"Last Night, Tonight" -

Last night, the night of August 14. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Our company held a Mid-Autumn Festival party, and as a member of this big family, of course I want to participate. As for the company's party, I was looking forward to it when I was a student! Because the company that will hold the party has a unique atmosphere -- pro.

The program of the party is good, of course, it is indispensable to the "support dance" of our Xiyuan store! In order to better show this dance to the company's family, several people in our store spent an afternoon of energy to practice. The point is that I haven't learned to dance before, and jumping is more tiring than riding a bicycle for several kilometers. Fortunately, the effect of the display is still good!

In addition to the performances, there is also a lottery. At first, I thought that only a few people could draw prizes, but later I learned that as long as there are lottery tickets, there will be prizes, but the prizes drawn are different. Based on this alone, I feel very human.

Among the many prizes, I am interested in our company's product - Coenzyme Q10. A lot of people want to win this prize, but they can get shampoo, toothpaste, and the like.

Last night, I really thought I was so lucky! When it was my turn to smoke Coenzyme Q10, when the host began to read the number of the lottery ticket, I also silently read the number of the lottery ticket in my hand.

As soon as I finished silently, the host read out the number of my lottery ticket! At that moment, I really felt like I was dreaming, it was amazing! This was the first time I won the lottery since I was a child, and this prize was still what I wanted the most. Haha! I was silly for a few minutes.

Last night I thought it would be over soon, and it did. Why? Because ...... I was pulled to roll the dice.

The process is long and the results are painful. Drinking is not my forte, but it has become my forte. I lost too much and was punished for drinking too much......

It's reasonable to lose and drink, I have to drink a drink first when I go to the toilet, how can I not get drunk? But it's okay, I haven't been drunk for a long time, and I should be drunk for the second time.

This time I was so drunk that I was unconscious, and I vomited so much that I vomited my heart and lungs! I heard my brother and sister say that after the boss drove me back to the dormitory, he vomited and soiled my brother's bed. Oh, I've been drunk! Of course, I've been guilty! Later, I've slept until August 15......

Tonight, the night of August 15.

It's the Mid-Autumn Festival of another year, and it's really different. I am no longer a student of school, but a professional in social work. Although I spent the Mid-Autumn Festival alone, I didn't even buy mooncakes, but I was very happy. Why are you happy? I didn't go anywhere to play, I didn't go to visit my family, I was just in front of the computer.

That's right, happiness is as simple as that, and a person can be happy even if he doesn't go out.

The moon is so beautiful tonight, I look at it from the top of the building. I have passed all my wishes to its heart, and I know that one night in the future, I will look at it with gratitude, and it will look at me beautifully......

Mid-Autumn Festival, I don't feel anything in my heart anymore. After all, for me, it's just that the full moon is not round. The moon of the Mid-Autumn Festival, I only look at it with a unique beauty. Unexpectedly, on the day of the Mid-Autumn Festival, I didn't have any ideas to express. It's too bland......

Last night, tonight, it was a meaningful night. And what about tomorrow night? Maybe nothing. But I want to make it meaningful, and I hope that every night there will be a hope that illuminates the dark corners of my heart.

I need hope, I need positive energy, I need my future!

So, go to bed early tonight, get some sleep, and work hard!

"Youth at the Moment" -

Time brought my age to 21.

How can I tell the mood of this age? There is a little fantasy in the anticipation, but there is fear in the fantasy.

I really feel tired because I have less freedom and I don't want to do what I want anymore. Surprise, it doesn't seem like there's a chance to play. I'm living, I'm thinking, I'm waiting......

This stage of life is really weird and lets you know what you're going to do and you don't want to do it, or even dare to do it. Confused, that's how it came about. Obviously there is something to do, but I don't want or dare not do it, so I desperately complain about the injustice of fate. This is the youth of self-seeking troubles!

Sometimes I wish I could leave where I don't feel comfortable and grow where I feel good. When I think about it, I really have an impulse in my heart, and I have any thoughts of escaping.

That's when I realized why I was always immature, and that's why. When I encountered difficulties, I thought about escaping, and I didn't think about coping. Is the world going to allow such people to succeed? So, I learned to force myself to deal with what I was afraid of.

Later, I thought I would change a lot. No, the change is there, but not much. Because I won't be myself, I can't take that step. I don't like to be cruel to myself, I hope that love gives me the courage to break through, not my own cruelty to myself.

I often feel lonely now because there is no one to talk to. Friends have friends, classmates have their own troubles, and relatives have the bitter voices of their relatives.

I'm not normal anymore! In the old days, I could still talk to myself. However, after I came out of society, my peaceful heart was broken, and I couldn't hear my own heart. I started to suffer, I started to struggle, I started to envy others. It's really not me, but it's me again......

When I see a good-looking love movie, I envy myself that I can have a partner to talk to. Even if you lose your job, it is a happy joy to have someone who can understand your heart to comfort you. It's a pity that what was missed is missed, and the future is still coming. The real present is completely reduced to loneliness, emptiness, and coldness.

Of course, no matter how lonely and sad you are, there will always be a period of time when you have to endure and struggle. I can't hide, I don't want to, just let it be. I believe in my heart, and wherever my heart goes, I will go. I don't care if the future is rich and glorious. All I care about is a healthy and happy family!

In the confused youth, there are always confused people who are telling confused stories with confused moods. Although no one knows the end of the story, the bits and pieces of the story are enough to move the old self decades later.

There are indeed many crossroads in society, and there are many choices for youth. But don't forget, who the main character is.

Now maybe you have a lot to think about, don't worry, what belongs to you will always be yours.

Endure loneliness is an important prerequisite for future happiness.

So, wash and sleep, and start a new effort tomorrow!