On August 25, 2015, it felt so familiar......

On August 25, 2012, I wrote a journal called "0825", which is homophonic to "You Don't Love Me". Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

On August 25, 2014, I went to a place I thought I wouldn't be able to go to, and met someone I thought I would never see again.

Unexpectedly, another year has passed...... How did I go through that day?

On that day, I took a day off to wait for the delivery. I thought the courier would arrive early, but I waited until the evening.

While waiting for the courier, I watched a few episodes of "Flower Thousand Bone" that were updated in the past two days, and I was really abused and cried...... The advantage of the TV series is that it is as if it is real, so that people who have not felt abuse can also feel that sense of abuse.

After that, I was so sleepy...... But I don't dare to sleep...... I'm afraid that the courier call is coming, and I don't know......

So, start getting bored and start doing nothing......

Well, to keep myself refreshed, then I'll play the single-player game!

Playing a single-player game called Violent Motorcycle, which I really enjoyed playing when I was a freshman, and at the same time, this game is mixed with my memories......

When I first started learning computer science in my freshman year, I was very obsessed with this game because it was so challenging! As a Sagittarius, I could say that I went to the school Internet café to play this game whenever I had free time...... Lost myself a little bit......

At that time, Gan and I were in the middle of the film, and she often called me and asked me what I was doing...... When I said I was playing a game, she would tell me not to play so much.

Sometimes she calls and wants to talk to me, but I don't want her to know that I'm playing the game, so I lie to her.

Yes, it's the game, and when I got hooked on it, I neglected the ...... that was important to me

It's been a few years, and I haven't played that game in a long time. At that time, I was able to play mainly because I downloaded it with great difficulty, and I still haven't blown up the machine yet...... When I was in college, I was just a little bit close......

The game almost didn't blow up, and she couldn't get it back after a lot of it......

Think about yourself and think it's ironic.

What 0825? It's me 820......

Call...... But at that time, it was already very hypocritical and meaningless to think about this.

I always wondered, did I hurt her, or did I help her, and how much hurt it was for her to be with her but not take good care of her......

Because of my cowardice and incompetence at the time, I let others take advantage of the situation and snatch her away, and then she was injured again. I always felt that every time she was hurt, the more I was condemned for that choice in the first place......

When I wanted to get her back, there was no place for me in her heart, and even being a friend who could talk normally had become a luxury, not to mention, why did I get her back? sincere, caring, loving, hehe, when I thought of my cynical mentality, I felt that in front of her, I was just a person wearing a mask, and I didn't know what she wanted......

God, God, what is the mystery of your arrangement for her to appear in my life? Is it so that I and her can grow up with each other? Yes, I feel that I have grown a lot because of her, but I don't feel how happy I am inside.

Why? Because the people who brought me growth were not with me......

Like the song Mayday sings, you're not really happy, your smile is just a protective color you wear......

Actually, I'd love to see her before I go to that far place, and have a cup of coffee and a small talk. But that's not possible......

But at least, I wanted to send her something very important, something very important, but I didn't know where her exact address was, and even if I did, I hoped she would be willing to tell me......

So, I replied to her that morning with a previous comment asking her to tell me the address where she was at the time......

However, I waited a day and did not wait for a reply.

Whew, the moonlight was really nice that night.

It was a good day, wasn't it......

I don't know what kind of world will it be on August 25 a year later...... I hope you are all happy!

"The authorities are confused, and the bystanders are clear. "It feels very apt.

Whether it's playing chess or the bits and pieces of life, what you are fascinated in is sometimes really not as clear as what onlookers can see. For example, a relationship......

The male and female protagonists go from knowing that they become good friends, to developing into a couple, to breaking up, and finally to becoming the most familiar strangers. In this process, the male protagonist and the heroine may not be able to see what they are doing and can't understand their own hearts at all, but the friends that the male protagonist and the heroine have together are seen clearly as bystanders...... It's like, watching a TV series.

The male protagonist doesn't know what the heroine thinks, and the heroine doesn't know what the male protagonist thinks, but the friend who is a bystander knows what the male protagonist thinks and what the heroine thinks, but he can't say it, and even if he says it, or scolds him because it's not worth it, it's not necessarily useful. Why? It's all said, it's like watching a TV series, the plot is very sadistic, what if you're not satisfied?

Thinking about when I watched a TV series and knew all the ins and outs, and the actor was still stupid, I couldn't help but scold him for being stupid. But when the TV series-like plot really came into life, and he became the hero but didn't know the ins and outs of the matter, he found that he was really confused......

I know both my and her friends, and it can be said that after watching the process of me and her from beginning to end, who thinks what and who should do it, in fact, I have a bottom in my heart. However, this is the fate between the protagonists, and it is more appropriate for onlookers to "watch chess and be silent".

The plot is generally like this, and the heroine said that she would no longer be nostalgic for the male protagonist and would not give it another chance. At this time, the male protagonist generally feels that the original heroine no longer loves himself, so okay, he won't bother anymore in the future. But at this time, the heroine will hate it very much! Hate why the hero really gave up because of his own words! Why don't you try to fight for it? At the same time, you will feel that the male protagonist doesn't love herself at all, otherwise why would he leave so easily because of his own words? Then, the ending is written one after another with no love or regret......

These are just some of these versions, and maybe some of them are really the heroine who doesn't miss the male protagonist, and the male protagonist will really choose to leave......

Therefore, life is the most real TV series, and the plot is chilling.

How easy is it to be a good actor? What is the pain of the authorities' fans, which can be experienced by the ease of the bystanders?

Whew, enough is enough, it's really enough. I don't like sadistic plots at all, but the more sadistic the plot, the more desirable and cherished the other happy ending is.

There is a good saying, "It is better to be affectionate than to be ruthless".

The one who puts it down first is always the happiest. I don't want to hate, anything that has to do with hate, I want to stay away from ......

It's just this time, in the future, each of them will turn their own worlds for the better, don't rub it......

It was a purple tear, and that's it.

I think my future growth should no longer be related to her. This TV series has come to an end......

New script, new environment, new protagonist.

In short, the new world......

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