Time tests me. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

Space, test me.

The length of time, the distance of space, are testing me. How can a sincere person survive the time and space without a sense of touch? All kinds of unexpected factors are happening, and all kinds of superfluous emotions are messing up......

I've tried to have a relationship die shortly after birth, and I don't want to repeat it. Therefore, I cherish the sincerity I had at that time.

What the future holds, no one knows. Whether we can work together smoothly and grow old happily, only God knows. Objective factors that I have no control over. However, as a factor of my own personal subjectivity, I cherish and care for ......

I always believe that being myself is mine, it is mine, and it will not be separated. I believe in her too, and she genuinely does.

However, a relationship must smoothly evolve into marriage. In addition to looking at the parties themselves, it is also necessary to take into account the families of both parties. It may be an easy window to open, but it's also likely to be a difficult threshold to cross......

One day at noon, I made a phone call home.

Auntie said that the pairing between me and Arou is a bit like the pairing between her and Uncle, because the woman is one year older than the man, and the woman is a sheep, and the man is a monkey. So, in this case, I may be like my uncle's hard work.

Not long before that, Arou and I were already together, and suddenly a girl added me, saying that someone else had deducted me to her. At that time, I didn't know who gave it to her, until the second sister said that it was given to the aunt who helped me talk about matchmaking a long time ago.

I thought about it, oh, it turned out that it was the first person to help me say matchmaking, but I waited a long time and didn't respond. After that, there was a second matchmaker who buttoned Arou's button to my family, and then it was what it is now.

So, when that girl added me, I already had Arou. If that girl added me before the second one said that the matchmaker would detain Ah Rou to my family, perhaps, there would be no dumb existence. I think, God arranged for Arou to give it to me, otherwise, how could there be such a little episode? However, I think it's just that I think, God likes to joke, who can see through the future variables?

And after my aunt and uncle matched me and the girl's eight characters, they found that they were very compatible. What do I mean to find a girl who is two years younger than me, and that girl's eight character is to find a boy who is two years older than her. Therefore, Auntie felt that it was a pity. She always thought it would be nice if that girl had added me earlier. Auntie is very convinced......

However, I said that I was already with Arou, should I break up with her and go with that girl?

If I really want to do this, I'm going to be damned. Because Arou is very good to me, I said that if I am good, I must protect my good heart, of course, I must protect it. If I go back on my word, do I deserve to be happy like this? I can't believe all the eight characters in the first place, and even if the eight characters say that I will have to work hard, I am not afraid. What I fear most is that there is no love......

With love, I can endure no matter how hard I work. Without love, even if I am very rich, I feel like I am hurting myself. I don't want my marriage to be a premeditated one.

My marriage is natural, it comes out of love......

Although Auntie really wants me to realize her inner thoughts, I can't have her way to my whole life for me. I'm an adult, I'm no longer the one I was when I was a kid and I couldn't leave home, I have my own ideas, I have my own direction, and even if I'm wrong, I have my own shoulders to support.

Actually, my aunt just loves me too much. I'm afraid I'm working hard, I'm afraid I'm going to have a bad life in the future...... I know all of this, but it's up to me to choose my future, because I'm in charge of my life.

Auntie takes care of me, as long as I love it, she won't object, and she doesn't think Arou is bad. At first, when they gave me Arou buttons, they said that they liked this girl so much.

After that, Auntie figured it out. Because there are also ninety-one years in which my eight characters can be matched. She thinks that as long as her life is good, she will always choose the right person. Perhaps, it is really destined that Arou and I are going to be together. So, she didn't say anything. But she was still worried, afraid that Arou's family would not agree with me and Arou......

This seems to get to the point. After that, I thought about it all afternoon......

I went to the supermarket in a daze, and I also thought about this. If you're not careful, you think you're a little scared......?

It just so happened that Arou was chatting with me.

I asked her, "Does your mother know about you and me?"

She replied that she didn't know.

My heart began to feel uneasy......

She asked me what was wrong, and I didn't know how to answer......

But I asked her anyway, "Will your mother approve of you marrying me?"

She gave me a reassuring answer: "As long as I agree!"

She also said her mom let her choose.

All I want is this peace of mind.

I also chose it myself, and I chose Arou. If Arou doesn't leave, Dumb won't give up!

Finally, the stone in my heart fell. After taking the bus back to the dormitory for more than half an hour, I looked, "Huh, where is the soy sauce I bought?"

Oh no, I bought soy sauce at the supermarket and didn't pay attention to it, I just took the apples and walked away......

Oh, that just means I was really dumbfounded by the stone in my heart that afternoon......

The soy sauce I bought was more than two dollars, that is, more than 12 yuan! Oh my God!

But, still happy.

In the past, I liked the sentence "I am my own god, where I live", in the song "Stubborn". Because, God represents infinite possibilities.

"What are you going to do tonight?" is something I've seen a lot in the last ten days.

Although it may seem like a very ordinary sentence, it is very influential for me.

Because that's what Arou asked me.

I asked her, "Why does Arou keep asking Dumb what he's going to do tonight, is it because you want me to do something else and not talk to you?"

She replied warmly, "No, because I like you, I want to know what you have to do." ”

So, after that, "What are you going to do tonight?" becomes a commentary on the word "like".

At the same time, it suppressed my laziness. Originally, I probably didn't want to do anything, but whenever Arou asked me what I was going to do, I would try to choose the same hobby to grow. Because I don't want her to be disappointed......

Later, my laziness was a bit loose and more widely distributed. So once when Arou asked me what I was going to do, I said that I might write or paint, or I might do nothing...... Then she replied with something that shocked me: "Why are they all unknowns?"

Maybe she didn't know that this sentence was shocking to me, this sentence can reflect that my heart has no direction at all, and I always rely on the unknown to hide my laziness, thinking about it is very educational for me.

So, Arou taught me unintentionally. Be a person with direction and be confident in your future, rather than using the unknown as a cover for your weakness.

Come to think of it, Arou is really in a word!

At that time, whenever Arou asked me what I was doing, I would say with certainty what I would do, and I would actually do it. For example, if I say I'm going to paint, even if I'm very sleepy that night, I'll finish painting and go to bed......

It may seem like a constraint on my freedom, but it's voluntary. Because, this is the uncompulsive shackle of happiness, which is the "love casting net" that I have been waiting for for a long time. And it's good for my growth! I just need to overcome laziness, and it's rare for someone to control me so naturally.

Arou also said something to me that shocked me even more: "You are my god." ”

No matter what angle she expressed this sentence at the time, I was so moved that I was drunk anyway!

In my previous whims, I have fantasized about being a star, I have a lot of fans, and the fans will adore me, but I have never imagined that someone will treat me as a god......

And Arou's sentence "You are my god" simply broke all my illusions with an overwhelming advantage. Even if the fantasy me comes true and wins the world, it can't compare to the heart in her sentence "You are my God".

I know I'm just an ordinary person, but I want to be extraordinary in her world. So, I'm trying. My good, she just understands.

"Thou art my god" is exalted more than "thou art my god."

However, "You are my goddess" is more noble than "You are my god".

So, Arou is the goddess of dumbness.

At that time, the heart really thought so......

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