Chapter 82: Flying VIII
I can't remember when I read the phrase "A good relationship will make both parties better"......
That exotic relationship had been a month old, and on that dark and windy night a month ago, I, she, um......
And then? And then there's ...... All right. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
At that time, she chatted with me until 0:00 a.m. Beijing time, and she was surprised to say that she forgot to sleep until she chatted. Originally......
Arou has a good habit of going to bed before 11 o'clock every night Beijing time, and going to bed at 10 o'clock if she is early, and will not stay up late. That's good.
I asked her why she didn't tell me she wanted to sleep, and she said I wanted to talk. As soon as I found out that she had this good habit, I immediately told her to sleep. How I was afraid that this good habit of hers would be changed because of me, so I wanted her to keep her good habits. From that day on, I usually chatted with Ah Rou until around 11 p.m. Beijing time, and then I would say goodnight to Ah Ju. It's also a habit for me, even though I'm a bit of a late-night person...... Whew......
At first, she wanted me to sleep with her, and it was time. But at 11 o'clock Beijing time, it was 10 o'clock in Phnom Penh, where I was at the time. So early, I can't sleep until I'm very tired......
Whew, evening is a very important time to improve myself, and I still have to study or practice, because I want to grow. Whew......
Chatting, we sometimes sing. Singing is also part of my growth. In the past, I was a little depressed when I sang, but since I sang to Arou, I feel that my throat is a little open. Although some of the high notes were not yet able to sing, they sang more than before...... Perhaps, this is the comfort that Arou gives me, that is, I don't feel depressed.
Arou always feels that her singing is not good, but I think she is good as long as she is willing to sing. First of all, I'm a feeling-oriented person, and I focus on feelings, not skills. So even though Ah Rou can sing out of tune, when it enters my ears, the voice is cute. Because it was showing Dumb bravery, Dumb could feel it. Then, even if it is not in terms of feeling, after Ah Rou bravely sang to me a few more times, she sang more and more smoothly, which is really improving. I don't know if Arou believes it or not, I praise her for her improvement, but I think there is real improvement.
How does a relationship make both parties better and better? Moreover, it is a relationship that has been tested by time and distance......
Sometimes when my signal in that country is bad, Arou will express a meaning to me: I really don't understand why you ran to such a backward place.
I always feel that there is a sense of hope that I will return to China soon. I get it......
So I asked her, "Do you want me to go back to China?"
She laughed and said she didn't know.
Then he asked me, "If I say yes, will you come back?"
At that moment, I was really stunned......
I thought to myself, if Arou really wants me to go back to China, can I really throw away this half-way harvest and start again......?
Career and love, it turns out that there will really be times when it is difficult to choose.
I said I didn't know how to answer......
Then she replied to me: "That's because I know you don't want to come back yet......"
Suddenly I felt overwhelmed......
I asked her, "Is it stupid?"
She smiled and replied, "No blame." ”
In fact, the button expression is just an expression, and it can't completely replace the inner expression at all. I knew she was disappointed......
Wait for me for a year.
A girl wants to use her precious youth to wait for someone she has never really met, in other words, to gamble on her future for most of the year. It's not something I can experience. Moreover, waiting is inherently painful.
I was writing and writing, and I didn't know what to write......
I just think that Arou is very good.
Time goes on.
How far is the road, and how many joys and sorrows will come? The answer is always in the end......
One afternoon, after work, looking at the beautiful dusk, I breathed a sigh of relief and smiled.
After dinner, I saw two large container trucks driving out at the gate outside the dormitory, which should have been shipped.
When I walked to the gate, I saw the mechanist sister who had resigned and was going to leave that day. She was smiling as she watched the two big container trucks drive away......
I think her smile is satisfied.
I heard from others that she had already joined our company several times and resigned several times, and she hadn't resigned for even three months that time, but the reason was that her mother was sick and she had to go back to take care of her mother. So, this shouldn't be a joke.
Although she had not been in for a long time, and many people had spoken ill of her, she did her due diligence to do her job. Those two large containers can be shipped, which can be regarded as worthy of her own heart......
Maybe many things really need a kind of fate, she came into our company so many times but always stayed for a short time, that may be fate, but not enough......
By the time I came out on the Big Black, she had already packed her bags and was on the tuk-tuk ready to leave the company. I feel that although I don't know her well, I haven't heard anyone say anything bad about me, only good things about me. So, let's hope she can follow her path as she wishes......
After that, I rode in my direction, and at first I started listening to the newly picked songs, looking at the beautiful dusk, and it felt good. Then I saw that someone got married, and I saw a lot of people getting married in those days......
This is like a young man in life, starting a new path and having a new home.
Continuing to ride, I met Hakushi, and the place of marriage was not far from the place of Hakushi.
However, the original home cannot always be by one's side, and in the predestined time, the original home will start again in another place. A new home will become a new pillar of heart......
How can we make it clear which day is good and which day is bad? Happiness and sorrow always coexist, but it is just a matter of which one is invisible and which one is revealed......
I continued to ride and saw someone getting married again. It's like in the old age of life, seeing that your descendants have a new home, it's a worthwhile life.
Riding again, it was getting dark, and I got to where I was going. Life may come to an end gently at that time. Or, before you even have time to draw a period, it becomes an ellipsis with no end......
I hope there are more joys than sorrows in life.
Alive, there will be joys and sorrows. Whether you like it or not, you have to accept it, because that's the prerequisite for living.
Since life is like this, when you are sad, you should be sad, and when you are happy, you should be happy. Whether it is pleasure or indulgence, it is a comfort to one's own soul......
Dusk can give people a sad sense of loss, but it can also give people a touching sense of beauty.
After dusk, there may be a vast starry sky.
Under the starry sky, whether the eyes are squinted or tearful, they are all moved......
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