Chapter 76: Flying II
For me, a girl's heart is like an earth, and my heart is like a meteorite. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½?
Like a girl, it's like a meteorite trying to break through the Earth's atmosphere and eventually fall into the Earth's earth or ocean. However, in the process of breaking through the earth's atmosphere, meteorites are constantly rubbed and burned, and often run out of hope before they have a chance to fall to the earth, and what remains in the end is only a brief moment of beauty. This indirectly shows that although there are a lot of girls I like, almost all of them are missed without fate.
The exception to this is that the meteorite broke through the atmosphere, did not burn up all of it, and fell smoothly into the ocean. However, under the influence of seawater erosion and crustal movement, there are not many meteorites left. It can be said that this situation has existed, but this feeling of non-existence will be corroded little by little over time, so it is still a miss......
There is a more special accident is that the meteorite not only broke through the atmosphere, but was not completely burned by friction, and did not fall into the deserted land and the vast sea, but was found shortly after landing and taken to the museum to be well preserved. This, or just cherished likes, is the initialization of love. So, in my heart, this girl is very different. My heart already belongs to hers.
She asked me what kind of girl I was looking for, and I had the word "single-minded" in my answer. So, with her, I'm single-minded.
Single-mindedness, indirectly, shows that I want to sort out the ambiguous relationship and reject all ambiguity.
After all, I said I would protect my heart because she's always there.
Usually, I like to ask her to sing to me, maybe I sing to her. One time she wanted to hear me sing a song I had written.
Whew, it feels like she really wants to hear it, okay, then I'll step on the traces of memories and sing the first song I wrote myself.
After I finished singing, she said that it was good to listen to, and that it was written for whom, and that person must have been so happy at that time......! I don't know, did that few minutes in the past really have a happy heartbeat? Whew, that doesn't matter anymore, why bother to make that memory clear?
Whew, I said I could write a song for her too. She's looking forward to it......
After that, I continued to sing. But, one song, two songs, three songs...... The more I sing, the sadder my voice becomes......
So, I said I should stop singing my song in the future.
She replied to me quietly: If you don't want to sing, then don't sing......
I think her mood at that time should have been quite complicated. However, it makes me feel even more special about her. She knew that those songs were engraved with traces of my past feelings, but she was willing to listen to them, and dared to ask me if I remembered the past. In fact, to do this, it takes a lot of tolerance. She really makes me feel very comfortable at this point!
After that, I spent more than a day writing a song with her name as the title, "Soft Quiet", which was the first song I wrote with a person's name. Because the first song is already in the past, many firsts have not survived, and she is so special to me, there must be a "first", so there is a song with her name as the song title.
When I finished singing the song I wrote for her, she said she was so happy, and I was happy because of her happiness......
The past has passed, and I try to avoid any ambiguity that may arise. For example, in the factory, some girls will tell some instructors that they like me and ask me something...... Before I was with her, I just smiled at the scenes. But after being with her, I will naturally smile and say directly: "I have a girlfriend." ā
Although I may not always be able to give others a sense of security, I am very dedicated when I have a lover.
Just like the first draft of "The Girls I Like", I think she should have only read a small part. Maybe she saw the title "The Girls I Liked" and thought I used to be very attentive, but she didn't say anything about me. It was also very touching to me, she may think that I have had a lot of relationships, but sometimes she can still talk to me as a joke, which is really rare.
But in fact, there seem to be a lot of girls I like, but there is only one relationship that has been in love. What's more, there's nothing wrong with liking, before I'm sure I'm with whom, I do like several girls at the same time, but once I've determined who I'm with, then I'm focused on that girl.
Because Arou's earth has taken care of Dumb's meteorite, Dumb loves Dumb in a daze.
Who is Arou? Dumb's girlfriend.
Who's Dumb?
Then, it's late at night, and Dumb is going to sleep......
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