Chapter 4: Like, Transferred
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When you're in a good mood, you feel like the world is a good place. But when the mood goes bad, you feel that the world is very dark and painful. The mood can make you go to heaven or hell, it has no notice, no ending, everything is so accidental.
Therefore, some people say, "Don't live with your mood, but with your mentality." "I know, but I can't learn......
During the military training, it is a work of ups and downs.
When military training is assembled, it is necessary to stand in line. Since I was about 1.62 meters tall at the time, I was short among the boys in the class, so I stood on the sidelines. It just so happened that I was the last person in the last team, and I was going to shout the phrase "full army".
At first, I really didn't understand what that meant. I thought that every time I gathered, I would just shout this sentence.
Sometimes I don't shout loudly enough, and I am scolded by the instructor, and my mood is at a low point.
But sometimes the shouting is out of tune, and many of my classmates snicker, and my mood also snickered.
Later, there was a gathering, and the people did not arrive, so I still shouted "Full Army!" as usual!
The instructor shouted at me with a smile on his face, "You're big!" and the whole class laughed......
My eyes were fixed on Ying's smiling expression looking at me, and my heart was sweet.
I figured out what "full army" meant, and I smiled embarrassedly, and immediately made up: "Missing a full army!"
Just because the instructor and I exchanged some expressions, I had him in my heart.
There are a lot of activities in military training, such as singing. Usually they will shout "I want you to sing, you don't sing, twist your nienie is not presentable!" anyway, it is the happiness of teasing each other. It should be noted here that "twisting your nienie" should be "twisting and pinching", but in our hometown, this sentence can easily be mistaken for "twisting your nienie". And during the military training, everyone thinks that it is "twist your nienie". That's why there was a big laugh in the back.
Once, everyone called a female trainee teacher to sing, and also shouted the phrase "I want you to sing, you don't sing...... and then the instructor and the students were embarrassed to be quiet. However, I don't know where a naughty male classmate suddenly picked up the sentence "Twist your nienie is not presentable!", and everyone laughed out loud. Sometimes, it doesn't need to be too rigid......
The day of the end of military training is getting closer and closer, and I want to compete. The instructor selected some students from our class who did well to train and prepare for the competition. Luckily, I was one of them.
On the day of the race, our class performed very well, but there was a little flaw when we left the field, so we missed the first place and finished second. I think it's very good, because I saw a lot of classes walking in unison, it was really messy, outrageous, and there were people wearing slippers and stepping.
Well, the game is over, and the instructor is leaving.
The people in our class changed the lyrics of "Friends" and replaced them with the lyrics that belonged to us and the instructor's memories, and sang the ninth version of "Friends" in our senior class to bid farewell to the instructor, I looked at the instructor, and he waved at me. I couldn't stop crying all at once......
Many students cried, crying because this memory was deep and happy! Students who did not cry because they did not experience it with their hearts, or because they did not feel it deeply. If the instructor hadn't exchanged expressions with me, I don't think I would have been upset. Like the trainee female teacher in our class, I wasn't a little unhappy when she left.
Students who were reluctant to let the instructor go refused to come back until they were sent to the school gate. Full of reluctance......
Whew, the head teacher said, "The instructor has only been teaching you for more than ten days, and you are crying like this." The teacher has been teaching you for so long, and I haven't seen you cry?" "Demon! Is this comparable? It's not at the same level, it's hard to understand."
The mood returned to the usual plainness with the departure of military training.
Is military training really like falling in love? It can make you laugh, make you cry, and even make you hate sometimes, but when it can't accompany you and leave, you will think of the bits and pieces you were together, and your heart is full of reluctant words.
And then I just want to say, can I love again......
Time goes on......
I wore a "mask" of disguise, trying not to let people guess my thoughts, but there were always people who went deeper and deeper into my inner world step by step, making my "mask" shatter.
When I first entered high school, I wore a pair of glasses that weren't myopia. Just for one effect, others can't see my true face. At the same time, it can also make people think that I am a short-sighted Sven student.
The arrangement is repeated over and over again, and the people in front and back are always changing. Sick of it......
Looks like I've been put in the last place, is there any mistake, my height at the time allowed me to look through the "mountains" in front of me?
The Chinese teacher didn't know if he had suddenly received a notice of inspiration, so it was decided! Every day, one of our classmates will give a speech on the podium. Let's give a little talk about yourself......
I was completely frightened, I was so scared to go to the podium, and I was going to give a speech! Timidity was my weakest point at the time!
I can only pray that it won't be my turn so soon, never!
The first person to speak was the representative of the language department, Lijun, who was in charge. In the days that followed, I was terrified every day in Chinese class. Live like a fugitive......
After all, I still can't escape, but it's my turn. I also prepared my own essay, but I was afraid to speak in front of the class......
Whew, take a deep breath, get out of the way, disgrace and disgrace! I pretended to be calm and stood in the middle of the podium, looked at the eyes of the class, and then took another deep breath. Someone seems to have laughed...... Whew, let's get started!
Because it was the first speech in my life, even though it was small, I was scared, and my legs were shaking. Finally, when the speech is finished, there will always be applause, and whether it is good or not is another matter. At least, the stone in my heart fell and was liberated.
When I felt the applause on the podium, I still looked at Ying's smile. Again, sweet in heart.
Many of my classmates said that I spoke too fast and couldn't hear clearly. Fortunately, the Chinese teacher understands. I also commented on it, and I feel that it is good!
After that speech, my heart changed a little bit, because I felt less and less scared.
Later, Gan, who had been sitting in front of me in my seat, gave a speech, which seemed to be quite good! After all, she was very rich in heart.
Later, it was the arrangement, but finally there was progress. From the last place to the first place at once, and become the same table as Bin. And Gan, who sat next to me, was also the first to sit in the group. Between me and her, between my table and her tablemate. At that time, she and I didn't talk very often. Until after a big war......
What a big fight? Huhu, this fierce, class girls' basketball game!
Watching non-professional girls play basketball will never be boring!
At that time, our class had a strong opponent because there were two girls in that class who were both tall and good at basketball. And what about the advantages of our class......? There is no advantage, only luck and ability. Although there are two girls in our class who can play basketball, their height is a bit weak.
We boys were just cheering for the girls in our class on the sidelines! Come on! Come on, I just made do with shouting, because I was a civilized spectator. Well, civilized ......
As soon as it opened, I was stunned!
The girls' expressions completely killed me! That basketball seemed to be as important as a second life in their eyes, and they didn't care about anything, they just pounced on that basketball!
However, why does a basketball require three girls to hug each other and grab it, and they won't let go when they grab it? Even if they roll on the ground, they won't let go...... Do the rules of basketball allow that? I didn't understand it at the time......
In the process of grabbing, the boys were deeply impressed by the crazy step! from that side to this side, and from here to there, but there was no goal......
In the second half, he was scored by the opponent. The female fighters in our class have to fight even harder! But they can't fight hard......
Mr. Zhu really couldn't look at it, so he said: "Replace me on the field, I won't play." "Or, disturb the morale of the other party's army. Shouting: "Hey, pretty girl, it's exposed!" I said that I would never support this uncivilized behavior, but I still allowed me to snicker. Ha ha!
In the end, our class still lost......
The female fighters of our squad cried and cried with regret amid the cheers of their opponents......
It's okay, the boys comfort and comfort......
Gan and I started talking because of this big battle. Because, Gan is also one of the female warriors.
In the evening self-study after the war, she didn't know when she asked her tablemate to hand the note to my tablemate, and then my tablemate safely handed the note to me.
To my surprise, I hadn't talked to her much. Why did you hand me the note?
She said that she lost the game and was in a bad mood, what should she do......
Forehead...... I...... In addition to saying comforting words, it is to make her think in the bright side...... After all, I don't really know how to comfort people.
After writing, the note returns the way it came. It didn't take long for the note to arrive again.
I...... For the sake of her need of comfort, well, go ahead. Go back, pass it......
I noticed that she couldn't finish talking, and that something was wrong with my tablemate. From the look in his eyes at the time, you can read: Are you together?
Oh, I'm misunderstood! I'm normal with her! We're not together, don't get me wrong. That's what I'm trying to make people understand! But no one understands that she and I are just friends, not boyfriend and girlfriend!
However, the little lace news of the class still has a role between me and her.
The note, as soon as it was passed back, began to have future records—records of me and hers.
My liking began to slowly shift away from Ying in these records......
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