547 STOP-2: New Purgatory City: "Pomegranate Snow Tears"

-Hideka's subconscious-

04：22 AM

Xiuxiang longs for the passionate love that poured on her like a waterfall, making her breathless, but happy to death.

To have that kind of love, only once, is it enough?

Do parents really love their children?

The suspicion in Xiuxiang's heart appeared with tears in the corners of her eyes, and she found that she had left tears for no reason.

"That's not right!"

"It's not tears!"

"It's snow!" Xiuxiang saw it, and the snow in the sky like peach blossoms slowly fell, and after it fell, there was really a shallow pomegranate aroma, and Xiuxiang found herself a little hungry again.

This is a place where giants dominate, and she can have whatever weather she wants, because everything here is based on illusion and unreality, everything here is fake, and even a finger can pierce it.

But the one who exposes the conspiracy here must know where the mechanism is.

Although it is fake, it is very delicate and treacherous, and it is impossible to guess, as if it were a top-secret file written in those novels, and the methods of secrecy are really different, but no one has ever snooped on.

This snowflake, just like the peach blossoms at home at that time, Xiuxiang knows that she can no longer indulge in fantasies or memories to escape, every time her heart jumps in exchange for more escape, it is better to calm down and let yourself walk step by step along the regular path.

Xiuxiang thought that my past was not pleasant, just like the present, so the distant past and the present are constantly connected.

Later, slowly, Xiuxiang was educated to become a big child.

The teacher taught her all kinds of knowledge, skills and lessons, Xiuxiang took them all over, and remembered them all, but she would not fully comply, she read a lot of books at home, and what was said in those books was better than what the teacher said, and she already knew how to "talk back" when she was in elementary school, so although the teachers knew that she was a smart child, they didn't like her because she was too disobedient.

"This kid has too many ideas. "That's what the teachers think.

Xiuxiang sometimes thinks that the teacher's eyes on her are a little strange, but she doesn't care, she has a special personality, except for Xiaohong, that is, Caiyue has never abandoned herself.

Except for that period when both sides wanted to push the other away.

"Is that boy really only in kindergarten?" Hideka's heart crossed for a moment, which made her very afraid, her mind was always sailing in doubt, driving a broken boat, resisting the wind and waves, and finally had to fall into the sea of doubt, and then was completely soaked, and even the word confidence was completely forgotten.

Xiuxiang found that she always repeated thinking about the things she had thought about and recalling the things she had remembered, because the memory itself might want to remind Xiuxiang that the missing link existed.

"You should find which link is missing. Even if it is painful, accept it, not be incomplete. ”

"The pain of wholeness is stronger than the pleasure of being broken. Because after all, you are whole in yourself. ”

Xiuxiang felt that memory was passing through these things, and she couldn't ignore saying such things to herself.

Since she was a child, Xiuxiang always took care of what she wanted to do, instead of paying attention to others or taking care of other people's feelings.

She didn't know why those people had all sorts of reactions when they saw her—"feelings." How did they feel it?

Xiuxiang doesn't take the time to feel or judge others, she never thinks about it, because her time is spent doing what she wants to do.

The more you know, the more you want. But at that time, Xiuxiang didn't know this truth.

In the first childish era, she didn't know anything, and she was the simplest and happiest at that time, right? Xiuxiang didn't have anything she wanted, but fate gave her a lot of talent, and she couldn't bear it.

She was overwhelmed by her talent.

She was overwhelmed by her talent and couldn't make friends.

Hideka also wants an ordinary life, but she can't.

Xiuxiang let herself be curious, so that she could give herself a good reason, a good and necessary reason. In the face of those favors of fate, Xiuxiang uses her curiosity to fight against the inexplicable doubts and doubts, and accepts it as naturally as accepting her every expression.

How childish it is!

Xiuxiang was extremely envious.

Xiuxiang wants to be mediocre by herself, which comes from the heart, but she can't do it because she is shaped like this.

Is it hard to be mediocre? It's just to play and eat. A few pieces of meat, something for yourself, it's enough.

Xiuxiang feels that she doesn't have that kind of era, she is not unworthy, but she has other trajectories - those other trajectories that have been written for her, those destined trajectories are not necessarily good, nor necessarily bad, Xiuxiang still does not accept the fate of the word, she is trying to break through, and she is also trying hard to find a balance.

That point is not found by crossing over.

That point, through the perception of your life.

That point, it's always out of sight.