"I Was Wrong" -

I thought I was stronger than before and could meet you. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info But now I realize that I'm still so weak......

I really want to meet you, but I don't know where you are. That feeling has never been there, proving that you haven't been in my life.

I don't know how to meet you, and I've tried hard to restrain my indulgence. But how do I talk about it, as if I'm really trying hard, am I really trying, am I really trying to get stronger, so why should I skip class? Why don't I study hard? Why......

Am I making excuses for myself, am I trying to hide my cowardice and laziness? I feel that I am even more unacceptable to me now than I was to be timid before. I used to be timid, but I worked hard. Now although he is bold, he is a little decadent.

I always thought that I was useless when I was timid, and that being bold was maturity. Now it seems that it is the bold but effortless me who is useless. Thinking that I am so indifferent now, I don't have the face to meet you. Because, how can I take care of you when I can't even take care of myself? Yes, God has always refused to let me meet you, right. Otherwise, it will hurt you. I still need to keep changing and keep trying to grow......

I want to say, I was wrong.

Missing out on the future where you met you in fantasy, but not knowing that the future is built by the present of real efforts.

If I really love you, I should work hard! I should not just wait stupidly, but wait hard and positively! Grow into someone who can give you happiness while waiting!

Beloved you, I know that I am wrong, I will change it!

When we are together in the future, you must remember that I have loved you before I met you!

"The Fork in the Road of Life" -

The time of college is quickly over, and I am faced with a fork in the road of social life. I didn't know which way to go, and my life seemed to be lost after I went to college......

In class, I don't seem to be studying, but in a daze, or doing what I like to do - write things, write songs. None of this has anything to do with my major, am I wasting my time and life? Some people may say that writing may be the direction of your life. However, I couldn't feel it......

Writing is just a pleasure, a way to express your feelings. I never had a deep understanding of how to write a good essay, and I didn't even understand the most basic rhetorical devices and sentence structures. So, I'm confused.

When it comes to writing songs, I often feel like music, and I can memorize the melody in my head, but I can't play it. I didn't study music, and I didn't know the basics of staves. I couldn't even sing my own songs. So, I'm confused.

As for drawing, yes, once in a while, anyone can do it. I didn't draw very well, and I didn't study art. So, I'm confused.

Why do I like to do everything I don't learn before? Is it a joke played by God?

No matter who you ask, you won't find the right answer. Because the real answer is in the heart. I can't complain, I can only choose to believe.

Even if the profession is confused, who can guess who will conquer whom in the future? Even if I don't understand the foundation of the article, I don't know the foundation of music, and I don't understand the foundation of art? Who said that hobbies require qualifications? If I like it, it's fine.

It is true that the forks in the road of life are always confusing, but with a different mentality, it is different. I want to believe that every road has its own unique beauty, and that every road leads to the destination I want to go. As long as that's it, that's enough.

As for which path to take, I am willing to listen carefully to the voice of the truest feeling in my heart.

Don't regret it, always believe in the good!

"Dolls" -

What is a puppet? Simply put, a puppet at the mercy of others.

I remember the recent trip to Qingyuan, my little nephew and I went shopping. Passing by a shopping mall, there was an event going on at that time. The little nephew said that these activities often give prizes, and he pulled me to see it. I wasn't interested in these activities, but for my nephew's sake, I'll just follow him.

At the beginning, the host of the event was already very humorous, asking everyone to watch strange animals and magic, but there was no applause. I secretly laughed in my heart, will the host feel very shameless? Because he was on stage at that time, he was like an animal making us laugh as an audience. However, I didn't expect that life variables are amazing.

When it was time for the prizes to be delivered, the audience finally showed their most essential faces, and almost everyone raised their hands to approach the stage, their eyes full of greed for cheapness. Those are just ordinary items such as water bottles and badminton rackets, which have already made the audience crazy. I couldn't help but sigh in my heart, did the hearts of the Chinese people really want to get something for nothing, and always think about "pie in the sky"? At that time, I still appreciated my calmness, but ......

When it was time to deliver the tablets again, the audience was almost completely frantic and packed! I don't know why I was squeezing in.

The host seemed to have played us back in order to save face. He told us to clap, and we clapped our hands. He told us to shout, and we shouted. We seem to have forgotten our dignity in order to get the tablet in front of us, and our minds are completely occupied by the tablet in front of us. The prize didn't fall into our hands so simply from beginning to end, but it had to be delivered by buying a network card with money.

At that moment, I came to my senses. What am I doing here? Why should I give up my dignity for such a thing and let people be monkeys? I immediately took my nephew away......

In this event, the greedy audience is someone else's doll. I warned myself not to think about getting something for nothing, and if I wanted to get something, I had to work hard to get it.

Because, I don't want to be a puppet!

What I want to do is to be a dignified version of myself!