded assumptions. Everyone agrees that we don't think about the truth of something, we just take it as true and move on to the discussion.

It's not about believing that the world isn't real, it's about stopping believing that the world is real.

It's hard to think about, but it has to be difficult, the demon plays everyone between applause, and if it can be easily seen through, then this demon will be laid off a long time ago.

The point is that the devil is also ourselves, we decided to let the devil deceive us, and we set ourselves to let go of our doubts, so we were willing to be deceived by the devil.

Everyone is normal, but I'm not normal!

The existence of this world is obviously for falsehood, and it is obviously for the enjoyment of the flight of human nature. We can be good people or bad people, we can run around for money, or we can ignore each other for the sake of emotions.

But it can never be, this world exists to be seen through. There is no such playground that is made, it is to be destroyed. Nor does that cinema exist, to make the screen recognized.

Why did you embark on this path of slashing?

Yuan Changwen himself didn't remember a little, and seemed to start killing for some reason. Even if the memory in my brain tells me that it is because of the hallucinatory event of the orb, can I believe it?

Alas...... Don't keep going around in circles here, it's all about moving forward.

Yuan Changwen stood on the desert, as if he could no longer see the existence of the building. But he knew that there must be some other architecture, and that the self-woven definition could not be so easily slashed.

Although I have worked hard for so many chapters, I am still far from Buddha and Jesus!

If you want to end quickly, this thought itself belongs to self-definition.

So, there must be some buildings in this desert. I can't see it now, but I'm sure there's something left.

Because I haven't awakened, it's as simple as that, so there is still self-definition that needs to be killed.

I still agree with certain definitions, and I still cling to something.

But what is it?