Yuan Changwen came to the courtyard and walked around at will, but he didn't know where to go.

Some patients have their own dedicated walking area where they walk or squat every day.

The location of the psychiatric hospital determines its high air quality and greening rate, and it may be more profitable to convert it into a nursing home.

Especially in the old age of this generation, relying on the support of their children? Pull it down, thinking of the troubles of living with children, it gives me a headache.

And what about yourself?

Just become a madman, then grow old, and finally die?

Yuan Changwen found a bench at random, and sat there looking very lazy.

I wanted to sleep just now, then I couldn't sleep, and now I come down for a walk but I don't want to move.

The idea of being lonely for life is just wishful thinking. Perhaps, I will hang up tomorrow? Perhaps, there will be a world war next month? Perhaps, next year, alien visits will start slaughtering human beings?

Who can say anything about this kind of thing?

Human beings always believe in certain things wishfully, and they have been cheering themselves up countless times, believing that hard work will pay off. Who put this idea into my head?

In the past 20 years or so, I have not had time to analyze and think about the bombardment of various ideologies and values, and I have accepted them all.

Take the idea that "hard work will be rewarded", but it is just the propaganda of movies and TV series, which meets human expectations and is good at the box office. In addition, in order to make the whole society full of fighting spirit and make the people positive, we will vigorously publicize this content.

Who worked hard for many years, and then did not give up, and now finally succeeded.

There are not many such reports. Less, not less.

However, the phrase "hard work will be rewarded" is itself just an illogical assumption that does not stand up to scrutiny.

However, these words did not dare to be preached in front of the public. Parents think that this kind of thinking is bad for children, and society thinks that this kind of thinking destroys people's motivation.

Those who dare to speak these words in public are either in mental hospitals or have high titles and are qualified to see things from the side.

Nyima is funny!

I used to be a supporter of hard work, firmly believing that my efforts can change the status quo, and my persistence will always pay off. Anyone who dares to say a bad word about hard work will be furious.

If there is a book that describes the uselessness of hard work, then you will definitely abandon it.

Thinking about reading books on your own, it is not at all to look for different ideas, but to strengthen the ideas you like and strengthen the definition of self-weaving.

In that case, why is there any need to read a book?

Yes You can show off and you can show that you love to learn.

Then again, why is it right to seem to love to learn, and seem to be inferior to others?

Yuan Changwen sat on the bench and looked at the people walking not far away, it seemed to be very quiet, and there was no loud noise.

I don't know what happened to my mother?

Hehe, it seems that he can't let go of it, even if he experiences the so-called killing, he still cares about his mother.

If this kind of thing happens to others, caring about my mother, even if I am in a mental hospital, even if I am crazy, I am also caring about my mother, maybe it is another propaganda point.

It's a pity that Yuan Changwen remembered his mother, just to kill.

A little heartache, thinking that his mother was probably crying bitterly, and it was estimated that he couldn't eat, Mu Na sat on the edge of the bed, thinking that all these pains were brought to his mother, Yuan Changwen felt a little pain in his heart.

Mother, mother, this kind of word has an unparalleled influence in my mind. I don't love my mother so much, and my mother's love is not so great.

Even so, Mom still has extraordinary influence.

If I were to commit suicide now, I would think about my mother and start hesitating. It's not a good thing, my mom takes a certain place in my mind and then exerts influence on me.

The key is that this kind of influence is given to my mother by myself, and it is I who let my mother take root in my mind. This kind of influence doesn't care if my mother is a real person at all, it's all caused by my own cognition.

The self-woven definition makes this influence continue to strengthen, not only making it impossible for me to kill, but also making me feel that the act of killing my mother is a shame.

Oh, my God!

When did you get kidnapped to such an extent by morality?!

My life is not my own at all, but social, moral, school, parent, country. Each of my decisions is not decided by myself, but by the tide of the whole society.

They lined up, whispered in my head, and a whole host of things such as society, morality, parenthood, family, responsibilities, and so on took over and continued to exert influence on me, making me think about them every time I made any decision.

If my mother didn't exist, then when I made a choice, I would consider different things, and the result of my choice would be different.

In fact, nothing exists, and the definition of self-weaving is all false.

Wouldn't you be tired of thinking about so much every time you choose?

Yuan Changwen did feel a little tired, so many people and so many things existed for this role.

In other words, the role of Yuan Changwen is plumped up because of their existence.

If a character doesn't interact with anyone and doesn't think about anyone in his mind, what is the value of this kind of character in the movie?

It can't move the plot, it can't cause dramatic conflicts, and even the whole movie has this character and doesn't have this character, there is no difference at all.

I used to be myself, afraid that no one would contact me, and I was afraid that my colleagues would not call me at the party. But I called myself, but I didn't want to go, and then it developed into not wanting to go and having to go.

It's really tiring, it's obviously a role, it's all fake, and I have to work hard to flesh out this role. Aren't you tired?

If you think about it this way, everyone is a hero, regardless of their own troubles and sorrows, regardless of the exhausted plump character. For the sake of family responsibilities, strive to make this role stand on a high place, and strive to make the family children have a good environment.

In comparison, he is the most unproductive, directly threw away this role, and said loudly, "Lao Tzu is no longer acting!"

Well, I didn't say it out loud, I was just really tired in my heart.

Every time I encounter this situation, I want to surrender, I want to get rid of my "ego", I don't want to think and I don't want to be pulled by emotions.

Unfortunately, not a single success. It's like I'm two or three people, one of them is shouting about the fear of the future, and the other is trying to persuade him to let go. Sometimes this one prevails, sometimes that prevails, but he still doesn't let go after all.

I'm really tired, and I'm tired of struggling. With so many people and things, I keep injecting my heart and soul, and I keep trying to control the development of things in the direction I want.

Obviously, his essence is "selfless", but he is always unwilling to admit it, always identify with this role, and firmly grasp everything about this role, and then he can shout, "This is me!"

Shit!