Sweeping away the gloom of the past, I want to be the ruler of happiness! I always thought at that time......

By accident, I found that I had been a prisoner of the sentimental ladder for a long time! I couldn't help myself......

On weekend evenings, I always go shopping by myself. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 infoIt's not that I can't play with my classmates, I just want to be quiet. The pedestrians on the road, the unfamiliar faces, so that the expression I miss can be expressed unscrupulously.

For me, sentimentality also requires mood. I would brew my emotions and gently hum some sad background music for myself, coupled with my slow steps and sentimental face. At that time, I was my own protagonist, the protagonist of one person missing the other.

My sentimentality has been deeply implanted in my low self-esteem, which in turn affects my external image. Looking at my dress, I can describe it in one word, black! typical black short sleeves, black sweatpants, black shoes, plus natural black hair, black eyebrows, and dark skin that is relatively unevenly tanned. Alas, am I really so dark? No wonder I was laughed at by Ting? After Ting's laughter, he smiled again. Whew, what a painful realization......

How can I slaughter the sorrowful? Headache......

Well, let's play chess. It's really boring to be in the dorm room without something to play with.

Sure enough, since I bought chess, when I asked who wanted to play. People who are as bored as me are coming, there are Tianfu who will become the same table with me later, and there are martial artists who have good grades in the class...... All chess experts are here!

The feeling of meeting an opponent is that it will be so intense that it will be a fight in my bed!

Then I would attract a large crowd of onlookers, and I would shout, "your lungs!" and kill one of his soldiers, and then he would shout back, "your lungs!" and kill my car. And then, no more...... I've already lost so much! Whew, I can only sing: "I was conquered by you like this......"

Looking at other students' hobbies can also expose you to more areas that you don't understand. For example, Bin, who is shorter than me in the class but quite talented, and his roommate and my roommate are learning to play the guitar. Nameless doesn't really have a name, that's a homonym for his name. The first time I touched the guitar, I played it randomly, and although I didn't understand it, it was so fresh, and I was so excited! Whew, when I watched the two of them slowly play a song, I wondered, do I also have a hobby that is worth liking and working hard for? However, I can't think of it for the time being......

Recess is good because there are 10 minutes that make people happy. I don't know how to speak, but I like to listen to people talk and laugh out loud.

In the hallway, I like to listen to these people chatting the most.

One is Mr. Zhu, who speaks very humorously and has a good figure, but sometimes there is a sense of irony in the humor that makes me dare not get too close. One is Wang, but he likes others to call him Bo, so call him "Bo", his humor is a bit like Stephen Chow's nonsensical, but because of this, I can't tell which of his words is true and which is false, and there is no sense of safety and steadfastness. There is also a fat guy, not only good sports, but also can say some good humor, humor and good connotations. I love this!

Sometimes I go back to the dormitory with Mr. Zhu, because the dormitory is on the third floor, so I naturally have to go up the stairs. Usually when I go to the front and he walks behind, he will smile and say, "Xi Nong's ass is so big!" ......How can I, who value face more than money, endure such a sentence? Demon, I thought it was going to explode......

Bo, when I gossip later, he will play his three-inch tongue.

The fat guy is still more compatible, huhu, I stand beside him, as if the top of my head is just up to his shoulder. He would also tease me and say, "It's hard for you to grow to my height of 75.00 meters." ”

I would giggle, but I didn't really want to grow taller and be a kid.

The fat guy sometimes says something very connotative: "Walking in a damp swamp, if you are not careful, you will fall into the bottomless abyss." I was in a daze, not understanding. Then, Bo, who also heard this, laughed: "Don't teach bad Minon." ”

At that time, I thought that I was no longer pure, but it turned out that the simplicity was still there.

In addition, I was so touched by the phrase "don't teach me badly"! When I was in junior high school, many of my classmates said that they should not teach me badly, but in fact, I sounded both happy and ashamed, but am I really that good? Why do so many people think that my soul is not polluted? I am just a good boy who "pretends" to be......

After living on campus for a while, I am basically familiar with high school life, and I have begun to adapt to the environment.

The restless heart is restless again. Because, there are so many "landscapes" in high school ...... that I want to see them without looking at them......

Whew, no matter how much freshness there is, it shifts my heart, but no matter where my heart turns, the thoughts in my heart will also go to wherever it goes. I still miss her......

So, I wrote the first journal "Siyou" on the buckle space. This is a seven-word poem, and her name is also hidden in it. Yes, she indirectly developed a continent of my spiritual world - writing poetry.

After that, I wrote poems to express my thoughts. Even though the poems I write are not literary and gorgeous, the plain and simple words reflect my amorous soul.

After becoming obsessed with writing poems, every time I finished writing a weekly diary, I expressed the content of the weekly diary in the form of a poem. Later, in the second year of high school, it has become a habit.

Sentimentality, although it is not recognized by positive energy, does not mean that it is useless.

I began to wonder if I could have two worlds, one happy and one sentimental.

Unexpectedly, fantasies can come true......

"The heart wants you to hear, love wants you to see, ask if you are willing to share every day...... "I am listening to the song "The Heart Wants You to Hear......

This song doesn't have any special meaning to me, it's just that in the dormitory, Liang often plays this song, so I accidentally like to listen to it......

Songs are sometimes like people, I didn't like them, but after a long time of contact, I liked them unconsciously. Is this a long-term relationship? It needs to be studied......

Well, because memories have been stored for so long, there may be a little time confusion.

I don't remember when the military training began, it seems that it came some time after the start of school.

When I heard that I was going to have military training, I was afraid and looking forward to it, and I was curious about what it was like to be in military training.

That day, the day I forgot the date, the morning exercise time was a big gathering. Wow! There are a lot of soldiers, and when they perform martial arts, it's so cool! Because they play so well! There is no taste in watching too much on TV, and if you come to a real version, it will be shocking! The teachers and students present can see the gods, and then bursts of applause.

Okay, after the performance, it's time for the instructor to choose the class. Phew, I forgot to talk about the most important thing, our class is the ninth class of the first level, and we will get a good class with a certain award in military training!

Whenever an instructor appears at the front of the queue in a class, there will always be a student with a painful expression, and then someone in the next class will smile and send them a message: "Good luck!"

Finally, our instructor appeared! Wow! What a mighty man! The momentum is overwhelming, and I am afraid! He is Instructor Lu! I remember correctly, it seems to be Instructor Lu. I should be not mistaken......

Back in the classroom, Instructor Lu told me all the important things, what were the specifics? After that, the whole class went down to the first floor to assemble and prepare to go to the military training base camp.

Oh, and I forgot that there was a beautiful and gentle female intern teacher who was with us at that time. I'm sorry, I forgot her name, I don't know if it's because I'm old now, my memory is fading, or if I don't know her well.

After arriving at the destination, Instructor Lu gave an order: "Sit!"

The class was stunned, "Huh?"

Because our class does not have military uniforms, they are all our own clothes, and the underground is yellow mud land! Therefore, the whole class hesitated......

Instructor Lu shouted sternly again: "Sit!" Okay, let's make do with it......

Let's talk about some important things, and then let's start suffering!

Standing in a military posture is simply about to turn a living person into a dead statue. Grandpa Sun loves life so much that he laughs so much that even the sky has no troubled clouds. I felt that my life was evaporating and there was no room for ......

Look at that one who can't stand well and is kicked by the instructor! That one can't stand well, and the instructor still kicks it! Of course, the kickers are all us stinky men!

Girls, instructors are still more pityful. In order not to get kicked, I had to memorize the words "Raise your head, raise your chest, tuck your belly, close your ass!" and try to maintain this terrible stance......

Sometimes, I've been able to grasp that degree very well, but seeing some people in such funny postures that I couldn't help but laugh and twitch. Then, immediately, there was a heavy blow to the buttocks. Oh, I know wrong......

It only takes one or two hours to turn into black charcoal. Phew, fortunately, I'm a little dark, so it's okay to get a little tan. Looking at those classmates who were originally quite white, when they were so obviously tanned, I was secretly happy in my heart: finally someone accompanied me to black, hahaha!

Military training isn't always a source of suffering, at least, it will make you drink a few sips of water, and then continue to suffer.

The military training in the first two days was terrifying, and the students were all afraid of the instructor and hated the instructor! Because, when they went up the stairs, many students had to grab the handrails and climb! When they went to bed, they were also painfully half-pulled and half-climbed.

However, the sun always shines after the storm. The joy of military training is finally here!

If you should practice and practice well, you will have more rest time. During the break, there is usually a show, or singing, or acting.

When it comes to singing, Bin has become the king of singers and has sung many times. I remember that he sang "Fairy Tale", and later, for some reason, he played a game, which was not very thorough, and he made a mistake. So, to perform. Well, I'll only sing a little bit. I said I'm going to sing "Fairy Tale," and all of a sudden, there was a lot of opposition! Sing "Fairy Tale" again? It's not interesting! Change it!

Well, that'...... Then I'll sing "My Memories Are Not Mine...... I'll just sing a short part, brew it, and start: "Ohbaby, remember the dandelion with you that night......"

After singing, I personally feel that it is really good! But when I look at their eyes, it seems to say, "I'm really disappointed with the public!" Whew, it's okay, I dare to sing, it's also good. Rattle!

Later, Ying was going to perform too. What is she performing? Not singing, not dancing, but ...... Catwalk!

I was sitting right in front of her, and she walked in my direction with great charm, and walked out with a very attractive catwalk. Then, a few turned, a few back and forth. Wow! Ying walked with a catwalk, it was really amazing! It was so feminine! I was like a nymphomaniac......

In addition to training, chatting, and thousands of words of military training experience. I wrote so carefully, but later I found out that all those experiences were disposed of like garbage. Speechless......

Military training is wonderful, even if we have to suffer, but we are willing because we know that there will be happiness in the future.

In other words, pain and happiness!

I thought, is there a feeling like military training?

If you want to think about it, why don't you sleep and dream......

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