Why do I like sensibility? How did sensibility come about?

Actually, there is no such thing as "sentimentalism" in the world, and I coined it when I was in college. Pen %Fun %Pavilion www.biquge.info At that time, classes were so boring, and I was always thinking about my own business.

Once in class, I happened to think about philosophical materialism and idealism, and I had the feeling of returning to my sophomore year of high school to just study philosophy.

At that time, it was Xiaoqiang's teacher who taught philosophy, and before he even started teaching, I was already torn between materialism and idealism. I feel that it all seems to make sense, and it seems that there is something missing. Although Mr. Xiaoqiang later said that dialectical materialism was correct, I still didn't like it, and I always felt that there was an uncomfortable feeling of being stuck......

When I arrived at university, I didn't expect that I would suddenly create my own philosophical belief, Sentimentalism.

It's not professional, but I have my own explanation. Speaking of which, I am also very impressed, I can't imagine that I can come up with such a thing when I was in college. The following two passages are words that I imagined to express sentimentalism when I was in college:

When matter exists objectively but lacks subjective positioning, then it is no different from non-existence. When matter exists subjectively, but lacks objective truth, then it is no different from non-existence. Only when the material satisfies both the objective truth and the subjective positioning, can it be truly existent, that is, the sense of existence.

The sense of presence can be divided into two levels. The first layer is the sense of reality generated by the objective existence of matter and the subjective positioning of the individual. The second layer is the sub-realism that can be close to the sense of reality, that is, the sense of illusion, which is generated by the objective existence of the individual and the existence of fictitious materials in conjunction with the subjective positioning of the individual.

That's just two paragraphs, but I think it's incredible for me!

If I had studied philosophy, perhaps I would have been able to bring about a revolution in the philosophical world...... Haha, narcissistic again!

Sentimentalism, my own philosophical belief. It feels good, and if a friend who likes philosophy asks me what I believe in in the future, I will say, "Sentimentalism." ”

Feelings, although there is a very idealistic appearance, but the origin of feelings is materialism. It is both real and illusory.

I always feel that there is a bridge between materialism and idealism that connects them. I just don't understand why we have to distinguish materialism and idealism so clearly, as if water and fire are incompatible. The two complement each other, in fact, the best!

And the sentimentalism I believe in, in my heart, is the product of the combination of materialism and idealism. When I think of sensibility, the contradiction that I had when I first studied philosophy disappears......

Perhaps, sentimentalism is only for me, after all, I am a person who puts feelings first.

It feels right, it's right.

However, isn't what life wants is all kinds of feelings? Although it is a bit general in terms of expression, it cannot be concealed......

Time goes on.

At 7:32 a.m. Beijing time one day, I planned to tell a lie to the Beast squad leader and take another day off after the section chief's meeting. The last time I took a leave of absence......

I don't know if it will work out. I just felt that the day was so close that I could almost touch it. Also, the feeling of parting is always tinged with a touch of sadness......

The air is filled with a thick reluctance, every breath makes the reluctance go straight to the bottom of my heart, and I unconsciously hummed a sad and beautiful background music for myself, it turns out that it takes a lot of fate to be together for a year, even if there is nothing wrong, it may be separated for various reasons.

At this time, a new employee who was like a child in his ninety-three years came over with a smile.

He asked me why I didn't go to work yesterday. I smiled and said I was resting!

I told him that I was going to take a day off today, and of course he was still surprised, because he didn't know that I would leave the company the day after tomorrow. The philosophical beast who happened to be staying next to him said to him that I would soon be leaving the company......

Then, the ninety-three-year-old child seemed to be a little reluctant to me, and asked me, "Will you come back in the future?"

When I heard this question, I was stunned for a moment, I worked several jobs, and when I was leaving, no one would ask if I would come back, and this was the first time I had encountered ...... Moreover, the word "back" makes me feel so warm, I am so touched!

I smiled and replied that I don't know if I will ever come back in the future......

I really didn't expect that the new employee would give me such warmth. You know, when he first arrived, he gave me the impression that he was so arrogant, and I didn't like him very much. But then he always asked me for help with everything, and after talking a lot, it seemed to be a little different.

I asked him why so many people didn't look for me, just asked me for help. He said with a smile, because he only knew me well.

Alas, I could not find a reason to refuse to help him, even though I was sometimes very busy, and I had to take time out to help him with a very simple matter.

After some days, it turns out that his arrogance is only because of the personality of some children, not because he looks down on others in his heart. So, my locker is shared with him. After all, he didn't have a locker for the new employee at the time......

This made me understand that don't be reluctant to get to know some people who I felt disgusted at first, maybe behind that disgust is not what I thought, and maybe I will see a different uniqueness. The new employee who looks like a child is like this, after getting along for a long time, he is actually very cute.

However, he told me earlier that he would also start submitting his resignation at the end of this month. I asked him why.

He said that his wife's belly was so big, and he gestured it with his hand......

Oh, okay, it's hard to understand a big kid like me who doesn't even have a girlfriend...... Alas!

Okay, have a meeting......

The meeting was a bit long, but it didn't happen because the section chief didn't come...... Perhaps, overslept.

The whole workshop was lined up, basking in the sun and waiting for ten minutes, and oh, his figure never appeared......

So, the meeting was adjourned.

Okay, I'm going to take a leave of absence! Because I was going to receive a very important courier that day, but the delivery address was not my company, but near my small world.

But I only had a holiday the day before, and I asked for leave that day, which is the rhythm of scolding! But I still have to ask for ......

I thought to myself, if the Beast squad leader doesn't approve it, then I'll plead, saying that this is the last time I've asked for leave!

It's just that I didn't expect it......

When my pair of beast squad leaders said that I was going to take a day off, he laughed and criticized me without even a reason......

You know that feeling? I want to cry......

His smile gave me the feeling that I was about to leave the company, and if I wanted to take a leave of absence, I would ask for leave, and I would be granted it.

He made me unable to even lie, this freedom, hehe, he gave me such a good freedom......

I still patted the Beast squad leader on the shoulder as before, and whispered, "Love you......"

It's just this sentence, it's so heavy......

I hurriedly packed up my locker and handed the key to the new '93 employee who looked like a kid and asked him to keep it.

Whew, I still ran out of the workshop. I'll soon be leaving this workshop full of joy and sorrow. Time flies so fast...... Unfortunately, it was still less than a year......

Riding "Shining" on the way back to Xiaotiandi, the sun shines on my face, so warm!

Thank God for being so kind to me and allowing me to meet them in Xidesheng and bring me so many unforgettable memories...... Really appreciated!

I don't know if the world saw my sunlit eyes twinkling, I just know that the world I saw at that time was twinkling beautifully......

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