Chapter 237: Memories Vignette XIX

"The Way Home" -

After work, in the rhythm of the night, it is a beautiful melody, a beautiful note to home. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info

Tonight is the last time I've ever left work here. There's nothing unhappy, just a willingness, something that can be learned, and something that can be seen.

Put on headphones, ride "Blazing Red", and dash on the way home like a protagonist. People at the intersection, messy at the traffic lights, I watched.

On the road, the lights were bright, drowning out the starry sky, and only an arc of smiling crescent moon was beautiful. With less traffic, I rode with peace of mind and naturally hummed the music wafting from my headphones. I look at the pedestrians, and the pedestrians don't know that I am looking at them, and the intertwined landscapes speak of the magic of change.

The music in the headphones played the sad part, and my feelings changed and became amorous. That person is lost, right? The wind is crying, isn't it? What about me? Are you pitiful? Life is bleak for a moment, just for a moment. It's as if a happy life suddenly encounters a sad accident, and it becomes worried.

The car continued to ride. The lights are getting less and less, the night is getting darker and darker, is life so dark? Relying on the memory of feelings, judging the route, moving forward slowly.

The music is still a sad feeling. I looked at the night sky with kindness, and the night scene of the stars and the moon was revealed! The crescent moon was still the same smile, and more, it was the sparkling "eyes" of hope. Hazy smoke can be seen on the mountainside in the distance, like a "Jiangnan water town" at night. It's beautiful!

At night, it is easier to see the beauty of rare nature when it is dark. So, what about life? I think, it should be the same.

Looking at it, thinking about it, it's home.

Turn on the lights in the house, although I am the only one at home, but I know that when the dawn comes, they will be back.

I'm actively waiting, I'm believing.

Only then did I realize that the music in the headphones was no longer sad......

"Triple Change of Mood" -

The day before yesterday, I was normal.

Yesterday, I was somewhat normal.

Today, I'm not normal......

The night before, I was supposed to leave work at 20 o'clock, because I had to count the goods, so I left the "uncle" who came a day later than me to help the team leader with me. Count all the time, count ......

Everyone else who got off work at twenty-two o'clock left. We're still counting, and we're tired! After all, I have to work overtime the next day......

Things always turn out wonderfully, though.

The group leader thanked us and invited us to have a supper. I came here for a month, and I had dinner with the team leader for the first time, which felt a little special. There were also two people in the group, one was the dispatcher, and I called him "Big Brother". The other one is the cousin of the team leader, whom I have met but never talked to.

Well, after arriving at the destination of supper, the team leader ordered food very neatly, and the "uncle" actively went to buy a bottle of liquor and ordered a few beers. I'm not hungry, I'm just gracious. During the time period when the dishes were served, another fat uncle came, and the chat time officially began!

The influence of society is everywhere, and the topics of conversation are not wages and companies, or very sensitive men. It's good to get used to it, listen to it more, and you will understand it subtly.

During the chat, I found that they were all like a different person, smoking and vomiting. In the company, it is popular among men not to smoke, but to eat betel nut. Usually you hear, "Hey, there's no betel nut, here's one." ”

When I first learned to eat betel nut, I was a little drunk.

Back to the topic, after drinking a glass of liquor, the team leader said to me a little unpleasantly: "I hate you calling me team leader!"

In fact, when I called him team leader, I also felt in my heart that he didn't like me to call him team leader. So, I called him Brother Xia a few days ago. So, I replied with a smile, "I'll call you Brother Xia now." ”

Later, the fat uncle said Brother Xia's preferences in due course, and it passed. Brother Xia wants me to learn CNC well, the company needs a tuner, and he wants to take me. They said the same thing, and I suddenly had the idea of wanting to develop here. However, the future is still difficult to guess.

I always thought that he should be the same age as me or younger than me, but I was shocked when I saw that his ID card was really four years older than me! That night, he drank very hard, and he said that he had just broken up with his girlfriend. Well, it's love again! A few days ago, I noticed that his eyes were wet, and I thought he didn't sleep well, but it turned out to be because of this. Men are sad and love to drink......

As for the big brother of the pilot, he asked me how many years I was born, and I said ninety-two. He's too.

I asked him what month it was and he said December. I'm excited, it's so close to my birthday, will I be born on the same day, the same month, and the same year?

I asked him again what day it was, and he said twenty-one. I'm crazy, yes!

Later, I thought about it, there is a solar calendar and a lunar calendar. So he asked him what calendar he chose, and he said it was the lunar calendar.

I was so disappointed that I almost had a little miracle. Luckily, I know I'm twenty days older than him. Haha! It seems that I can't call him big brother anymore, change his name. Just call him "Bobo".

After talking to him, I found that his usual indifference was just pretending, because he was more like a child than me, and he didn't grow up. He said that his father urged him to go home on a blind date and get married, and he was in such a hurry! He also planned to raise money to get married.

I asked him why he didn't fall in love here, and he said that being in a relationship would make him unable to concentrate on learning technology and would spend most of his time with his girlfriend. After listening to it, I felt that it was indeed reasonable.

I felt good that night, and although I had been drinking until more than one o'clock in the morning, I was very happy! On the way home, the wind was quite cold, but the moon was smiling.

When I got home, I found that my things had been turned over, and I suddenly felt so angry! My mood suddenly fell to the bottom, and I wanted to curse people! I didn't know who it was, so I guessed for a long time, and finally I went to sleep without taking a shower with a strange mood......

The next day, I tried to ride to work with the mood left over from the previous night, but because I was in bed and the time was tight, I didn't even eat breakfast.

One morning, I went into a listless situation.

At noon, the second sister asked me to go home for dinner, and I bought a bottle of Pepsi with the same face and went back. I bought Pepsi to celebrate my paycheck, but when I got home for dinner, I didn't even drink a sip of Pepsi, and I didn't have the proper courtesy.

In the afternoon, in the evening, the mood gradually perverted. The more I think about it, the more confused I become, what the hell do I think? I don't know, I just can't figure it out. I don't look like a human being, a ghost doesn't look like a ghost, and I fall asleep with a strange mood......

Today, it's a compensatory holiday.

After sleeping for a long time, I went shopping to buy shoes in the afternoon and went for a walk in the park. Because I wanted to relax, I chose to ride a bicycle, 11 kilometers round trip.

When I bought the shoes, I knew that the shoes were cutting corners almost as soon as I picked them up. Therefore, after choosing for a long time, I barely managed to buy a pair. Of course, there is another reason why I have chosen it for so long, and the size 44 shoes are not available in every bunk.

I bought shoes, I felt that the weather was cold, and it was time to buy clothes, only once a year. So, two hundred yuan changed hands......

Later, I felt that the watch had been worn for a long time and was almost unusable. So I bought a quartz watch with a feeling, which is a pointer. The departure of the electronic watch illustrates the transformation of my heart.

Once you're done, it's time for the park. Walk slowly, shoot slowly, feel the feeling of a small trip.

Unfortunately, it doesn't feel right. I don't have that state of mind anymore......

I bought a bunch of rock sugar gourds, 4 pieces. Although it is a little expensive, it is worth it to buy back a little memory.

After wandering around for a long time, I returned......

When I got home, I saw why the garbage at the door was so messy? As soon as I pushed the door open, there were several people laughing.

As soon as I looked at my bed, my second-grade nephew had two buddies playing with my computer in the front. At that time, the idea was immediately understood: why does the computer always change the desktop when it is turned on? Why is the laptop always turned out? Why is there always mud and sand on the quilt? Why does the USB flash drive break? Why does the newly bought betel nut die after a day without proof? Why......

Now, everything has a perfect explanation.

I let the anger in my heart roar out, and let the two innocents be scared away, leaving the main culprit behind. I got a whip and scolded and beaten!

According to the previous words, when I encountered this situation, I would scold at best. But then I got the "gold medal" that my second sister gave me to make mistakes, so I played very hard! Finally, in the midst of his cries that he didn't know if he knew if he was wrong, he let him go home.

Strangely, there was no crying as soon as I got out of the door.

Well, in my personal sense of being an uncle, my uncle is a terrible creature on Earth!

Anyway, I don't think it's good that my mood has changed so much in the past few days. From the side, it reflects that my spiritual world is very empty and can't withstand a little impact. On this issue, it is time for me to reflect again......

What is the most important thing? What am I pursuing? Life is a process of constant thinking, and even if you are confused, you must have fun in it.

The mood has changed three times, coming uncomfortable, but also awakening. It's another kind of growth!

Although it is very nutritious in positive energy, there are some special nutrients that cannot be found in positive energy. So, I'm going to draw on the negative energy for a while......

Believe in this sentence: There is no down, how can there be the hight?