"Anatomy of the Mind" -

I've been reading books for almost fifteen years, and I know a little bit about my heart's thoughts. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

It seems that I am really a person who is only three minutes hot, and I thought that I would be very attentive to people and things for a long time, but the truth refused to agree with me.

When I was in elementary school, I liked to draw very much, and I would secretly draw even in class, but after a long time, I lost my enthusiasm. Isn't elementary school too long ago? Let's talk about college. When I was a freshman, I loved playing basketball and would play almost every chance I had, but when I broke through to a certain level, I also lost my enthusiasm. It's rarely going to fight now.

Writing songs is the same, when I first started, I had a lot of fun writing, and I would always write in class. But after writing more than 20 songs, it seems that there is no enthusiasm. Now that classes are about to stop, I have no intention of writing. Why is this happening? I've thought about it for a long time, but there's no reason other than that I'm a three-minute hot person. Whether it's a thing or a person, being close during this time doesn't mean that it will be close after a period of time. So, sometimes I feel like there's something really wrong with me, something very selfish......

How to be selfish? When I get along with others, I pay more attention to my own feelings. If someone else does something bad to me, I will secretly remember it in my heart, and even slowly stay away. But these are just personal extreme thoughts, others don't necessarily treat me badly, it's just that I think too much about myself. I will only choose the things that are easy and I will do, and I will avoid the difficult things and let others do them. In other words, when it's useful, I think of it. When it's not useful, I don't seem to remember it with my heart.

What a realistic animal, therefore, my interest will be held in the palm of my hand all of a sudden, and all of a sudden I will be snubbed.

Writing and writing, I feel good and bad. But how can you say that about yourself? Everyone needs to grow, and I'm not a saint. What's more, there are so many people in the world, and I'm not the only one. If you want to change yourself, you must first know yourself and admit yourself, so that you can degenerate.

Of course, I still love myself.

Being selfish is just for pleasure, and being overly selfish is just for protecting yourself. Maybe my heart was hurt too much when I was a child, and I don't want to be so generous, except for people who can see through the heart. As a result of finding happiness in selfishness for a long time, he has formed a withdrawn little character, and this is how self-amusement and narcissism come from. Over the years, I've had a pretty happy time, and when I'm alone......

Now that I'm about to leave society, I find that selfishness can't accompany me well. I need to grow and I can't always look for happiness in selfishness. That said, I can't take my interests lightly. If you should love, you must love, and you should always love.

After such a long period of observation and experience, I think "moderation" is really a good philosophy of life. Even if it is interest, it must be kept in a certain degree, and both excessive and low degrees will have a great negative impact on the spirit. Therefore, I should keep my hobbies such as writing songs and playing ball to a certain degree, and don't just do one hobby all the time, or not touch the same hobby for a long time.

Of course, the range of degrees depends on the passion. The greater the enthusiasm, the greater the range of degrees. Like some scientists, they have a lot of enthusiasm for a certain aspect, so they have always studied only one aspect and will not go beyond it, and may even achieve success. I'm different, I have a wide range of interests, and the general heat is only three minutes. However, it doesn't mean that I'm not single-minded, I just live from a different perspective, not abandon. This statement is the same for both things and people. As long as I am not separated from my life, my heart must still love all this, no matter people or things.

Yes, that's what my heart is thinking. Dissected out, it is also three minutes of heat.

I'm really looking forward to having someone to keep my three-minute heat going.

I believe that there is such a person in some corner of the world......

"My Simple College Job Search Process" -

June 1st was the time for the first job fair. However, I went on a trip to Luofu Mountain. The reason is simple, I need a natural mindset.

When the time came to June 6th, the second job fair had hit. I've been waiting for a long time. That day, I only submitted one resume and applied for the company I liked. Sitting outside the classroom waiting for the interview, motionless, in fact, my heart was beating fast. I was in sixth place, and when I looked through the window at the students who were interviewing, the more I looked at it, the more scared I became, and my palms were sweaty. When it was the turn of the fifth student to interview, I didn't know where to run, so it was my turn to be still panicking.

I took a deep breath, took my resume, and the corners of my mouth showed a natural arc into the interviewer's field of vision.

Both sides looked at each other, and my peripheral vision told me that the interviewer was stunned by my appearance. I suddenly had three points of confidence, and then waited for him to "make a move". Unexpectedly, his first question was to ask me about the concept of resume design. Fortunately, I know the resume I designed best. After a full analysis, he was greeted with a hint of a smile. I thought, I think there's a good start. I can't think of the next problems, all of them have pitfalls, and they all go deep into my weaknesses.

Fortunately, because the trip to Luofu Mountain gave me a natural state of mind. So that day, I saw a self that was overperforming. Every problem is easily resolved under calm down, and it still gets a good impression. When the interviewer said a word for the retest, I felt that I had succeeded!

As I walked out of the classroom, I saw the sky smiling......

"Don't Forget Yourself" -

Now, it's half past one in the morning. Well, that was last night......

Since we want to talk about last night, let's talk about yesterday first. Yes, during my daylight yesterday, I was sleeping, I was looking for myself in my dreams. I slept until I collapsed, and there was no breakfast or lunch, and it was so painful to endure. So, dinner was a little richer......

Last night, I struggled with whether to go out and cut my hair. Because I'm tired, because I'm lazy, because my hair isn't particularly long.

At this moment, I should belong to me who can't see myself. I'm always avoiding something.,I don't know if it's been the "male menstrual period" recently.。 Still, I went out.

On the way, I was alone.

The dim streetlights dyed my most confident bangs golden. I looked back, accompanied by a faint smile, coupled with a touching accompaniment. Wow, I feel like I'm watching an idol drama. Of course, I'm the main character!

The so-called accompaniment is hummed by myself. Since I was a child, I have always liked to play this for myself, and it is a kind of happiness that belongs to me. So, don't be lonely all the way.

When you get to the hair salon, omit the plots that are not related to the theme.

After cutting my hair, I looked at myself in the mirror and was surprised! It turned out that my face was so handsome under different lights! At first glance, I couldn't believe it was me. Because I've always had low self-esteem, I rarely look in the mirror lately. After reading it, I blew on my bangs, and yes, it really was me!

I happily walked out of the porch and strolled back to school.

In the early hours of the morning, I talked to my friends about life and wrote a lot......

In the process of writing, I realized that I had done it myself, and if I couldn't, why should I ask others to do the same? After I finished writing, I said to myself, "If I can write, I can do it, and even more so I've been doing it all the time!"

To achieve something, you must first remember yourself, you are the protagonist, you cannot be ignored.

Don't forget another meaning of yourself, or that sentence: love life, love yourself!