548 STOP-2: New Purgatory City: "Assimilation Catalyst"

-Hideka's subconscious-

04：22 AM

That point, perhaps, is about freedom.

When I was in elementary school, Xiuxiang was very free, and my parents didn't care about me at that time.

Even the mother, who is always around the child, seems to be different from other mothers, she doesn't care about herself, Xiuxiang feels that her mother is always busy with something, and Xiuxiang finds that her mother hardly interferes too much in her own affairs.

This is the actual situation in which Xiuxiang was in the early days of school.

What bothered her for a period of time and made her lose her most basic freedom was the knot in her heart - the point that she didn't understand the most, the point that repeatedly hit the ice and confused her, or why many people want to show ignorance, why can't they remember it when the teacher said it once? Isn't it too strange?

"Those people, a little strange, just pretend not to know. Xiuxiang always felt that those people deliberately didn't say the answer to the question, just to be funny and fun.

Xiaohong may be an exception, she seems to be a bit clumsy, if she is really interested in a lot of knowledge, she will learn well, if she is not interested, she will hardly learn.

Others, Xiuxiang thinks it may not be really unknown - many people may also have a tendency to sensationalize, and Xiuxiang was excited for a long time when she read this word in the book.

I don't fit in with everyone.

The situation that I am out of step with everyone else must be improved.

At a very young age, Xiuxiang learned that if you want to be good in school and in the class, you must get along well with everyone, play together, eat together, have the same interests, and have the same title.

I want to be like everyone else, and I have to be like that.

Later, she couldn't say it occasionally, and the people around her, slowly, also played with her. Probably everyone thinks that she is the same as others, otherwise Xiuxiang's excellence will isolate herself from the world, a person who is too different from others, so that other people are at a loss, this kind of psychology is not only children, but also adults.

So at a very young age, Xiuxiang learned how to disguise.

I don't know how old I am, maybe it's kindergarten, my mother's eyes are always full of vigilance when she looks at her.

Even, Xiuxiang felt that her mother didn't like her.

There's so much evidence.

There is a lot of evidence that Xiuxiang's mother doesn't love her, and Xiuxiang also accepts this fact, and even Xiuxiang feels that the better she is, the more she has no friends, and if she wants to be with everyone, she must become stupid.

At that time, Xiuxiang didn't know that there was a word called unforgettable.

Xiuxiang vaguely remembers that in the fourth grade of elementary school, once the homeroom teacher called herself to the office and said that she was plagiarizing! Although the other teachers were pretending not to see it, pretending not to care, pretending to be busy with other things, or doing other things with other teachers, Xiuxiang just felt that those people were very curious, and they also paid a little attention in their hearts, and some even had a schadenfreude mentality.

It seems that some teachers' inner language is, "Oh my God, no, will you?"

Some teachers were complaining, "This is absolutely impossible, there must be some misunderstanding." ”

Standing in that environment is a cruel thing.

There are always people walking around.

It seems that the expression of some teachers is, "Haha, look, how funny, the top student in their class turned out to be a repeat offender of cheat sheets." ”

Some teachers occasionally wander over to pick up something or do some strange movements, and a look that casually floats over also says, "I didn't expect it." ”

"Tell me, what's going on, do you still need to type cheat sheets?, or is this how your good grades come from?"

Teacher Zhu is usually very kind, but at this time he is stern and caring.

"I didn't. Xiuxiang replied simply.

"You don't? I can't believe it, but do facts speak louder than words?"

"What facts?" asked Hideka.

"What facts? What other facts are you asking? Don't you know? The answers you write are exactly the same as the standard answers in the book. It's incredible, isn't it?"

"Why?" said Hideka, with a completely incomprehensible expression.

"Why? You kid...... If people don't copy it, how can they write an answer that is exactly the same as the standard answer? Who has that kind of memory?

"Teacher, I don't understand what you're saying, but I know that this time, the standard answer is the correct answer. Xiuxiang nodded at the teacher after speaking.

"Huh, correct answer?" the teacher didn't seem to expect Hideka to say that.

There was silence.

Correct answer. The teacher said it again.

"Yes, my answer used to be different from the standard answer, and that's because the standard answer is not perfectly formulated, and sometimes the order is adjusted before and after, and I think it is clear to say it this way. Sometimes some of the explanations of the standard answers are just not correct. ”

Xiuxiang said a few long words, seemed a little tired, and seemed impatient, so she stopped explaining.