The hustle and bustle of the world is all for profit.

It seems that it is not modern people who have begun to value money.

Everyone is fighting for money, and they are working hard for money, so that their families can live a stable life.

Why fight for money?

No one asks, and no one thinks. Even if there is an answer, it is only to live better.

So, continue to ask, why live better?

The other person will look like a madman, and he will not bother to answer at all.

However, Yuan Changwen couldn't find a reason to live better, and he couldn't even find a reason to live.

I didn't commit physical suicide because I wanted to pursue the truth, and I wanted to get rid of all falsehoods and see what was so-called.

Chaowen said, death at night is enough.

It turns out that there really is such a state.

If I die, maybe my mother will be very sad. No, maybe, my mother will definitely be very sad.

Yuan Changwen frowned, finding that he was still thinking about his mother's mood.

My mother has worked hard to bring herself up in this life, even if she works, as long as she returns home, she can still enjoy meticulous care.

A lot of food for fear that I won't be full, all kinds of snacks that I like to eat. My mother always put me in the important position of her life, and as long as I say anything, my mother will try her best to be satisfied.

But because of that, do I have to put my mom at the center of my life?

If so, isn't it that he has been forced since he was a child? Isn't his whole life kidnapped? Isn't he trading with feelings?

I'm not filial because I want to be filial, it's because I have to repay your efforts, what kind of family affection is this?

If I can pay you less, then what is the preservation of family affection?

My mom has done so much for me, so I'm going to do something. If you think about it, this kind of answer is mostly funny.

It's all about asking for peace of mind, so I will repay my mother. is also to prevent outsiders from gossiping, and even more so that he will no longer be nagged by his parents.

You see, I've come to dinner with you, I'm so busy that I take the time to go shopping with you, and I only came back last week, so don't always call me home for dinner.

Yuan Changwen suddenly felt so funny, he was so deceived about himself. Not only that, but there are also some words that sound very domineering, such as, "Whoever dares to scold my mother, I dare to touch his whole family!"

For example, "If you have the ability to come at me, don't beep at my mother!"

If I had been so filial to my parents, there would have been no such thing as insulting my parents. So, where is it your turn to say something domineering?

Wrong!

Yuan Changwen thought that in order to take care of their sick mothers, some children sat on the edge of the bed all year round, fed medicine, wiped their bodies, and washed their feces and urine. Does this mean that filial piety is not as selfish as I understand?

Even if those children who are filial from the heart, those who are not filial because of emotional transactions, what will happen if they are not allowed to take care of their sick mother?

In other words, why did he take care of his sick mother?

Yuan Changwen was a little heartbroken, if his mother was sick, he would definitely take care of it. But how long can this care last, or how much complaining emotions and helpless emotions are accounted for in this care.

Nobody knows.

And now, he let the idea of killing this kind of filial piety, which he has never thought about or doubted.

The previous killing did not seem to be complete, because Yuan Changwen still thinks about things from his mother's point of view, and his mother still has important influence.

And this kind of influence is not allowed to exist by Yuan Changwen, and it must be recycled.

No one can manipulate me in my head!

Why should he take care of his sick mother? Because that's his duty, that's the very essence of his life.

That's right, it's the word "for people". He takes care of his mother as a label for him as a person, as the meaning of his existence. If he is not allowed to take care of his mother, he will be in pain and heartbreaking.

Because, he can't find the meaning of existence. On the surface, it may be that I can't take care of my mother by myself, and then I feel uncomfortable. The deep-seated reason is the deprivation of "self".

If there was a top medical team in the mainland to take care of his sick mother, he would definitely be willing to let go. In this way, his fundamental goal is to hope that his mother will be well cared for.

Let's say this is a long time, and the medical team takes care of it for a hundred years. During these 100 years, he could only visit his mother, but he could not take care of her with his own hands. So, will he visit his mother every day, or will he never leave her all the time, as he did before?

Yuan Changwen found that his brain was very confused, and some logic was not smooth, as if he did not explain the most fundamental problem. In other words, it did not destroy the influence of my mother in my own brain.

Everything is a character.

Yes, without a medical team, then he will always stay by his mother's side, which is the meaning of his life, so as to create a person who "is filial to his mother at all times, and feeds medicine for his mother to wipe his body".

With the presence of a medical team, he will no longer be a person who is "filial to his mother all the time", but will find another meaning in life. Thus, creating another role.

Therefore, the "self" doesn't care about the content of the role at all, as long as there is a role.

Here, it is not at all a question of filial piety, nor is it a question of whether the root of filial piety is selflessness or selfishness. It's all characters, and if the characters are fake, the characters should be killed.

So, whether I want to be filial or not is not a question at all, why should I ask "do I want to be filial", this is the real question.

The answer is that Yuan Changwen is just a character, and these are the attributes that are given to the character, making the character appear plump and lifelike.

Again, the theory of duality, no matter which side is chosen, is out of falsehood, and it is a means of deception by the devil.

At the same time, it is also the role of the so-called "self" means of survival.

Yuan Changwen looked at the sky, it seemed that the clouds had become the appearance of his mother, he still loved to laugh so much, and he always cared about his mother. It's a pity that my mother is just a character, and what she cares about is the role of Yuan Changwen, not me at all.

Whether you want to be filial or not, it is the attribute setting of the character, and this kind of argument is meaningless.

Hehe, what makes sense? It doesn't make sense!

A line of clear tears, sliding down his cheeks.

When you kill your self-definition, you are cutting off your sense of belonging and the definitions that make up Yuan Changwen.

Why do you want to embark on this path? Isn't it okay to enjoy your mother's care and enjoy talking with your mother?

Think about the past, my mother urged me to get married, rewarded myself for my final exam, and severely criticized myself for going to an Internet café to fool around. These are life!

What am I doing?

Ruining your own life with your own hands?

Yuan Changwen suddenly knelt on the ground, startling Keiko.

"Mom, I'm sorry!"

The voice was a little sassy, but it was firm.

Tears do not mean regrets.

Tears are goodbye, but there is no reluctance.

It was Yuan Changwen who knelt down, and it was another person who stood up.